Wednesday, November 08, 2006
It's not that I don't care anymore.
But I just want all this to stop.
It's not that I wanna leave all this already.
But you all never gave me my turns.
It's not that I'm tired.
But you always make it so exhausting.
It's not that it's very late.
But the skies always turn so dark this early.
And It's not that you all never tried.
But I just wanna push you all away.
'Cos I can tell you all are sick and tired of this too.
That I'm trying my best, to not care anymore.
So that you all will be happy, And I'll be happy.
But I know I can't possibly say that I'm not attached to you all.
So give me the chance to be silent,
And all this will stop.
AIYAHH I DON'T WANNA CARE ANYMORE.
I'm really tired already.
FORGET IT, DON'T BOTHER.
It's always so hard to get a response.
And now I don't wanna try anymore.
I don't ever wanna be the one initiating a conversation now.
It'll all be so much peaceful.
So much,
bloody peaceful.
actions do speak louder than words.
and forget me.
forget that the world's stopped spinning.
I admit I was hurt.
But if I just stay quiet like how they all do,
I can do fine.
I am too numb already anyway.
YEAH LIARS.
I don't need liars anymore.
That I became one myself.
When I chose to come,
You walked away.
Now I'll try walking away.
And away.
And away.
And away.
And away, till you don't know me anymore.
