Ahh.
Tears wept,
Sins forsaken,
Took the turn,
And yeah it's over.

Today wasn't really the most enjoyable for most of the people in the class.
Well neither was it the worst day yet.
But indeed, this day will be unforgetable.

The exam results flew in today.
Well somehow I'm satisfied with some of the subjects.
But often people choose to look at what they can't have.
And for me, I bet alot of people were disappointed.

It's heartbreaking to see friends getting all upset over the letdowns.
Pengyang, mervin, jialin, fanny etc.
And its even more depressing to see people struggling to smile.
Like jieting, angela and mingqi, I bet they were really unhappy with their results.
But that's something to feel noble about though.
If everyone chose to drown in tears, who would be the ones encouraging them not to cry?
For me, I just chose not to let people worry.

The only reason I'm blogging now is because I wanna apologise to everyone who have expected me to perform so much better.
Yeah guiltiness.
And a little bitterness.
But it wasn't because of how I did in the exams,
Rather how much I've actually let down the people around me.
Breaking their hearts and their trust.

Well after school,
Went jurong point to like walk around.
Tried my best not to be moody despite feeling very down.
Because I don't wanna them to crowd around asking me whether I'm okay.
And I apologise for worrying them already outside the teachers' room.

The breezes at the reservoir was indeed cooling.
Aye it's rather sad pengyang was really depressed there.


I believe that this time round,
I did up to my expectations,
But not to others'.
And I'm really sorry for that.

Tomorrow's mingqi's birthday.
Phototaking.
It's like leaving another footprint in this long walk to nowhere.