Aha I don't know what to write here.
Okay lah was very late with MRSBARNEY because of bus traffic.
Although another reason was because we wanted to be late for mothertongue.
I guess we arrived really late.
Angela talked about her genting trip.

Haha karaoke aunties singing on the bus.
And those funny pictures you took in the hotel.
Show me okay !

And wow Mdm Oh took the lesson.
Because mushroom head on MC.
Waa REGRETS.
Aha she said I went to market late because I wore slippers.
Because of blisters.

Lifen was very down today.
So sorry I can't do anything to cheer you up.
Nevertheless you shouldn't frown nor cry,
'Cos it will make you ugly !

But anyway after biology which was full of nerves and sense in the front of the class.
After that split up and went jp with mervin, gary and kenny.
Bought sushi and walk walk and crap.

Haha mervin face very fun to play.
Oh did I mention we all started slapping foreheads again.
To "on"/"off" lights.
Aha jieting's slaps got sensation.

Nothing much so we left soon.
And it started raining.
Went home on bus sleep like pig.

Mp3 so sickening cos earphones doesn't work.
Aah shity taught them how to fold stars.
Aha jialin taught me mah.

Got another holiday job already.
Giving out pamplets at suntec.
11-19 november.
Each day from 11am to 10pm.
Each hour 5 bucks.

Good offer right?
Might as well take it.
But guess will be so busy.
Right after the 2weeks extra lessons somemore.
Hmm.

But money is necessarily to keep me alive throughout the hoildays.
I have 2chalets coming.
And I bet there would be alot of outing.
Somemore I wanna buy stuff.
My wishlist was setted to be completed by end of this year.
Aah wth.

Okay I don't know what to write anymore.
Guess today was pretty okay.
Aah end off to upload nice nice songs okay.

So Excited - Janet Jackson
download.
Too Little Too Late - Jojo
download.
How To Save A Life - The Fray
download.


All nice nice.
I think right everytime I blog recommend one song loh.
Then like that I think everybody will know I listen to good songs!
Okay another shameless thinking now.
Aha.

Aah something happened since yesterday night.
Things started to take changes.
And I think it's all turning better.

For the hugs you gave.
Thanks alot.
I was needing them.
"Can I hug you and say I'm sorry?"
Thanks for making it all better.

I'm guessing I was pretty tired today?
Slept for 25minutes in mothertongue class ;
After school slept for 45minutes in library.
>.<
And on the way home, slept all the way throughout 187 bus.

Photos galore again.
But have to claim from jieting aha.

Sorry to pengyang.
Aah I guess today wasn't really a fortunate day to really go watch a movie.
I'm guessing thursday?



Thanks alot mervin.
Thanks for giving me the confidence.
Confidence in this friendship so true.
For convincing me.
To take another chance again.

Ah I need another hug again =))
And no I don't wanna bite you anymore.
You're weird,
And I'm weird,
And let's us both stay this way.

Yeah true.
Sometimes we get carried away.
But I definitely have more confidence and belief now.
Let's walk together pal.

















FINALLY A PIC WITH LIFEN !


God.. Blisters under feet hurts like hell.
I'm wearing sandals tomorrow.
The pain is so unbearable already.


EDIT IN- (2:15am)

Haha okay so I went to nap at 6 and woke up at 12.30am.
Ahah.
Anyway yeah things are in fact better.
MRS BARNEY IS BACK !
Wo0ts.

Tomorrow's Physics.
Hmm.

I won't cry,
Even if love doesn't come back.
The friendship parachute flies past the field of sorrow,
Giving me a braver reason to stand strong.

Rainbows departed the clouds.
With you waving with the wind.
Whispering softly, you said,
To walk with me through this long path.

I won't cry,
Even if it doesn't come back.
As long I have your company, and your hug.
I'm already smiling.




I think.
I have to stop thinking.
Because if I do.
I won't know what to think anymore.

To be or not to be?
It's all too risky.
Mervin.
I need you to guide me.
I need you to tell me.
If we are what we are.
Anymore.

Because a part of me is starting to walkaway.
And no, time doesn't heal anymore.





[edited 8:37pm]

Went bballing with pengyang, jieting, jiaqian and jiemin.
I finally got the steps to layup, although not perfected.
And my nails prevented the grip of the ball.
Aah what the hell.
One of them broke.

Then as usual went lakepark.
They said to wait for him to initiate.
I doubt it.
But yet.
I realised.
I treasure this friendship alot.
The only two reasons why I'm trying to walk away.
1) I don't think he treat me that much as a bestie.
2) I want him to be less burdened. Being with gary is already tough enough.

So what should I do?
But now,
After much thinking.
I can't seemed to let go.

Tell me how.
Tell me now.
I'm loss for words.

My feet hurts like hell.
And when I heard from pengyang, "he said shawn should understand" ;
I really knew and understand.


MCFLY - TOO CLOSE FOR COMFORT.
download.

I never meant the things I said to make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry?
It's hard to forget, and yes I regret all these mistakes.
I don't know why you're leaving me, but I know you must have your reasons.
There's tears in your eyes, I watch as you cry
But it's getting late.

Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort;
You're pushing me out, when I'm wanting in.
What was I just about to discover?
When I got too close for comfort, driving you home,
Guess I'll never know.

... ...

What is friendship?
Define friendship.
In terms of being true and pure,
Or pretendance and surfaced.

What are we exactly doing now to salvage this relationship?
Nothing.
I'm waiting for him, he's waiting for me.
And I wonder what went wrong.

At times, It doesn't matter at all.
But then, the thoughts just keep flowing back.
Please, make it stop already.
I really wanna let go.
... ...

I guess today was kinda fun.
Met up with pengyang at west mall.
Then went bugis.

Aah bought a really cool long-sleeved shirt at bugis.
It's kinda like a hooded sweater.
Yeah strings are attached.
Comfortable and nice.

Jiaqian really needed me for his fashion sense.
So I helped with one of his clothes.
Aah pengyang bought 4 shirts and stuff.

Almost went to catch movie.
But gladly didn't.
Pengyang got this really cool "death-note" notebook.
Along with andy.

Took neos.
Wasn't as well did as I expected.
Jiaqian is uber freaky.

I don't really like andy's attitude.
I mean he thinks that everything is gayness to him.
It's outrageous.

I guess the lonely ride home helped making the silence.
The silence of my heart, deepened into nothing at all.

I smiled.
For all I used to.

Wahh weather so cold today.
Ack-choo !

Okay so went IMM-ing with jialin, mervin, gary & kenny.
For S.H.E.
Nothing much really happened though.

Hebe and Ella both really funny.
Aah I guess I feel kinda left out.
And further more I'm disappointed that we all left so early.

I spent only $1.60 today !
That's a noble achievement to be proud of okay.
Whoaahh.



I refused.
Because I don't wanna stay too attached.
In fact the string is breaking apart.
I'm relying too much on you, just too much.

I have to stop turning to you.
Aah maybe I shall count the stars tonight.
One, two ....... eh?
One just dropped.
There goes my nightlight of hopes, dreams and wishes.



EDIT IN >

HAHA I've had my wallet back!
One piece with my ez-link and stuff.
HAHA I feel so blessed.

Thanks alot to pengyang.
In the middle of the night(2am),
He confronted me and talked to me,
And somehow I got over what I was afraid of.
Thanks alot.

Haha so tomorrow going towning with him and peeps.
I promise I shall try my best not to be or look left out okay (:
PALS TILL THE END.

Shawn is happier, really.

PICTURES !
































MRS BARNEY(:
































DAPH-DAPHNE(:
















DONDON still owes me one small pack vitasoy (:































FANNY(:
















FATIMAH(:
















FATIN(:
































JASMINE<3. spastic pic !










































































JIALIN<3.
okay so my eyes were all abruptly closed.
Aah what the hell loh. LOLS.

















MY LOVABLE JIETINGTING !
I can't eat eggs.


























JIETING <3.

































US&PINKOON !
No offence really.
A harmless picture.

















DAUGHTER&FATHER,
Loves gesturing breasts.

















JONAH(:


























































Just love doing constipate faces with KC.
Aah I prefer calling him kenny instead though.

]_MORE PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED IN NEW ENTRY_[
I wanna die uploading photos.

Alrights just finished watching pacifier.
Hilarious movie.
Aah back to posting pictures.
Haha did any of you noticed they are arranged alphabetically?

















KUMAR-MAMA !(:














































Finally some decent shots with great pal MERVIN(:
Told you you always have that dull look.
















I think PEINI's a really nice girl !
Just needa talk more.
















SHENN !(:
















Sounds sick,
But I'm the mother and SHIH(: 's the father,
Of that basketball named matthew.
















I like this picture !
SHUYU thinks I'm cute though.
>.<















VERONICA !(:
















YEEHWEE(:
Xiao di, good lucks for you reexams !
















YICHAO !
And THANKS FOR HAMHAMS !
















GAY LOVERS(:
















Father&Son ;
and last but not least.
















... to notify that we are good friends !
Aha but.
whatever happened to the noiser yusof that angela was talking about?
















ZHIHAO was a good friend ever since the start of the year !
>.< Beedisha's in the background.
















And I guess ZHIMEI and I do seemed like little innocent kids.

AHAHA THAT'S ALL INDIVIDUALS PICS.
More will still be uploaded though.
AAH I WANNA TAKE PIC WITH LIFEN, GARY, AARTHI, JEANNE AND DEMELLO !
Whaohs.

There's a part three to this endless photo galore.
Kill me with the lag already.

I'm down to this last part of the photos galore.
I guess it's super tiring and stressing.
Especially when you're trying to figure out which picture goes first !
BLAHHHH .
Plus blogger's photo upload is lagging like crazy.
I swear next time I'll just post them on a slideshow or imagestation album.

OKAY BACK TO WORK .

















HAHA jackjack has the attractiveness that nobody else does.
















Supposed to read "ASSES" "FOR" "LIFE" "=))" ;
But guess I was lazy for photoshopping.
















Dumb, but creative !
I love this one man !
ASSES FOR LIFE <3.

















I guess it was kinda amusing.
Demello was asking around whose uniform it was during spring cleaning.
And my phone and I just had nothing better to do(:
















Hamhams are so adorable !
One even slept so tight that it didn't even budge when its stomach fell out !
LOL cute.
















We were all supposed to stare in envy.
But I guessed we were all looking at her mouth instead?
















Gross and spastic, but fun.
haha I tried my best not blowing air into mervin by breathing with my nose instead !






































































MS LOW YOU ARE AN AWESOME TEACHER.
THANKS FOR ALL THE EFFORTS YOU PLACED IN OUR CLASS.
We will miss you next year !




























































-copyrighted silver silhouette ;
x-bloggers.
YEAH DAONESS.
Let's all act paikias !
(Aww shucks my height is fricking embarrasing.)















Okay I'm looking so OOP.
Sheesh.
I wanna hit me really badly now.
Look at that constipated face.















I'm guessing ZHENGJIE went a little crazy at corridor during mothertongue.
Good reflexes.















YOU SHOOT I SHOOT YOU SHOOT ME !















































JIETING WITH ZHIYONG, PEINI & YUSOF.










3:three`o6 = most remembered ;
4:three`o7 = most awaited.
MOGUCLASS live as one, walk as one, dream as one.
Let's carry on together.