Haha to alot of people;
I don't find my weirdness annoying or irritating or depriving or any sort!
I adore my weirdness!
So don't worry people okay.
Love how you all tried assuring me that I'm not though.
PEOPLE LOVE SHAWN! Haha I'm so shameless.

Anyway.
I went to study today despite the heavily sunburnt back.
At the interchange, bought green tea and AAA size batteries.
I know I'm gonna need extra ones today.

Met up with amelia and qien at bus stop.
Haah we all wearing black!
Shows how sync we all are.

We walked to mac and started studying.
Aah amelia chan!
Stop winking.

Okay it's super stupid.
But my pen drew accidently on amelia's pencil case.
Not that she minded.
But still SORRY.

It's quite stressing and fun.
And I can't really help qien with her mothertongue.
It's just a brief hours of studying till jingwen came.
DRESSED IN RED!
Spoiled the colour scheme.

Further crapping came.
Mixed green tea with sprite.
SUPERNICE.
Then ah ate mcchicken.
Ame dropped her fries so everything was unfortunately wasted.

There's this o2jam video jingwen showed me on his psp.
He's super good.
omg.
toMERV: don't worry, ain't talking about you.
btw good job handling the outing.
At least it was trusted handling the workload to you.

Then after that at around 8.
Amelia left.
Was abit depleasing because only left me, qien and jingwen.
Qien was super stressed with her emaths work.
Jingwen just played on the psp.
Then we all three ate sundaes.

Soon the long waited for person came- CHARMAINE!
Haah was just wondering why jolin came along.
Because ah.
Jolin was heavily sick at boonlay.
And she brought potato chips incase we're hungry.
So sweet.

Anyway we talked about what happened at cheryl's house.
And I swear it's so cool to see my blog from jingwen's psp.
I don't even know there's wireless in mac!
Or else would have brought jackjack along.

Jingwen have to leave suddenly not soon after qien left.
I think there's some commotion with his parents.
Anyway it was then around 9.45.
And I just couldn't find the motivation to study anymore.
I've been studying non-stop since 2plus in the afternoon.

We walked jolin home.
Then me walk with charmaine home.
Then she had to take bus and so I walked alone home.

After reach home,
Saw forum.
Then joined in the fun.
WOO close shave with the jaming thing.
Haha don't worry mervin I have your back.

I'm just super touched at the number of people trying to convince me that I wasn't weird!
Haah truely I'm not depressed or anything.
So don't worry people!
SHAWN LAM LOVES YOU ALL TOO.

Hais because of the studying thing,
Missed out the lakepark thing.
I'm hardworking man!
And besides,
there surely will be a next time.

It's good that I have a positive mindset.
Just a few seconds ago my mind was full of alot of thoughts.
Haha exploring around,
I've realised that people are each getting happier.

It's all because of peer pressure I guess.
I was heavily brought down by it like the past two years.
At least I know I have my lpsians.
And now people I can trust-people like jasmine, mervin, shihchiang, fanny, pengyang etc.
And our class is far more united than my sec2 class.

I feel blessed.
And I know life is good.
At least this time round,
I know when I fall,
There are people with open arms that will try and catch me.

I've just also realised mervin is copying me!
But it's a good thing.
His blog was so so boring.
At least with the JASC paintshop, and the range of able to use underlines, bolds and italisesed,
I think he's smiling more now.

Gary stop thinking about what's life now.
And think about what you have now.
Let nature take its course.
And maybe things will change.

Shih-Chiang.
I have alot of things to say to you.
But I'm really glad that things are becoming better for you.
Don't worry you have me to help you up when you fall down.

Jasmine jasmine jasmine.
Just ratherly the only female friend in school I can entrust my secrets to.
Your penguin chua!
Well and don't so stress kae.

Pengyang.
Need to manage anger better.
It's better if you see life as the way it was,
Not the way you want it to be.
Adapt, and live.

Fanny ar.
Not that I think you will look here.
But just so you know.
I think you are a really cool person.
So don't always look so lonely.
You have my back.

To all my lpsians.
I will be blogging alot of stuff just for each of you.
And I mean each of you.
Because you are all so dear to me.
And I wanna treasure and cherish(jas copyrighted.) what you are meant to me.

There's alot more people outside that I wanna thank helping me walk down those stepping stones.
Don't worry people this is NOT a suicide note.
I won't choose to leave just like that.

toPEOPLE who think what I wrote was crap.
Well I can't change what you think.
Maybe you all should get to know me better.
Love me, hate me, or just stay neutral.
Maybe that's the way the world went about.

I love what I have,
And I want it to stay this way.
Even though at times,
I just thought that people would just go away.