Blahh yes giving some update again.
Should I edit the mac post?

Aye what the heck.
Just post lah.

Anyway right i woke up like 10plus closing to 11.
Because yesterday chatted till 4plus.
And I must say.
OLIVIA IS SO DAMN FUNNY AND WEIRD NOW MAN!
Plus the way she insisted she knew how to ride a bike.
I just thought it was superfunny.

And I add.
Yesterday indeed I was quite pissed.
In the sense that when I'm online,
No one talks to me.
Then ah.
I feel so lonely.
Because ah I work so hard for everyone,
Study early in the morning and go home very late everyday.
Then they don't appreciate me at all!

Haha just joking.
Seriously.
I understand it was just a moment of rashness.
Everyone else is probably busy with their stuff.
And I won't want them to neglect their activites just for my sake.

So met pengyang at mac.
He with some other guys.
At first ah I was little pissed.
Since yesterday.
But got over it soon.

Then mervin arrived.
I tried not to look at his centre-parting(is this how it's spelt?)
But ah can't control my giggling.
Then he looked at me,
And thought it was bothering.
So I shifted to another table.

Not long he left.
Argh might as well don't come right?
But anyway brought my laptop.
Then pengyang used till 6% left.
So nvm what the heck.
I have no use for it anyway.

After non-stop studying till 4plus,
We went to play pool.
I MUST SAY I AM DAMN TYCO MAN.
We played 3 rounds,
All I win.

I don't know how.
I was like crapping and stuff.
eg I wanan aim this billard to that hole.
Become that billard to this hole.
And pengyang was like stunned.
And I was like ending up laughing.

After that we went home.
I took bus home.
Saw julian and deepak.
Man he's tall!

Anyway I just ate lunch,
Then left the house again like 6?
Travelled all the way to gombak.
To realise I'm late again.

Then ah cheryl very funny!
She wasted money taking a cab again,
Because she thought she was late.
But came and found out no one arrived yet!

Then started studying.
And study study study.
Cheryl kept demanding me to lower down the mp3 volume.
She said what frequency might cause complete deafness.
And ang zhi hao was like always dissing her!
I was laughing god knows how.
Don't worry naima you'll get ur blogskin soon!

Cheryl left at around 8.
Then charmaine arrived.
Then I studied like hell again.
This time I felt great because I left feeling that I actually did something useful!
Although it's just amaths practices.
BUT FUNCTIONS IS SUPER IRRTATING.

Then we left.
Walked home again.
I was embarrasing charmaine and angzhihao the way I always do.
My weirdness.

Then azh reached his condo entrance.
Then walked with charmaine to bus stop.
Took bus to interchange.
On the way told her some personal stuff.
Just hope she won't end up worrying.
I don't want my friends to be worrying over me.

Then blah.
Don't know what happened next.
Just got home and started chatting and blogging,
The way I do everyday.

My schedule tomorrow?
Undecided.
More mugging I think.

No doubt,
Life just kept getting lonelier.
Because I feel the weighness carrying the world on my shoulders.
But no one is supposed to notice I'm just very stressed.
But I can't afford to take a break.
And for the sake of my friends to not worry or be stressed about me,
I shall stay silent.
Like I always do.





The sky is anchoring.
The oceans are wailing.
The trees are swaying.
The kids are laughing.

The little boy is falling.
Yet no one ever comes helping.

Because he understood,
If he have to be helped everytime,
He won't be a little boy anymore.


shawn.