I have to admit.
It's really 1:11am now.
But just wanna make sure this get posted on the right day.
So the time posted was "11:59pm".

Aah I'm pretty tired.
Today was kinda a memorable day.

Okay firstly I didn't planned to go late to school today.
Sorry to fanny about her skirt.
I totally forgot when I left the house abruptly in the morning.

Met pengyang on the bus and found out wasn't the only one late.
We had combined classes with 3/4 for amaths.
Geography dragged as usual.
And physics was just totally shitty enough.

Okay I'll also admit that I was kinda scared of angela in the morning.
She is so unexpectedly weird.
Aha.
Not in the sense of barney-weird.
Like suddenly nice suddenly mean weird.
I guess she was pissed because I was supposed to be MERVIN and mervin is supposed to be ME ever since yesterday at his house.

So right after that they all went jurong east first.
I went home because it's like 1plus in the afternoon.
And the movie we're watching is at 4.
So yeahh have to get fanny's skirt.
And bathed and wore my long-sleeved shirt.

Reached and met up with angela, mervin and jieting.
Gary, tim and weekang came and then they bought tickets.
DOA was awesome I guess.
Ah never expected it to be so nice.
Was kinda upset with the sitting arrangement, but got over it.
Thanks for the dark chocos and laughs during the movie JIETING.
Then yeah took bus to vivocity.

Aah vivocity is so big!
Took loong loong walk around.
Was feeling isolating delibrately.
Because of some stuff going on in my mind.
NO IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF (well not entirely) WHAT YOU TOLD ME JIETING.
But ah mervin keeps accompaning me, even when I keep telling him not to.
YOU ASS, but in a way thanks for keeping me grouped too.
Aah folded alot of stars(:

So then spent quite a looooong time upstairs at the vivopark.
The scenery and atmosphere were both nice.
I guess we had loads of fun.
I think I can't help myself.
And thus tearing occasionally, causing mervin, jieting, angela and gary to worry.
Sorry.

HAHA JIETING is so damn funny with the "chairs" of different materials haha.
AND gary the soprano act we did was amazingly done yeah?
gary~ GARY ~ GARY ~! GARY !!!
Aha and thanks for the balloon okay.
Haha sorry it burst MRSBARNEY.

Thanks mervin to let me grip his arm while I was "sleeping".
Wasn't really asleep mentally.
The songs are kinda saddening yeah?
I was just feeling afraid and couldn't help it.
And then mrsbarney came and like sorta scared me.

Well thanks for the hugs mervin and jieting.
You both are forever the ones listening to what I have to say and stuff.
Always lending ears.
And I guess I got real close to both of you.
At least slightly closer than MRSBARNEY and gary and pengyang and jasmine and stuff.

Haha mervin was forever adorably saying that he's cuddly and cute and stuff.
Making me wanna pretend to choke, and hug him more.
Jieting always is the one coming to me first asking me whether I'm alrights.
Although it's kinda amusing sometimes because sometimes I don't even know,
What or how I got emotional or upset about.
but I never knew that they cared so much.
And I appreciates every company they have to give and stuff.

I really wanna express my gratitude to both them.
They are like so important to me.
Especially mervin after the trash-out I had with him.
Well I never thought he thought,
That I was that important to him either.
BUT NOW I KNOW.
And yeah he's important to me too.
PALS.

Jieting was another important icon too.
Haha her silly actions wanna make me laugh.
I liked the way she always confronts me and asking me what went wrong.
It's like she shouldn't be caring so much, with additional burdens to her stress in basketball already.
And yet she is.
And I'm so surprised and touched at the same time.

But I do love them both so.
Like sometimes mervin always wanna make me laugh.
And jieting just makes the situation funnier.
Like everyone else. I hope this stays.
But if they starts to drift,
At least all these will be engraved in our memories too.
I guess they are not the only ones I wanna thank.

Angela a.k.a. MRSBARNEY(: thanks so much for accompaning me to wait for bus.
To tell you the truth.
I think I didn't know how to talk to you at the start of the year.
I thought you were those dao people who don't initiates friendly conversations and stuff.
But sometimes I can be so wrong.
In fact I'm loving every conversations and times I've spent with you.
And all the bus rides to school in the morning.

Haha I don't think I'll ever forget the funny ways you communicate.
And sometimes I think you crapped along with me because you wanna me to feel comfortable too and stuff.
Then again sometimes I think you are worse than me >.<
Aha I guess I can't help feeling that you're another important person in my life now.

Yeah yeah another core regular - gary a.k.a. ICEMAN PAPA(:
Okay was feeling the same way about you as to angela.
NO I don't think you're not dao.
But ah you dao also very funny.
haha glads you're my teapot papa now.

I never thought you will be another close and important person in my life too.
Haha you knew the forfeiting hugs we gave just now?
I sort of suggested that we should hug you too.
EVEN WHEN YOU'RE DAO.
But I know sometimes you wished someone to hug you, guessing from your msn and blog.
HAHA DON'T WORRY YOU HAVE US NOW OKAY.
So papa smile more((:

At the same time.
I wanna pengyang to cheer up.
It's like it's always him giving me advices and stuff.
Making me stand again and believing that things will happen.
And now I'm so helpless watching him getting slashed again and again by what he sees everyday.
PLEASE CHEER UP.
I don't wanna to see an important person to me so depressed.
Be brave, and saying everything else would be an much easier task.

Aha I think it's really late now.
SORRY TO JIALIN about not being there for your competition.
But your map was so funny and amusing!
Haha yeah I understands.
SORRY TO KENNY & SHIH for forgetting to wait for you guys.
Well I sorta felt bad when you told me we are always pangseh-ing you both.
SORRY KENNY AND SHIH.
I promise I'll notice more next time.
Aha both of you are close to me too.

THANKS ONCE AGAIN MERVIN AND JIETING.
I love you guys alot.
I wanna hug you both more than anything else aha.
Continue to stay wild and crazy okay?
Thanks for always being there.


Aah I'm so tired.
I shall recommend two songs tomorrow.
Tomorrow no plans yet?
Aha.
Finally able to sleep in peace again.
By the way MERVIN your shoulder was uncomfortable for a pillow on the bus.