Aye I've just woke up.

Not refreshed, still very tired.
However I think that's what you get if you stay awake,
studying everyday,
without stopping.
Even 6 hours of recupperating is not enough.

I had been thinking.
Would I have been thinking too much,
worrying for people who doesn't worry back?

Okay let's see.
I worry for jasmine and her penguin chua.
Though I think they both look super cute together.
But again, how long will this relationship last?
But ah jasmine ar jasmine.
Friends ar,
My shoulders will be there for you der.

Shih seemed pretty sick of life.
Always wanna confront him but he just seemed so icy.
And times and again,
He just seemed although he wanna die.
Which makes me super worried for him.
He's a new friend, but a close one too.

Pengyang.
NEEDS TO DESTRESS.
And ah his crushes always hopping from this one to that one.
Sometimes ah I just wanna wonder.
Is that infatuation or love?
But anyway he may seemed rather rash and tempemental sometimes.
He's rather a nice person.

Haah finally reach till a very good pal.
MERVIN YAP JUN XING.
Haah not that it will matters to him.
We always teases each other.
but ah sometimes I see him like so dull and yet
So many burdens to be carrying,
I just feel so sorry for him.
Hope he'll smile more,
yet not always smile 'cos he looks rather ugly smiling.

Not really a friend acquired yet,
rather an acquaintance.
I hardly know jialin since sec1/2.
But she's a really nice person.
And she's like always stressed with school work,
While juggling volleyball,
and peer pressure.
I just hope she'll take a break,
because I doubt she's going to last staying like this.

There's alot of people I worry about.
And then I think I'm really blessed.
And when I can't help them ah,
I feel i'm not a friend dear enough.

....

Okay I shall finally start on my encounters today.
I woke up like 6 in the morning and travelled all the way to school,
To discovered I fell back 30 minutes later without knowing anything.
Damn!
But I doubt the chemistry teacher minded at all.
I reach class like blur blur,
She just quickly gestured me to faster find a place to sit.

Geography was again super boring.
And this time it dragged 1hr and 16minutes.
I emphasised the 16minutes because ah she really let us off at 12.16 instead.
In the class me and jasmine was like crapping and crapping.
So terribly bored.
And I also realised jasmine is a friend, rather a classmate.
She sells sea shells on the seashore x10x10.

Today I stayed home and finally have all the time to rest.
Did cheryl's blogskin but I doubt she'll like it.
Because I remember she wanted a long blogskin,
Not a click-box blogskin.

Then just went sleeping from 5 all the way to 11.40.
Whoa although you will think that I'm pretty awake now.
But like I just wanna lay there,
Then my mind keep pumping me,
telling me to wake up.

Do I have anything tomorrow?
Oh yeah band concert.
And hope I have a study group before that.

"Will I always be there for you,
Take your darkness and make it right for you?
Will I be there to make you strong,
And to lean on.."

"I promise."

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