Argh end of year is so reaching reaching reaching.
GOSH LAH.
Processor is moving too slow.
NEED UPGRADE.

Okay so let's see till where I've studied.
length of scratches = topics studied.
AMATHS!
EMATHS!
MOTHER TONGUE!
BIOLOGY!
CHEMISTRY!
PHYSICS!
GEOGRAPHY!
SOCIAL STUDIES!
ENGLISH! (actually totally nothing to study.)

So well.
Complete disaster.

Anyway went mugging today with xiaoting and pengyang.
At bb mac.
At first met pengyang.
Then saw wanlin, neh2 and cindy.
At first was quite like whao.
Surprise to find jss students at bb.

As usual xiaoting was as crappy as usual.
She's so darn funny!
I swear I'll laugh till my intestines burst if you place mingqi there too.
OHMYTIAN.

Argh I only did mother tongue today.
Gawd. 40 words.
BUT AH I FINISHED ALL.
Ole.
Mother tongue syllabus left the compo practices.
=D

Okay bbmac was heavily packed.
Thank god we found seats.
There was a birthday party held too.
So you could really imagine the noise.

Neway we chatted alot.
Then went to west mall to have dinner.
They were all like envying the place for having so many good stuff to eat.
WAHAHA.
I felt blessed to be living just opposite.

Me and xt accompanined py around.
To find suitable present for junice.
Again xiaoting was very crappy.
She pointed at everything in the shop and helped publicised.

"buy this one loh! this one not bad what."
"or buy this one! then in class she can sleep."
"or buy this one! like very nice like that."

ROAR OUT LOUD.
Btw we passed by 3 eros shops.
=X

Then I rushed home
cos there was supposed to be a mookcake fest walk at chinese garden.
And I am to be present.
And turned out postponed.
zzz.

So continued my X-Men 1.
Then went on to blogshop.
Chatted with cheryl.
Nothing else.



tomorrow mug again!
at taman mac!
=D




I think.
I am not fit to be a good friend.
No matter how hard I try.
Let time prevails this.
And soon we will know if we turns out to be lifelong pals.




I FEEL SO SICK.
HAVING NOT ATTENDED YYH'S BDAE CELEB.
AND MISSED OUT ON SO MUCH MUCH MUCH.
and it's like everyone planned not to tell me.

Haha.
I'm in my room now.
So tired.

Woke up like 5?
Then made bread.
Left house as usual,
Blasting music in my ears.

Geography was pretty boring.
Then pe. floorballed.
Emaths test-d.
Shifted tables and chairs.

Chem was pretty boring.
I need to scan the sheet thing.
Aah. Mother tongue sihan got 12/20.
Biology test, me did pretty dumb,
Although I knew the answers.

After school mer and shih went np.
So me went KFC with aarthi.
Sweet little daphne helped me tape my fulscap and emaths textbook.
=D.

Went home then on bus.
Reached home like 2plus?
Then left home again at 4plus.
Reached Jp.

Bought Rassberry Tea.
Waited for gary and peeps.
Studied bio, chem and phys in library.
Pinheng, mervin, jalvhin, tim, kenny, gary.

Then went eat.
Met xiong at jp.
Then went arcade.
Stinked at Marvel.VS.Capcom and WorldCombat.
Gawd need practice.

Xiong's stern expression was very funny!
And mervin's expressions playing MvsC too.
Hah then we squashed each other's faces.
I had upper hand and squashed him more.

Then took bus home.
There it is.
Boring, boring boring.

BUT.
My lovely BX is here!
Gawd he is so cuteeeee.
















LOOK AT WHAT HE'S DOING!
My jack jack + bingxuan = TOTAL HEARTS.
<33.
and JUST ONE IS NOT ENOUGH!
















































































I still don't have enough.




















Okay pictures from before:

-thursday 290906

SCRIBBLES.
















ting ting and nerner.
and a no link pic.
to end this entry.



















GOODBYE.

Parody of Let's Get It Started,
Let's Get Retarded.
Is way humourous.

Day started a little sick.
Because ah last night had spagette supper havoc.
Don't wanna elaborate any further.
Because blogger won't let me blog about it yesterday.

Anyway yah back to subject.
So woke up and like so stiff,
And eyes amazingly weary.
I think it's because of the onions cutting yesterday,
Plus the fact that I oiled through graveyard shift these past days.

Decided to make sandwiches.
Me and mervin.
So he made two chocos-flavoured,
While I made peanut butter.
Well I had difficulty placing the sandwiches right cos,
My bag kept pressing it.

English started a little funny.
We watched this language video.
Couldn't enjoy it,
Because volume was soft, and subtitles were smudged.

People in the class calling me biased.
Wth. -.-
After recess, emaths was blurry.
We started conversat-ing.
Me, julian, mingqi, daphne, yichao, mervin, jialin, jieting, jasmine, lifen, yeehwee.
It's really a small piece of paper.
But we used our msn names.

So fun cos ah.
We were like parodising all the msn stuff.

Mingqi: Then ah the display pics how?
Me: This one ah nvm one. So high version until display pic is face to face.

Dorhts.
After Ss,
Went to Av room for geog.
I failed my geog test.
Argh.

Then went mac with mervin, pinheng, tim, gary.
Saw huat and bball peeps.
Put salt in my ice coke and french fries.
The salt really helped made the coke freezer.
Then I accidently poured over the coke like 2 times.
Fell all over the french fries tray.
But it's really nice.

Then I was like so confused what to revise.
I really had no more maths chapters to understand.
Plus they were really like so noisy and everything.
So distracting and thus I couldn't study much.
Scribble Scribble Scribble - ed.

Jieting's birthday was yesterday!
And saw her and angela there around 5.
Love saying craps such as bapalamashamalamadingdong;
mr tharmanshamugaratnam.
ilsashigermaiyerhalsenlugerhoorfer.
and plus plus.

Went home at around 6 plus.
Then mervin accompany me wait for 98 bus at his stop.
Then took liao got down at lakeside.
Then alight 187 no seats.
Decided to stand.

AND I ACTUALLY SLEPT WHILE STANDING.
Gawd must be so embarrasing.
I was standing throughout 20 stops.
LOL.



YYH's birthday.
Whoa so many.
3rd Oct- exams,
X-Men3 Dvd Release,
Gary and Kenny's birthday.

Can't wait.

Argh I have absolutely no idea why I'm sitting on my bed with oily feet.

Okay so well.
I was hungry.
And the first thing that came to my mind was noodles.
Plain noodles a little boring eh?
Spagette.

Okay then right.
Very stupid you know.
Firstly because the kitchen have clothes hanging on top.
Have to carry all the clothes outside.

Then after that.
Went to chop garlic and onion.
Actually hor I don't really know how.
I just use the knife and throw and cut.
LOL.
Dangerous, don't try it at home.

So well onions made my eyes teary.
Okay then I went to take the stove out.
Then at first I forgot to dry the stove.
So ah I put oil over it.
Then open the fire.
THEN HERE SPLATTER THERE SPLATTER.
ohmytian.

So I had to wash again.
Then ah this time round I remembered to dry the stove.
So I applied some oil over it.
Then put garlic inside...
Then I forgot what to do!

So I panicked lah.
Found hotdogs and mushrooms that forgotten to take and cut.
So I finally take out already,
Remembered that I forgot to off the fire.
And now the stove is full of black garlic bits.

So I cut the hotdogs and mushrooms.
In the meantime I had water boiling.
For the noodles.
So ah I very stupid.
Boil halfway I want to shift the thing.

Then carry the whole pail.
Then ah damn pain!
Scalding my finger.
But I realised I can't let go cos the water will pour all over me.
So In the end when I'm finally done,
There's a damn pain and red spot on my finger.
ouch.

So then ah I took the spagette jar.
Poured everything into the stove.
Cos left little bit.
Then put some water.
Then add onions and hotdogs and mushrooms.
Then put until open fire.

The whole thing very bubbily.
Then a little disgusting also.
Finally done with sauce.
Add some salt and pepper.

As for the noodles,
it took some time.
So well by the time it's done,
the sauce's pretty cold.

And in the end, one big product!
It doesn't taste heavenly, neither does it taste horrible.















Okay so well.
Looks very nice right?
But look at the mess I had to go through,
For one small supper.
















And this is one part of it.
















Gawd I'm so dead in the morning.





I love supper.

Aah.
Just got home.
Gawd fell asleep on bus again.

Woke up today early today.
So tired from yesterday.
Slept like 2?
Study bio and physics like hell.

Yay now mp3 got new songs!
Haha.
Okay then went to buy lolipops for jieting.
Bought 3 different flavours, 3 of each.
Then so darn ex= total $7!

Then took bus.
Saw jieting.
She was studying biology.
Then came to sit beside me.
Then ask ask her like jokingly and like as if I don't know.

"Today your birthday is it?"
"Nah. No. *suspiciously shaking her head*"
"Haha really anot."
"... really. "

It's funny I'm asking her such a stupid question,
When I have lolis for her in my bag.

So well went up class.
Then passed jieing presents.
She isn't that excited?
Peeps playing cards and studying biology.
Stupid lah.
So eoy-near, still can play cards.
And mingqi alittle sad.
toMINGQI: Stop thinking about that jerk. It's better if you let it go.

Then during the pc lesson.
Mr lee reprimended again.
Then suddenly, I thought he was alittle ironic.
He had scolded us for making too much noise, yet in another of his lessons,
He insisted that we responds and stuff.

I found nothing to play during p.e.
So decided to bounce a basketball.
Can improve dribbling skills.
Then practised shooting alone with jeanne.
While the rest are playing matches and stuff.
I think jeanne is a really sporty and nice person.

Shit ms koh lah.
Absent and no test.
I wan test.
Or I studied for nothing.
So I quite down and pissed throughout.

During other lessons.
More pissed by the fact that julian and peeps are playing cards.
Argh even mervin.
And I thought like they cared about eoy.
So I got quite pissed and kept changing seats to the front or to elsewhere.
They were making so much noise.

Sorry to daphne for calling you ramanan.
Haha I think daphne's a really nice person.
Julian and yichao they all shouldn't be always bullying her.

Then we went for lunch in canteen.
Had quite fun with jieting.
Me went to squash her face, while mer tried to pinch her.
In the end had water fight, and my whole uniform got wet.

ThankstoMINGQI for lemon tea.
ThankstoJIALIN for vitasoy.

After school went to mac for awhile with gary, pinheng, tim, mervin and shih.
Decided can't study in mac.
So went shih's house instead.
It's so comfy and nice.
I just thought maybe a little troubling his parents?

Maybe I shall go there always now.
Shih is a really nice companion.
And I just like making him laugh.


The blogsong is changing too.
To Jesse Mccartney's Just so you know.
Lovely song.

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and
I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know


































Who will vouch for such a miserable life?
Unless it's for you.
It was always there,
Just never spoken.

If I was invisible,
Then I could make you mine,
But wait,
Aren't I already invisible?



Please don't cry because it ended,
And smile because it happened.

Okay now.
In the morning reach school and went up to class as usual.
Mingqi feeling abit down.
So me, mer and pengyang bought her three different teas.
PEACH, LEMON AND BLUEBERRY.
Gawd she's smiling again. Don't sad anymore okay.

Haha anyway she drank like.
Then during physics she told me like she cannot hold bladder.
omg. =X
And guess what.
Jialin dressed ner ner up!
So chio can.
Though I took some pics, in respect of ner2, I decided NOT TO POST IT.
Haha I know I very nice person.

Okay so anyway. English was okay.
Then came emaths which was a little boring.

After recess which I stayed in class with hamsteyboy,
CME was quite fun.
Mr lee got me, mer and shih, all three admins of class forum,
to tell him about rights and rules.

I was speechless.
But I know how to act.
HEH.

After that we had mother tongue?
Today was amazingly carefree.
I wasn't prepared for the letter writing test, yet I'm all good with it.

Went down for lunch.
Then went back up for emaths.
Abit fun because like me and daphne worked together,
and with help of yichao and julian we completed it in time.
We we're like WOOHOOing.

Then ah damn funny.
The abbrevation of daphne's name.
Orange tan qi hui.
Kuan tau hui.
RAmanan.
Was laughing like mad.

Then we came up with list of class names.
All in hanyu pinyin form.
So names like iraimi also changed.
eg.
IRAIMI --> Yi Lai Mi (One scoop of rice)
YUSOF --> Yu Sou (fish catch)
and stuff and stuff.

Then went down to meet gary and peeps.
The cat so cute as usual.
Although abit funny.
It knew how to get in the drain yet not how to get out.
-.-

Then discussed about npnpnpn-MP.
Then went shih's house.
Played a little bit gunbound and o2.
The keyboard and mouse so super tech.
I envy him man.
He shifted the com to the floor.
So it's like his bed on the floor, com on the floor,
So what I wished.

Then I upside-downed on his bed leaning against the wall.
And we talked and chatted.
Hais he's such a good pal.
And soon I left at around 6plus.
Because have to get home to leave for lot 1 later.

He accompanied me down.
Then I bought blueberry tea.
Aah another one to collect.
4more to go.
Took 98 and 187.

Reached at around 7.30 plus?
Nvm postponed to 8.
So I left for bb station.
Gawd knows that pengyang still haven't reach.
And I thought I was late.
I didn't even enjoy my bathing and my dinner.

So yah met him and went to lot 1.
So pissed can.
Btw ice-cream machine cool.
Then we didn't find anything loh.
And I crapped about my three-quarter pants.
Wore it up all the way to my stomach.

Because there's nothing we liked here,
We went all the way to jurong point instead.
Then finally eyed a wallet at sportslinks.
AAH FINALLY.
Tml mervin = chocos, me = lolis.
Gawd i'm so broke.



Friends.
Friends.
Friends.
Friends.
Hearts Friends.

My friend had some doubts about fergie.
Fergie is the girl from Black Eye Peas.
Anyway he was listening to the song Won't Let You Fall,
Which was featured in Poseidon, where she also have a small role.

-->

]_shaWn_[`o5☠™ [geek in blue²]] -it's okay. let's stay foreign. says:
muahaha nice song ?
]_shaWn_[`o5☠™ [geek in blue²]] -it's okay. let's stay foreign. says:
YESYESYES
Lokies a.k.a. Mariah Carey #1 Fan says:
yessss
Lokies a.k.a. Mariah Carey #1 Fan says:
it's a pity this is not what her album sounds like
]_shaWn_[`o5☠™ [geek in blue²]] -it's okay. let's stay foreign. says:
her album is so.
]_shaWn_[`o5☠™ [geek in blue²]] -it's okay. let's stay foreign. says:
messy.
Lokies a.k.a. Mariah Carey #1 Fan says:
yaaa,like she wanna be the next Gwen Stefani
]_shaWn_[`o5☠™ [geek in blue²]] -it's okay. let's stay foreign. says:
LOL

<--

Okay so I only liked london bridges in that solo album,
which was titled The Dutchess.
The rest are all so messy and stuff.
Anyway please listen won't let you fall.
It's very nice. It's a pity it ain't in her sophremore album.

Fergie - Won't Let You Fall: http://www.sendspace.com/file/2z770r

Anyway I went swimming today.
Boyy sunsets are beautiful.

everytime that I got this feeling,
you gave me something to believe in,
and sometimes heartbreaks are necessary,
because ignorance might be blessings in disguises.

I think I like going to school early.
Although felt extremely tired.
Juggling studies and life.
Still have a lot to do.

Wo0ts.
Mingqi bought peach tea for me.
Happy Belated to Lifen.
I bet this year you're definitely enjoying it and all alot.
Next year even better- Sweet 16.
Haha chocos from me and merv.

Aye english ms ow yong scolded don, kumar,
and especially julian.
Poor him.

The whole day I was getting mervin to be a dog?
"stay stay. good ner ner."

Recess was like so different today?
Had noodles today.
Because I'm so damn hungry today.
Don't know why. Can hardly think in physics.
And bought back mingqi mango tea,
And had apple tea myself.
Boy I'm gonna have the whole collection.

We watched documentaries at library during biology today.
No test, postponed to wednesday.
Well about heart attacks and fungi.
ZzZ Glad I didn't fall asleep.
Was about to.

Amaths was FRICKING FUNNY.
Mingqi was like say what O-RIGINAL.
Every sentence she says emphasised on the O-.
Made me laugh like mad.
Can't even concentrate.

Talked to daphne during emaths.
Talked to her about council and everything.
Well I told her I liked SLC.
She said she loved it,
although same like all the others,
she think 23rd is not so good.

After that went down with jill to 3-5 to wait for aarthi.
Then had fun making fun of zixin.
I told her she must have gotten the bandage because she knocked into tree,
while distracted by bananas when flying.
Zixin = monkey + bird.
Long story.

So then we went to see ms tham.
I didn't know she was an arts person.
She loves stuff like tesseracts.
NOT A LOT OF ADULTS LIKE SCI-FI stuff.
And she's like so awesome.
Now she's like MY IDOL again.
At a period of time, she was,
But now she's not,
and now I think she might going to be again.

We went kfc to eat.
Then went home on bus.
Jill had to leave first,
leaving me and aarthi at the bus stop.

I asked.
Am I changing to what I disliked?
Being bitchy,
leaving her in the lurch,
while making new friends.

I hope not.




We sat together.
We began talking to each other.
We shared interests.
We became friends.
We treated each other better.
We became good friends.
We loved each other.
We became best friends.
We confide secrets with each other.
We changed into different classes.
We both moved on.
We became good friends.
We knew other friends.
We began talking to others.
We became friends.
We began to ignore each other.
We started to drift.
We don't know each.
We became complete strangers.

This is not the friendship I wished,
yet I'm scared it might turn out something like that.

Awesomeness.
Ransacked my storeroom and guess what.
Finally found my baby pics!
MUAHAHAHA.

Aye here goes nothing.



















My ass is cute!




















Hahaha I guess I was lying down and mom took it.




















Yeah it's me.
Heh.



















taken at the zoo.















Little mermaid, pretty boy.
don't laugh.
















sis, dad and me eating nugget.
YES that's my pajamas.














Okay lah facial expressions.















At sentosa. My ass is very nicely posed,
And I once thought merlion was a cartoon character.















During primary school,
my naima's seventh or eighth birthday.
Spot me.
<3.















Now the NU-family.
Von-nu, tanu, shawnu and jeremu.
Unfortunately, junjie is very extra.















Yeah this time round,
from left: bingguo(extra again), jeremu, botak tammy a.k.a tamu;
tanu, baby janice a.k.a. janu;
vonnu and cheeky shawnu.












And my birthday seemed like a really big event.
Hearts lah.

And to end it off..















my childhood joys,
innocent and pure days.
flashbacked.

Boredom doesn't kill.
But it does make you wanna go bang the wall.

Yesterday after returning home from mervin's house,
Sadly can't go buy present with pengyang.
So instead went mac-studying with jingwen.

Bleach 2 is definitely a fun game.
And all was well until jingwen asked his friend to come.
*coughs coughs*
But anyway.
Yeah so I was told to leave.

Okay not really told lah.
But was asked to leave.
So anyway I went home and stayed in front of the comp,
finding songs to add to archives.

There was a movie that night.
"Office You Gui"
translated as ghosts in the office.
I like the way the 3 different short stories link up.
And I think this movie is awesome.

Stayed bored not knowing what to do,
So surprisingly I slept like 1plus am on that day.
I never slept like so early on saturdays.

So today wake up.
Already in front of comp,
totally bored.

Well off to blogshop,
blogskinn,
mug and swim.

Yep thats all.
And I add, I never knew the o2jam tune:
"You was born to be loved",
was that nice.
and sweet.

If only life pulled over,
and turned out like the canon.

A thousand miles away..
So close, yet so far.


FRIDAY-

Played floorball again today during p.e.
Quite fun.

Emaths,
I don't believe I actually aced my maths test like.
19/20,
and the topic is trigonometry.
HAHAHA.

During chemistry,
Something funny happened.
Hamsteyboy from 3-4 was brought to our class.
While somehow it looked so cute laying in my pencil case.

Then stuff happened.
He threw out food which he supposingly kept in his mouth.
He peed in my pencil case which I disposed of.
He's damn active all of a sudden.
And came all over the tables.

LOL.

After bio, which we completed another chapter,
It suddenly becamse quite rushy.

Immediately after school, I have to go for geog test.
Man I didn't get to complete 2 questions.
Aargh.
Then right after that I had oral.
And I'm positive I've said the wrong and irrelevant stuff.

Well after oral,
there was a slight interval,
since ms tham postponed the meeting.
So well I had lunch with mervin at canteen,
Then went back up for CCA.

CCA abit dull.
And after that I went home sheepishly.
Think I made my friends a little disappointed.

Soon went to jp to meet with gary, javhin, pinheng, xiong, mervin.
Went kopitiam ate.
Then shih arrive.
I told him my philosophy.
About fishball neh nehs.

Then I sang stupid girls!
HAhahahahahaha like so crappish.

Wanted to go studying, but went arcading instead.
But I only played house of dead.
WHICH I DIED IN LIKE SO EARLY.
Nvm. arghh.

After that we went mervin house.
Then gary and I sleptover there.
Brandy scratched me like alittle pain loh.
Ate cup noodles.
Mervin needs loads improving in o2.
And then ah gary slept earliest and soundly.
On the bed somemore.

Then ah me and mervin have to sleep on the floor.
Then first we both slept horizontally.
Then out of nowhere he like suddenly became sleeping vertically.
So I changed my position loh.
Then he slept diagonally,
Then in the end I have to sleep with my legs facing the underside of the bed.

Argh but nvm.
We woke up today like 8plus?
Then ate potato chips and whatever is edible in mervin's room.
Gary quite pro in audition.

After that they went mac to eat breakfast,
And I went home.


MORE PHOTOS.
monday 180906















Cows on library wall.














































tuesday 190906-















Hamseyboy between mine and kenny's wallet.














Tim and my face for future use.

thursday 210906-















This pic will be used for a new blogskin, definitely.






























3-5-7, beloved.
















A fastforwarded dead leaf tragedy.

friday 220906-
















I'm demoting my misery.
















Can you figure out any distinguished masks?
The world is desperately in need of salvaging.
















A picture I found while accompaning shih to popular to buy his assesments.
Haha so cute.

My life are full of photos,
but to me they aren't.
They are pieces that make up the life,
which is full of memories.

Nah.
In school, nothing done mostly.
English compo do crammed again.
Amaths is cool as usual.
Mother tongue was like shit again.


I bited mervin and he licked me back again.
Palm-on-face will be a new trend going on soon.
Hamsteyboy wasn't so active today.
Reprimanded heavily by tall tall lee.

Social studies again don't get a single shit.
Lifen was alittle pissed, although I don't know if she's pretending,
for me being biased buying chocos for jialin.
Geography was held in 3-2, and I saw yibin today.

Bought chocos bread and greentea during interval of emaths lesson.
Julian's kissing face was damn funny.
Mr lee told us he don't know whether he's scared of us, or we're scared of him.
Played volley with sufian, valarie, veron, mervin, max, and peeps for a short while.

Made up a slight tune of "ta jiao wo men da gei ta" using london bridge.
Went mac-studying.
Bought green tea sprite.
Pengyang and deepak and andy came to mac.

Went pooling and arcading for a short while.
Walked to shih's and mervin's house with them, because I don't wanna go home early.
Averted anger by kicking posts and stuff.
Photography galore.

Mervin's block is 357, numbers of shih, me and mervin respectively.
Transfer bus at lake side, which took 1hr24mins for a vacant bus to arrive.
Slept on bus feeling rather depressed.
Arrived home and bathed.

Ate dinner.
Felt like apologising to my dad.
Dropped the idea.
Went to my room.

On the computer.
Blogged about my dad.
Chatted with pengyang,
end blog at 9.07pm.




Make me forget,
Make me cry,
Make me laugh,
Make me smile.

Not that either of that will happen.
Rainbows come and go once in a while.

Right now,
Clouds are hiding the sun,
And rain is pouring again.

I'm hiding in the shadows,
waiting for nightfall.
waiting for werewolves and vampires.
waiting for you to show.
waiting for the piece of my heart I gave.

I'm not afraid to show you how I feel.
I'm afraid to see what you think of how I feel.
An apology?
Maybe, if time was forgotten,
and everything never ever happened.

shawn.

Hatred.
Pierced through my heart.
Again and again and again,
Yet I feel the pain no more.

Get real.
Show me another you.
I'm sick of tired of this shell already.
... ...


I know supposingly,
I shouldn't be blogging nemore.
But my blog is the only place where I could really flare up to no extent.

I can't believe I'm saying this.
But I no longer love my dad the way he used to.
This time he really went over the limit.
After several times, telling him that I NEED my computer,
He just don't care,
And each time, every confiscate would be silent.

I don't get it.
Blame me for using the computer?
It's like everyday,
I study like hell for everyone.
Everyone including you.
And here you are again and again trying to shrink me.

Please stop using stupid excuses.
You don't even know the different purposes of getting online.
I have my reasons: to blog and to talk to my friends.
Yet you always think I'm those stupid idiots playing what,
maplestory, gunbound craps.
Everyday refusing to get my eyes off the monitor screen.

Enough.
If you want the computer to not be used so badly,
Fine.
Take it all you want.
I'm sick and tired of trying to give in already.

And so I screamed at you.
I demanded you take what you want.
I told you that if you take away my computer,
you are already taking away part of my life.
And thus,
I no longer see the part of me striving for you.
So watch me fail.
Watch me flunk.
When I score for others.
I don't for you.

I called you an idiot yesterday.
But I don't regret,
Because sometimes you just won't act like an adult.

Nothing much happened today.
Failed my english test.
7-eleven rock melon mr. softee nice.
Planned to study, but ended up napping.
ZZZ-ed.

By the way,
A camera,
Now added into my collections of valued items.
Because I heart photography.
---------------------------------------

Are you willing to comply with my decisions and wishes?
Are you willing to give in and change for me?



Life
Valued and heavily compressed.
Yet much undiscovered.

A petal on a flower.
Brittle and struggling,
To stay attached.

Isn't petals just like humans?
Pretending to be okay,
Showing others glory and beauty,
Yet breaking off any minute.

I'm also a petal.
I also refuses to let go.
But someday, I will,
Because nothing stays on forever.

Adapt and change,
Willing to evolve,
Isn't that pretty much what life is about?

It's different,
because everybody else,
They are what I live for.





I wanna thank two special friends,
that helped me through a major obstacle yesterday night.
that I really entrusted my secrets well with,
Thank you,
ame and mer.

For now, photos.

-friday150906















































Hardworking peeps, stayed back during recess.















Green Tea symbol again.
































FACK FACK.
Is this considered vulgar?
I'm restraining from being vulgar.
'Cos I think vulgarity is stupid.

















[END]

-monday180906
















Fanny, kenny, mervin, gary and me at jp library.

[MORE PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED.]

I have a feeling this entry's going to be long.

Haha well.
Today was kinda fun.

So took mrt to school.
Super tired.
I can't believe I fell asleep standing on the mrt!
Well I saw ame too.
And she's like,
"Haha when I meet you, I must be late. Well I guess I'll be standing in front of the whole school,
and getting a demerit again."
"... ..."

Reached school but didn't bother to go upstairs.
So well after that went to canteen to get greentea and choco bread.
OMG MY BAG STRAP TOTALLY BROKE.
Argh fack.
I just bought my bag!
Not even 3 months!

So I was like whining at kenny and mervin while going up.
Then there was commotion in class.
It seemed like our class key lost.
=X

English teacher didn't come today.
Yay 2 free periods!
Study physics whilst blasting mp3 away.
Taunted daphne about the song qingtian.

So ah.
Mother tongue usual crap.
I'm so very guilty shenn had to buy a whole new amaths tys for me.
I mean like it's the mother tongue teacher's fault lah!
Who ask her confiscate don't wanna return.
I fail my amaths, it's all your fault.

Physics test was horribly done.
I randomly did all.
I guess I'm failing again.

During recess stayed in class and did emaths.
Disturbed mervin like hell.
LOL.
Weirdness high tide.

Bio,
We watched this virus video.
Then ah ms koh had to scold shenn.
Like super strict.
Omg although I think it's pretty efficient.
I can concentrate and pay attention.

Amaths was pretty boring anyway.
Zixin shifted over here.
And I was like omg noo.
She's super noisy lah!
But on accord on daphne lah.

Okay emaths presented the project.
I was half excited, half hyper and half nervous.
I guess all the other people the same.

Jonah was like trying to make up for what he didn't do.
No I don't want.
It's not polite at all to accept his offer now.
So well I feel sorry for him though.
The way he explained during the slides,
It's a little,
deceiving?
I guess mr lee will find out soon,
which I hope won't happen.

Well then I went for cca.
Went to library and such.
Aarthi is one big piece of laughter.
And jill made the crap worse.
And I had to stop the both of them from changing the topic,
of this year's school' mag's theme.
HAha appreciates the thanks mrs thai gave for me trying to get them sticking to the subject.

Btw yah it's themed "breakfree silhouette"!
And I'm fat!
No mrs thai seriously I'm fat!

So after that,
I took a ride to jp library carrying my spoilt bag.
At first it was quite troublesome.
And people stared.
And I walked around looking for the stupid library which is not there anymore.

So I smsed mervin.
At 7-eleven, turn left, and keep walking straight till you see a building.
I was like wth?
I walked all the way there,
But all I see is construction.
So I took the left and walked.
Then I saw.
Gawd I don't know the library shifted!

So I reached and people was staring.
Wth I was perspiring like hell.
Aiyerr don't care lah.
Then ah reached 2nd floor then saw mervin and gary.
Wah lao they damn hard to spot.

I didn't do much though.
I was real tired,
and staring at those sickening work I'm left with makes me feel so sick.
And got alot of girls beside us, they are just plain loud, inconsiderate and irritating.

Soon fanny came.
Left her with my mp3.
Then kenny came.
Then we crapped and crapped.
Especially me, mervin and kenny.
GAhh MERVIN is so influenced now.
Then we took small chairs and sandbags and stuff.

Babies are utterly adorable!
So many seen at the library!
MY CUTE LITTLE BX!~
don't stare, don't look, don't even think.

Haha mervin and I wrestled and stuff
and he licked my arm.
So I bite him back.
Haha we are wild people.

Then went jp eat.
Charcoal pork? Or braised pork?
Whatever you call it, it sure fills up my tummy.
Then ah me keep squashing mervin's face[nose] and kenny's with my palm.
Haha. I think it's so amusing!

Then went home soon after accompaning gary looking for his shoes and stuff.
Gawd the trip home was tiring carrying my broken strapped bag.
And was also very quiet.


[PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED SOON]
not much though.




back in the days,
when we were pure and innocent
and so close to each other.
now we're all grown up,
and taking different paths,
chatting seemed so distant.
back in the days.

I have no idea why.
HAha if you realised,
Some colours are different,
Some alignments are different,
Some headings are different.

Well ah.
Because it's 2:01am in the morning now.
And I just randomly arranged my template to make it better.
Starting with the wishlist.
But anyway I think I amended alot more.

Anyway.
Yah.
I have a huge ulcer on my right lower lip.
Ouch.

I slept at 3 yesterday?

Anyway yeah.
I woke up today uberly tired.
Well I have to meet shih mah.
But ah somehow, we decided to just go west mall.
Because I changed my mind.
Town is so not for today.
I'm broke.

YEah so I met him at around 1?
With his dad.
I swear, I'm never going to wear sleeveless shirts anymore.
It's so darn cold!

So well.
He didn't managed to get his phone today,
Which was the whole priority for today.
Well I can tell he was pretty upset.
Although not necessarily showing it.
=X

Went to my home then.
By then the sky had darkened again.
I am so regretting wearing sleeveless.
It's so darn cold.

It's just whole o2jamming, and sorting out stuff today.
MY stuff.
And then I sent him off at around 5-6plus?

Why did I wear sleeveless,
and brought such a small red umbrella?
I swear,
The rain is out to get me.

Didn't bother to bathe when I reached home.
Or even change.
In fact I'm still wearing the same clothes man!
I think I'm gna be sick tomorrow.
But no I'm not going to be absent.

Aargh I can't find my mp3 cable anywhere.
I have a feeling I placed it in the comlab during editorial.
Shyt.
Totally shit.
Cant update songs.

Aah!
Today have matrix reloaded!
<3.
And Just finished Shrek 2.
Both awesome movies.

I yearn for sleepovers!
sleepover sleepover sleepover.

And I've worked on 3 blogskins, finished two and submitted one today!
can be previewed at http://blueboyy-blogskins.blogspot.com/
Do bother to go see and tag!

Right now, wishlist.
-OWN SHARE OF KH2.
-MERVIN HOUSE PS2-SLEEPOVER.
-LPS SENTOSA BANANZA.
-CLASS OUTING STAYOUTS CHALET.
-NEW BASKETBALL.
-WALLET.
-NEW PHONE.
-X-MEN POSTERS AND X-MEN 3 MOVIE.
-X-BLOGGERS BLOG/OFFICIAL X-BLOGGERS ESTABLISHMENTS.
-CHERYL HOUSE SLEEPOVER.
-TOWNING.
and alot more, which I can't think of right now.

I PROMISE THE WORLD I'LL FINISHED ALL OF THESE TASKS BY THIS YEAR.

Reply to tags:

`gRaCe]]-haha okay fineeee. Thanks for putting up the poem!
Shiqi-haha YAYNESS. YOU ARE WEIRD TOO!
Aarthi-although this came abit slow, THANK YOU. and ah don't worry I'm feeling better already.
huifen-thanks! I'm really feeling better! okay I shall link later on! and tag!
cherylLEENAIMA-haha yayness! although I could design, but other options can be herman, qien and pamela. they are awesome photoshoppers. and I don't wanna be the one like so selfish, keep doing stuff and not letting others have a chance.
ting*09-haha you too!



when the rain falls,
i'm not happy at all.
not happy to see the sky not being happy.
is the world all crying today?
or is it just us both?

Okay just before I forget,
I've taken pictures with cute little JUNWEI AND JUNHUI.















What the diyu. Two rabbits behind me.
Omgness I swear it's so rare to find adorable twins!

Okay so I woke up affordably at around 10?
I slept quite early yesterday.
And soundly in the sense that I had done quite a number of chapters,
In Ss, Emaths, Bio, Chem and Mt.
HAHAHA.

Then my dad came fetch at around 3 plus.
All the way to my aunt's place.
It's at thomsom place there.
Well then ah played volley forawhile,
because the party havent started yet.
So ah x-boxed, jamming-ed.
Stuff and stuff.

The place was like full of young kids in the living room.
When the party started.
I'm like ohmytian.
It's so amusing.
Minature zoo.
LARFOUTLOUD.

Then ah I pretended to join in the fun.
That's when I met the adorable twins.
HAha.

Did alot of stuff.
Especially me tania and jeremy gave sudden waterbombs.
And ah tania go spray my hair blue!
Looks awful, but it's really not.
I liked it man!

The party was shifted to the pavilion,
where water-themed games would be most appropriate.
HAha I played with the kids man.
Because ah they were missing out some people.
Then I just frantically waved my hand and yelled, "me! me!"
Was supposed to be a joke, but I became in the games.

Then ah just played a one person basketball alone.
Short while but I actually like basketball.
People let's all play basketball okay.
















Then we cut cake.
Me and tania ambushed the kids with sprays and stuff.
HAha so damn funny.

















Tania and me.

Okay ah back to subject.
So ah after that.
We had balloon stepping for the adults!
HAha.
Barefoot btw.
It's super fun!

















Everyone was like ATTACK!
Then we went up to continue x-boxing.
Yayness.
Finally done with X-Men legends.
Completed.
Ohmytian took so long to finally complete.

gahh.
Went home soon.
Then before leaving,
Took one pic of bingxuan.















There it is.
Forever adorable bingxuan.
heartsheartshearts.
Then I wonder.
How long is foreverly adorable?

















Let the balloons decide.
Today was fun.

tomorrow, even better.
towning with shih !
haaaah. awaits awaits.