The previous days that went wasn't really posted well enough for people to see how they are.
So I'll repost them again.
Hmms.

Okay on tuesday night went to cousin's house.
FINALLY GOT ADVENT CHILDREN wo0ts.
Watch till shuang.
Sephiroth is so fricking disgusting, and cloud tifa and plus plus THEY ARE JUST SO AWESOME LAH.
Too bad it came out like a home dvd movie.

I'm more like the humor among my cousins now.
I mean like omg.
Last time I was the ones laughing.
But now everystuff I say, they end up laughing like hell.
And I just stood there, wondering what the hell.

Then on wednesday went to watch vball match at hougang after training.
It was so fricking exciting and its like every strike my heart wanted to pop out.
Okay lah in the end we didn't win.
But they won the match the next day.
So they actually got into semifinals.
And tomorrow they will be playing against presby. LUCKS MAN.

Wednesday was also quite one fricking bad day for me.
Okay so well.
You can read from yesterday's post.

So it influenced today.
At least I thought I hurted my pal on wednesday night.
Sorry mervin. I really am.

Reached school with angela huang since we both woke up late.
Then today was like I'm half scared half angry.
One was because jieting hadn't been really talking to me these few days.
And mervin was so cold to me today.

School was pretty okay I guess.
Something happened with jasmine and I guess I shouldn't say anything about it.
Give another chance to make sure that it's just a misunderstanding okay.

Then me and jasmine left for superbowl first after school.
Because they ended up waiting in school.
So both of us got real pissed and started walking to superbowl first.
Then at there found out never bring wallet.
=X

Then they came and confronted us.
Well I admit we planned all along that we will not respond or talk to any of them.
My idea.
Because I was really pissed.
Then I saw how lonely mervin was at the superbowl that I went and played with his face.
Then it's like his expressions were shunning me off.

So immediately after the rain stopped,
Both jasmine and I left for school.
Both of us had cca.
TOOK SPASTIC PICTURES .
And one fricking video.
And like halfway back the rain came back again.
So we were rushing in the rain.

Aah I think it gave me a really bad flu that lasted ever since.
Didn't performed my best during cca.
And mrs thai's leaving the school.
We will definitely miss her.

Right after that went to mervin's house.
At first I pondered over it for a long time.
But then my phone was flat so I knew I had to at least go to tell them I will be leaving.
Angela knows why, I messaged her alot of times.

Then on the lift then I decided that I wanna stay.
So I went in, and mervin was opening the door avoiding my eye.
I was like ohmyfricking god.
But then we got over it.

Hugs and ticklings.
Especially jieting, angela and mervin.
I think everything is back to normal.

After our brief dinner at 399,
Went home sending everyone home first.
Till it's only me, jieting and mervin.
Well I like it when they tried getting me back onto the pathway when I find myself walking to the roads.
I like it when mervin goes all the way back to the end of the group just to keep me walking faster.
I like it when I just opened my arms and they orange&white rangers just came hugging me.

Sorry,
And thanks again mervin & jieting.
Although I don't think both of you knew what's going on.
And I think.
Well maybe it's just me.

Thanks alot angela for unlimited persuations and helps,
Assistance and advice.
Your reassurances lasted me through the storm.
Aha thanks barney.

I can't say I am completely happy again.
But at least I'm healing.

Aah tomorrow will be starting work.
And the start of the long long period where we might lose communication.
Nevertheless I hope the connection will be still there.
And all of us will be together again.
Playing and hanging out as much as always.

I will find no more time to be upset or moody.
At least I have the book jialin gave me for accompany,
And the hectic schedules that lasted for each day.

I dream.
I wish.
And I huddle and gets tissues stuck to my nose,
Wondering when my flu will stop.

Additional spastic pictures.
and videos.




















For 14fricking minutes,
I was owning mervin's and angela's phones.


















Jeremy & me.
Believe me, he's two years my junior.


















Mervin with so many many bags on the train.


















He so need a facial.
Aah what a stupid picture.
AHAHAH THIS CAN BE USED NOW I HAVE JIETING'S TOO.
RECALL.



















ROAR OUT LOUD.
okay back to business.


















Mervin&Angela's phones again.
This time on train.
Ahaha gary in background.




















































Taken by JASMINE TONG COSINE.
Ahaha glad you are there to 'accompany' me today.
=D



















Proudly produced by me.
Aah see make blackest famous again.


Aah I'll start another entry.
More photos to come, plus 3 videos,
And 3 songs to download.
Be sure to read everybit of these cos I might not be blogging for the next 10 days anymore.