Monday, November 20, 2006

7:33 PM / 0 comments

I just hope.
Everyone is happy.

My doubts?
I'd rather be selfless, then be selfish.
It's okay if it goes like this, because I'm numb.


And this would be the reason why.
Watch as I rot with smiles on my face.



__ I'll keep that in mind ;



EDIT-IN AT 11:39PM-

Haish being here rotting while I know, hear, feel them laughing over there,
It ain't a good feeling.

But what am I supposed to say?
What am I supposed to react?
How am I supposed to respond?
When I'm supposed to be numb?

Yeah being numb.
I said it all to shih today.
And guess what.
The clouds are tearing up again.
In the shape of my heart.


I should have gotten rid of these kind of feelings long ago.
Like the ten days where I learnt to smile even when they aren't there.
Because all these will reminisce eventually.

Till that day,
I would be as numb as can be.

WHOAH ALOT OF EVENTS COMING.

LPS6A/B`o3/
-LPS CHALET.
-LPS BBQ.
-LPS MOONWALK.

REGULARS&TEAPOT/
-TOWNING.
-SLEEPOVER.
-VIVO-CITISE.


AND I HAVE ALOT IN MIND.
They are slipping off as I try to remember them.
And thoughts pushing them away.

__ NUMBNUMBNUMB ;