He knows,
And I'm sorta glad.

I have so much to say,
Yet so little to tell.

Pictures !




































REGULARS OUT AT TOWN ON 29NOV06 !
Hmmm I'll never forget this day.



I'm supposed to still smile remember?
Smile for you guys.
All of you(:




Edit in at 10:14pm ;

I have no idea but my head was fricking painful the whole day.
I think I'll get used to slotting the papers in the flyers HMM.

Aha A for ass?
G for guai lan,
3G for 3 guai lans !

I don't know what to write anymore.
Aah I remember I changed outfits total alot today.
Aha and in handicapped yeahh merV?
*shakes heads and bells ring*

Hmm saw motorshow peeps today too ;
Sheryln & Ellisa & the who ahhh. Hmm.
Aha gary if you read this, I have something to tell you.

Stupid merV lahh on the way back home take my MP3 don't want return.
Oh yeah today hunger nice immuned your weak points.
AHA but then again after eating you're back laughing eh?

HAISHH TOMORROW GONNA MISS MRSTHAI'S FAREWELL SOBB.
Work at expo again from 1 to 8.
Shit OCBC and all the stupid flyers and boards.

Thanks for making me realise,
That I wasn't the only one who was getting sick of what I am.
Yeah I am starting to stop thinking.

I MISS TEAPOT(: / REGULARS / AFL !
I MISS JETTING & FBI AGENT PERVERT COOKIE MONSTER!
I MISS MRSBARNEY(: it's like her blog is totally shutted and I can't tag there anymore !
I MISS TAN XIANNU and his way of saying you think you funny izzit !
I MISS LIU SHIH CHIANG and his sarcarcism !
I MISS JASMINE TONG COSINE and my promises with her !
I MISS GARY LEEEeEeEe aaNDDdd HhiSsS TonNeFuULL VvoIiccEE !
I MISS LINJIACHUA MY MINE-DATE!
I MISS YEO MAMA and her stupid spastic poses!
I MISS FANNY and her love for her mom !
I DON'T MISS MERVIN COS I'M GOING TO SEE HIM FOR THE NEXT THREE DAYS aha.

I MISS LPS TOOOOOO.
CHERYL LEE NAIMA IS OFF ALRD TOMORROW awwww man !
AMELIA CHAN tooo whatt ??!

Aah and qien and yeeping and jingwen and jolin and charmaine and herman and ang zhi hao and weiqi and everybody everybody everybody!
NVM CHALET IS COMING YEAHH?

Aah have fun missing everyone, shawn.
-disclosed ; aftermath 1, 2-
Haha busy busy busy !

Where would we all be a year from now?

Hmm loads of fun for the previous two days.
Shan't elaborate a lot since there would be damn many to say.
Watched 9:56 at causewayy ahah sneaked.
Wo0ts not scary at all aha angela don't wanna sit with me anymore !

Then after that all ton jieting's house again.
Hmm maybe it was me but don't have the mood here and there.
Been thinking.
And thinking.

And I snoozed and woke up in the morning and teared.
What?
I don't know.
I just felt worn out perhaps.

Thanks core regulars for making my days.
And later happy feet with jialin mingqi angela mervin gary jasmine pengyang !
Long awaited.

Reply to tags-

gin: AHAH simple bright girl with no obsessions over crushes plus horniness !
blackest: aha kill you ar ahaha .
CHERYL [: : hmmmm I think so too AHA going to watch later alrd !!
jialin: YOU SEAGULL JIALINJIALIN IS MISSED TERRIBLY TOO (:
BIN: tagged yours too(: AHA takecare!
Sally!: YOU VERY WEIRD LEHH omg how come deleteeeeeee all your skins nice what GREENLOZGENE.

EDIT-IN 10:26 ;

Went cine to watch Happy Feet.
Awesome movie ; took neos.

Jasmine thanks for forgiveness, may promises not be broken for next times. Smile(:
Jialin you have my pooh now so so you are not supposed to avoid me for my $10.
Angela thanks for your loli yeahh mint very nice and for helping me choose the poohs.
Gary speak like don't know what ahah wah very cold and gam?
Pengyang, I'm not suaku just need correct timing but thanks for braving the lectures for us yeah cheers for your upcoming birthday chalet.
Mingqi haha made the super funny faces during neos thanks for that okay maybe next time then we'll share secrets okay I'm a listener.
Mervin I'm sorry for not being there but I've seen you enjoyed yourself today.

I can't help but keep thinking.
I guess, I'm back to the level when I'm struggling again.
Were you pretending all these times?
-Undisclosed 1, 2 & 3.-

I've just witnessed a very saddening moment in my life.

My friend was crying over a cookie monster plushie, because it's eyes had broken off.

That friend of mine,
Was a strong girl.
Braving each obstacles without fear.
Even lending her shoulders to others when they needed someone to talk to.

And this girl.
She never cowers.
So why was she crying over a lifeless plushie?

Alas.
I realised.
The meaning of loving.

I realised the plushie was her listening companion.
I realised the plushie was what she hugged everytime she slept.
I realised the plushie has all the magic and warmness for her that nobody wouldn't.
The plushie, was always there for her.

And now that its eyes are dangling off,
How can it cry?

And that was the purpose of why my friend teared.


Even the strongest person on earth,
Has a weakness that nobody knew.
No one stays firm forever.

So many,
Falling down at the same time.
& I'm not going to stand by and do nothing at all.

Let's hope the rain stops soon.
Too much had happened.
That neither the rain can wash them away.




EDIT IN 10:48PM.

SEAGULL SHANSHAN ATE PASTAMANIA TODAY.

Now at jieting's house aha hmmm so seagull jialinjialin going to m'sia soon BETTER BUY STUFF OKAY.
It's a good thing jieting's laptop has MMC reader can upload picturess !
Hmmm I think jieting's house is really messy needs someone to clean ah !

Pictures pictures .



















PASTAMANIA-ED.























OKAYY NO MOREE WANNA WATCH FENG YUN.
OKAY HERE GOES TODAY 27-11-06 SHAWN ATE PASTAMANIA THANKS TO HIS MINE DATE SEAGULL JIALINJIALIN !

REPLY TO TAGS WITH LOVE-
jialin: ahaha MINE MINE? OR MINEMINE? TODAY PASTA-ED. Hahah.
gary: haha chinese version leh?
Aarthi: *can't stop coughing* pardon?
CHERYL [: :THEN HOW COME NEVER SEE YOU OMGG the costumes are so damn stupid cann.
blackest: AHA kill you yes I saw and tagged with you infront of same com okay ahah.
jasmine: OMG COSINE JASMINE ? AHAHA. yeahhh WEDNESDAY HAPPY FEET !!


off to watch tv ~
I MISSES MRSBARNEY(:

THE WHIMSICAL LOGIC OF RETARDS SEAGULLS ;
*quote & adaptation from FINDING NEMO__

˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' seagull shanshan says:
mine ?
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN says:
mine
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' seagull shanshan says:
mine mine !! orhh mine mine.
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN says:
mine!
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN says:
minemine no mine mine
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' seagull shanshan says:
mine mine ar mine? mine. minEEE mine.
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN says:
mineminemine mine minemine
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' seagull shanshan says:
mine mine mine mine mine mine mine
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN says:
you mine i mine mine minemine?
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' seagull shanshan says:
nonono mine mine i mine you no mine mine.
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN says:
i mine u no minemine u mine mine
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' seagull shanshan says:
ohhh i mine mine no minemine. i mine, i mine. you? minemine? or mine mine?
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN says:
i minemine
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN says:
mine mine mine..we finally noe how to mine
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' seagull shanshan says:
yahh mine mine !
LINJIACHUA((: LOVE 14TH,16TH,18TH,19TH,21TH,28TH. seagull JIALINJIALIN; i minemine says:
yea minemine

To reference, we have the video from finding nemo !



And I guess BARNEY LOVES TO SEE HER VIDEO PUT UP HERE (:



TOMORROW MINE-DATE DINING WITH SEAGULL JIALINJIALIN !
&& haha more mines with longer dates !

Like yesterday night went mervin's house ton and it's like I can't sleep on an empty stomach.
Aiyahh then the whole night keep disturbin mervin; complains about hunger.
Com don't like you lahh always find stuff halfway hang AHA jackjack never does that.
Then in the morning he keeps refusing to wake up and in the end we woke up like so late.
Thanks mer mama for the breakfast(:

Then went back my house don already there.
Went changing into costumes and angela arrived late too.
The whole day was so slacky and we actually managed to slack for 2 hours, and knock off an hour earlier,
With only three pairs of hands giving out 2000pieces the flyers.

As like what I've said.
The costumes and outfits are super sucky and they made me sweat like hell.
Oh gawd four more weeks.

After the job everybody went home because we all don't feel like going to the bball match.
So well jiaqian, shih, don, mervin went home,
BARNEY came my house for awhile before going to west mall to stroll.
Then, leaving to meet gary at woodlands.
OH YA TODAY SUNDAY AHA HEARTS BARN
EY DATE ~

YEO JIETING JETTING BLACKEST TINGTING YANG YANG JIE JIE DUMBO HUGABLE #2 JASON-MAMA ;
JASON WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE .
cheers.

JIALINJIALIN you too DON'T WORRY & SMILE!
TONG COSINE takecare get well soon ~
MERVIN thank you for making me laugh so much more aha not only jieting & angela has silly acts!

I MISS MY LPS PEOPLE AHA CHALET IS COMING SOOON AND MEETING ON TUESDAY can't wait.
AND JIETING JIETING sleepover at your houseeeeeeeee LONG AWAITED.


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SMILEEEE for todayy (:

FRIENDS .
Thanks for being there.

REPLY TO TAGS-

Shih: hmmmm you asshole ahaha alrights tell me once you've got it okay AND I WANNA TOUCH (:
Aarthi: omg my wife's a superstar?
Huiteng: ZKWJHN !! <3.
CHERYL [: : it's so not alrights I SAW YOUR SISTERS TODAYY.
mingqi11: HMM you know already right angela should've told you already.
jialin: JIALINJIALIN SHAWN misses you a lot PLEASE DON'T DEPRESS OKAYY I won't have much fun without you SO AHH SMILE(: cos if my jialinjialin sad shanshan also sadd ):

Hmmm now at mervin's house aah very unexpected.

Anyway today was quite okay.
Hmm first day of the second job isn't really that tiring.
The costumes outfits are all so very infruiatingly stupid and it makes me&don look like technicians,
Whilst angela would be the cruelia-lookalike dutchess in the 101 dalmatians.

Aah and I fricking don't get it.
Even if it is christmas,
What makes it eligible and right for us to wear these stupid costumes?
It's not as if singapore would be so hot that suddenly out of nowhere hot snow falls from the sky.
And the bigahpeh santa would pay a visit to all naive children of singapore.

Aah okay lah OCBC's idea so should push all the blame to it.
But anyway we found strategy to give out the flyers.
2 AT ONE GO wo0tsahah.

Then after that all went to my house like hmm the regulars all stayed.
Till gary complained to go home and then it all ended.

Shall upload pictures when I reached home ;
I have angela in her costume!

We worry.
We frightened.
We don't know what to do.

You are always there.
You were always there.
And I know you will also be there when we find you.

But today,
It wasn't a good experience.
Please please.
Don't leave our lives.

Because you have imprinted a big step in it ever since from the start,
And yeahh I understand now that walking away is indeed a frightening thing to do/

I thank mervin for having the patience,
For having the bravery to listen to what I've to say.

Yeah I think I felt much better telling him face to face,
Rather than making him just read my blog.
Because that's what a true pal should do.
Be honest.

My question was left unanswered.
So, what am I supposed to do now?
Now that you know,
And now that everything is left unwritten.

I'm lost,
So very lost.

EDIT IN-

Aha today.
Open house, went school slacked till siao.
Shih was there, mingqi was there, jialinjialin was there, COSINE was there, chiobu was there, jiaqian was there, don was there....

AHAHA okay I'm just being really long-winded to begin this edit.
Alrights so took pictures with everyone.
Except for mervin I JUST REALISED hmm.

But then again.
Now my mind is back in place,
You all no longer has to worry.

Remember our promises okay.

And sorry to whoever I, offended.
In the post that isn't there anymore.
My mind wasn't really thinking the way it should.

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PLEASE DO NOT ASK WHY I TOOK SO MANY SPASTIC PHOTOS.
Just did .
&& today was memorable to begin with.
Somewhat, yes memorable.

GOT my salary alreadyyy 500bucks ! wo0ts.
And tomorrow's working for OCBC aha flyer job.
WHICH IS SO DAMN LUCKY THE LOCATION IS AT WEST MALL which is just opposite MY HOUSE.

Hmm hope next week will interchange and maybe same grouping with mervin or gary or shih !
LUCKS TO ALL .
And hoo-rah for the outfits we'd have to wear.

SERGIN YOU ARE SUPER FUNNY OKAY HERE IT IS THE CONVERS.

˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
so wadcha doing up so late?
gin; alive says:
cant sleep
gin; alive says:
nah, watching porn
gin; alive says:
HEH
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
OKAY someone is getting horny over there omg
gin; alive says:
maybe. but not over you (:
gin; alive says:
HAHAHAHAH
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
HMPHHH for somereasons though i feel fortunate now you've said that.
gin; alive says:
HUH?!? WHY?
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
because .
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
thats why . =]
gin; alive says:
-falls off the chair-
gin; alive says:
what why?
gin; alive says:
you are afraid i'll get horny over you?
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
i mean if people gets horny over me, it shows they are just caring just the outside
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
so like hmphh why should i be grateful?
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
ahha ironic, but yes .
gin; alive says:
OOO. you sounded so philosopical
gin; alive says:
hah. i think someday someone will get horny over your inside
gin; alive says:
good luck! HAHAHHA
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
ahhhhhhhhhhha ure a funny person !
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
must have alot of suitors urself rightts?
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
HEHS .
gin; alive says:
HAHA. sadly. no
gin; alive says:
i thought you must have
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
sorry already owned (:
gin; alive says:
HAHAHA. good what
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
meaning my freedom is so cut down !!
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
aha okay joking yeah im happy enuff already.
gin; alive says:
harhar. yeah. you should be
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
haha not worry though im guessing u wun have any troubles finding urs too
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
isnt that what all girls are hoping for?
gin; alive says:
haha. is that a compliment? um. i'm not very sure though. cause i dont even really know what i want
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
why not?
gin; alive says:
never really think about those stuff
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
aha hmm really you aren't like normal girls man !
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
not obsessive with crushes, just a very simple bright girl hmm yeah?
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
PLUS horniness to add.
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
whoahh.
gin; alive says:
HAHAHA. so thats my desciption. (:
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
that wld be my testimonial ahah
gin; alive says:
HAHEHO. okay. then i shall start thinking about yours
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
AHA think hard then =]
gin; alive says:
yeah. really hard.
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
aha perhaps you'll never get it !
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
no one ever does !
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
ahah because im an uncanny person who just is indecisive .
gin; alive says:
OHYEAH?
gin; alive says:
so that shall be my testimonial then
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
sometimes i get emo like the world is falling apart and sometimes i can crap till I compare the sizes of my friends' breasts ..
gin; alive says:
i dont needa think now
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
oh that's so not it
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
ahah
gin; alive says:
eh. that sounded like depression. HAHA
gin; alive says:
i compare mine too! HAHA
gin; alive says:
and they say i'm pevertic
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
AHa im gna include this post entry in my blog !
˚۰ ̻ :_MerV©-Sain†z™07_:  ̻۰˚ ‚ ' taking whatever riskes. says:
people will laugh like mads surely
gin; alive says:
AYE. YOU ARE SO NOT GOING TO DO THAT

AND YES I DIDDD wo0ts.
linked btwww (:

REPLY TO TAGS-
Preethi: I can smell them from here HMMS.
pengyang: I GUESS YOU KNOWS ME BEST man hmm.
HELLO!: YEAH PERHAPS since we're gnaa be working tgt LET'S JIAYOU DEAREST BARNEY(:
CY: ALRIGHTS see i'm smiling =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
jasmine: UPLOADED spastic all YEAHH ure so right we're not gonna drift.
ellissa': HELLOOOOOO =]]