Sunday, October 22, 2006
Tomorrow's the day.
What now.
Await in despair?
I'm just fricking pissed.
That I left jackjack's charger at my aunt's house.
That is so irresponsible.
Sorry jackjack.
No doubt.
Tomorrow will be the decree of many fellow classmates' fates.
And I really hope it will turn out okay.
Let's remain discreet.
Let's cross our fingers.
Let's count the stars.
42,
No more, no less.
Either I'm oversensitive,
Or people are all ignoring me.
But then what's the use of even knowing?
It's pointless.
Nobody knows.
Another crazy thought just ran through my mind.
I finally confirmed one of my doubts were true.
Staying too attached, wasn't always a good thing.
Why do I keep going there, even though I knew it hurted everytime?
Because I'm part of it.
And I never regretted that.
But then.
Just then.
I really hoped to cut the ties,
And to stand avoided,
As complete strangers.
Because I know,
Through this way,
It would be much less painful.
I'm so disappointed in _______.
Everybody else already asked whether I'm okay.
Yet the one whom I've always turned to,
Doesn't care a single shit.
Aah, I'll survive eventually.
Through this endless storm.
This will be my last post?
Tomorrow's the big day,
And I don't wanna post my 200th on such an eventful day.
But tanntheheart was tolerated from moving ever since establishment.
Should I?
