Sunday, October 22, 2006

3:28 PM / 0 comments

I totally refused and turned down all offers to go out today.
And it was then alot of crazy thoughts ransacked my mind.

I really don't like the way people treat me.
Sometimes I'm just so confused.
They are so irrational.
Not that they don't care.
But sometimes I just wonder whether I'm the alternative that everyone left behind,
And look for when they had nothing else.

I was to stop being naive.
And contribute more again.

I'm feeling weary.
I'm feeling nauseas.
I'm feeling traumatic.
I'm feeling heavy.
But I'll be okay.

Jasmine,
I totally understand how you felt then.
When you're facing the world falling apart,
Unprepared.