Alrights yesterday went library study and finished emaths, mother tongue ;
Asshole keep pulling my leg hairs ahah kana caught by security.
Then DON'T KNOW WHO HOR AND DON'T KNOW WHY EITHER so cold.

Gary had fishball supreme yesterday.
And pengyang's brother yuanyuan 's head is hard like steel !
And asshole keep tangling me ahhhhhhha fun fun ,
I can't stop tickling and messing with you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELATED TO JILL, HUDA AND FATIMAH !
Suck at soccer,
be it arcading or reality.

GOING LPS STAYOVER LATER.
wo0ts && countdown yeahH?

PICTURES FINALLY ,


THAT NIGHT ,

TIMOTHY !


THAT COUPLE ,

haah

THAT DAY WITH SPAGETTE

THAT RAINY DAY AND COUPLE


THAT BOYY


THAT REFLECTION

THAT MORNING


THAT DELICIOUS MEAL

AND THOSE LAUGHS,


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Why is everything falling apart when I don't want them to.
Maybe this is what I get from being all that before.
Want all these to last but seemed like it ain't happening.

Barney don't solve it yourself.
&& Invisible where are you I need you .
You keeping come&go too.
Sorryy but maybe I'd still want/need that hug afterall.

And when you need my arms to run into..
I'll come for you.

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny.
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me.
And its the hardest thing to say,
I'll miss your love in every way.
So say goodbye,
But don't you cry,

Cause true love never dies.

rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Charlotte's Web-ed.
invisible, when I saw you'd rather stick with him.
can't help but feel worse this way.

Are things really getting better?
I have no idea.
Hope so.

Workworkwork tomorow.
&&Anime craze,
Stationary shopping,
Books collection..
OHWELL [:

I still want that hug.
But I can't feel you anymore.

Reply to tags :
25th-
neri: [:
amelia: [:
26th-
VaL: [:
wenxin: sadly, nope [:
hui fen: haha will. nah with photo blogging. you take care too [:
CHERYL :]: haha see you on new year's eve [:
merV: you seemed like you have nothing to spam. nice try [:
27th-
wenxin: haha glad to be that first thing then pity HIM for not coming to your mind first [:
28th-
jialin: will do. you too. [:
jasmine: crazy.. takecare [:
29th-
mingqi11: yeah haha you too mommie. [:
hui: me too ! [:
jialin: haha see so many smiles I've placed in every reply. [:

Why do things have to end up this way?

Everyone is tired.
You, you, you, you and you.

I can't help.
I can't speak.
I can only listen.
And find a solution.

I had feared this might come between us.
But maybe this is the only way I'd rather you not know.
And not be troubled anymore.
You are very exhausted already.

Be it my burden this time.
Till everything is solved.
Then, I'll make sure we'll all be smiling.

Don't bother.



There's no way to live.
Rain's asking me to seek a new lifestyle.

I'm glad that I can be so carefree this time round.
It's better when I have nothing on my mind.

Hmm I feel almost weightless now you're doing the sharing.
Thanks for telling me that it won't happen.
But now at least I know what to expect and what not to wait for in the future.
STILL WAITING FOR YOUR CALL MAN !

I don't like 160 club.
I hate being called a bighead.
And when you doesn't expect me to say anything, I already know.
Don't worry, you will be guilty one day you realised so many people are hurt.

They are both struggling.
I can tell.
Just how things are.
Don't worry I'll be there if you need me.

He isn't telling.
I'm worried for him.

When she doesn't really meant letting go.
She's going to break again.

Having a bright day can result in overdose of cheeriness all day long, and not caring what you forgot.
And starting it worse will lead your mind to stuff and makes you feel like crying about every little stuff.
But since life is so indecisive and full of ironic ups and downs,
Just let it be.

I'm happy that you'd called me first.
And so much to laugh about.
I'll be his ear, and you'll be mine.
[:

You're trying so hard to pretend.
Get over it.
I'm already halfway through.

AND WHEN ARE YOU GONNA BE BACKK I MISSES YOU.

Every paragraph meant messages I wanna say to different people.
Haha && I should be posting this at 12 straight.
But server is down so I had this written in advance in case I forgot.



hang on.
we'll carry on.

wNIGHT AT THE MUSEUM-ed(:
Holding on seemed so difficult when I seemed like the only one trying.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.
Few days left to school.
Joy.

-edit.

THANKS ellise, fiza, charmaine, yeeping, wenxin, yuhding, meiting, jasmine, eve and naima FOR TAGGING MY BLOG WISHES FOR CHRISTMAS OR JUST TAGS.

THANKS mythili, zhili, pengyang, amelia, wendy, samantha, kimhock, zhihao, percival, benda and aarthi FOR SMSING ME WISHES FOR CHRISTMAS.

THANKS yuhding, wenxin, valarie, timothy, joel and that guy in my team and all my other collegues FOR THE NEOS AND ENJOYABLE LAST CHRISTMAS WORKDAY.

NICE MEETING TANIA, NERISSA, MARYANN, ZHIMEI, HUISHAN, DELPHINE, NERISSA AND KUMAR on christmas eve !

AND NOT FORGETTING core regulars ANGELA, JIETING, MERVIN, PENGYANG, GARY for the enjoyable sleepover and nightout for christmas.

/edit.

The world seemed like a better place yesterday.
Cause you made me smile so much.


Look I'm losing my passion of blogging.
Am disappointing alot of people,
Including myself.

X'mas is 2 days away.
Yet everyone seemed like they're not having those amiable spirits.

----------------------------------------------------

Don't you think so too?
That this is happening?

So much stuff is happening,
And yet we choose to think that neither of us have to give way.

Really.
I'm really scared to lose you , invisible.
But it's like you're already on your way to another realm.

I had a dream.
And in it, you were wiping away my tears with your palm when I cried in despair.
You were saying,
"Shhh don't cry.."
And making those jokes and funny faces to cheer me up.

My friend told me that if dreams are remembered after you awake,
Then they probably meant something dear to the person dreaming it.

We will slowly have nothing to say.
And this is what I fear most.
I'm afraid to lose you,
Please don't go.

You're going to tell me that I'm thinking too much again.
And perhaps, will choose to ignore what I've written.

Assholes.
All of them.







nothing hidden don't have to highlight.

Here, at home,
After jialin's celebration on monday.
After pengyang's bbq on wednesday.
After tonning at mervin's house.

Jialin, pengyang and jasmine are here.
Whoah we're having pasta later.
Homemade ;

And wo0ts with the new puppy.
What should I call her?
It's amazing that my parents allowed me to breed a Jack Russel.

I don't wanna die waiting in the end,
Only to disappoint myself.

Asshole I wanna talk to you about so much.
But time is always in the way.
And after yesterday when I approached you and you kept walking away.
I sorta felt that I shouldn't confront you.

So must to say, so little to tell.
I wanted a hug.
From the very start.
Of three mishaps.

Don't know what to blog anymore.
Walked it out(:

This blog shall stay dead as long as I don't touch it.


-->-->-->-->-->-->-->-->

I feel that I trusted you but you feel that you still don't wanna trust me.
And for you, it's no point fighting for it so I'd be giving in.
I think she knows but she's keeping it quiet, and I feel glad.
And I'm so disappointed in me, not you anymore.

--<--<--<--<--<--<--<--<--<

Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We miss everything daydreaming

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

Nothing much to post about just pictures.
Went payar lebar to see jieting's match.

Nothing else.
Hate to see you like this..


LINJIACHUA MY SEAGULL JIALINJIALIN DATE(: 'S BIG DAY IS COMING IN 2 DAYS.
AND YANGPENGTAN MY SOCCER-MAD XIANNU(: 'S BIG DAY IS COMING IN 4 DAYS.
AWAITS THE BBQ ON WEDNESDAY Wo0TS.

AND MISSES JIAWENSOON FANNY MY SMILE SMILE NIECE TALKED TO HER ON THE PHONE JUST NOW ,
AND MISSES YEOMINGQI MY AHMENG MOMMIE ARGHH DIDN'T MANAGE TO CATCH OF GLIMPSE OF HER SANTARINA COSTUME.
AND MISSES JASMINETONG MY PENGUIN-CRAZED COSINE HAHA NEXT FRIDAY YEAH.

CHENYUSHU WANTS US THERE ON MONDAY BUT DON'T KNOW LEH MUST SEE LALA BARNEY.

Sick lahh tomorrow back to work HOPE SORE EYE WOULD PREVENT THAT AGAIN.
Especially when shawn no.3 wants to give me his smooches.
HAHA IIMELDA MISSES ME !

OKAY here you go with pictures.


SEE SEE MY LEFT EYE SORED.

haha DON'T MESS WITH MY GREAT WALL OF SINGAPORE.

LPS PEEPS @ COFFEESHOP.

Then again who noticed?

And again who noticed? Btw ghost stories time and all we see are silhouettes.

OLIVIA SOON ISN'T WEARING HER TEE !

BURGER KING-ED but I was on the phone with JASMINE TONG.

SEE NICE TEE RIGHT EVERYBODY HAVE ONE .
"haha we're not pri 6s whom retained 3 years !"

olivia and cheryl busy with their camera for nice shots.

secluded stairs when in despair.


IF REGULARS WERE POKEMONS.
no use fighting for it might as well give in.

TANGELA V.S. ANGELA(:
obviously angela is winning.

LPS 6AB 03 IN CASUAL.

I LOVE BEING THE BUBBLES MAKER.

LPS 6AB 03 IN THEIR TEES.

INTRODUCING.... SHAWN LAM MAID AGENCY !

AND YOU HEAR ME SCREAM AT TIMES.

WAS FIDGETTING WITH THE CAMERA AND TOOK THIS ACCIDENTLY.
THEY ALL LAUGHED WTH HELPED THEM FIX CAMERA POSITION LEH.

TIMER WASN'T ENOUGH FOR ME TO DECIDE ON POSE.

CAUSE YOU MADE ME SMILE..

AND I LOVE JUST BEING ME !

Make it a point to not become too attached..

Don't know why hiatus-ed so short,
But here you go all those who are worried.

It's back up.
Nah.

I have nothing else to say.
Be disappointed.
I wanna say sorry for everything.

But in another way I don't wanna.
Because sorry is just a word people uses when they don't wanna care anymore.

Look.
I'm sick of everything now.
And I just don't want you to be hurt more.
So forget about what I wanna say to what you've said.

I felt indebted to gary for some reasons.
I felt grateful to angela.
I'm okay to jieting.
I dislike hate mervin, he's such a liar.
I loath the way pengyang said that everything is my fault.

Looking back,
I realised there was no reasons to be upset.

LPS chalet was quite okay.



Nothing else to say.
I'd go back to sleep.







I REALLY AM VERY CALM ALRD BUT YOU ALL REFUSED TO EVEN REPLY WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO.
AND YOU TELL ME I'M RUBBISH.
ARGHH and you all expect me to not think so much giving me so much ideas to start with.
WAH LAO WHO'S FAULT IS IT NOW.

&& TO SOMEONE WHOM I TRUSTED SO MUCH.
I SHOULDN'T HAVE REGAINED MY BELIEF IN YOU FROM THE START.
NOW I HATE YOU SO MUCH.
EWW GO AWAY YOU'RE MAKING ME SICK.

THIS IS GETTING RIDICULOUS.
you know what?
if you all just feel like ending it tell me and I don't have to pretend like I'm ignorant.

I felt much better.

Okay so what happened yesterday?
Was kinda late for 10 minutes and made everybody wait.
Saw jieting, huishan and zhimei.
They were so wild on the train that I didn't even know how to respond to their silly acts.
Ahahaha.

And then stupid iimelda, yuhding and wenxin ;
They tricked me and I thought I was late !
Okay but the trick was so darn real.

Iimelda and me stayed at the OCBC entrance while the rest moved on to other places.
I love the music.
It's like there to liven up the job.

Okay the whole day I was talking to iimelda most.
Listened, spoken.
It's fun talking to her.
Thanks for cheering me up when we were having the break.
&& ahaha your apple pie.
P.S. and april birthday yeah?

YUHDING WAS ALWAYS TRYING TO KISS ME.
Ewwww he kissed me two times !
Yucks belugh
*washes face with soap, detergent, alcohol whatever.*

After that we left,
And perhaps I didn't totally went home.
Sorry for making peeps worry.
Went reservoir and sat there for till like 12.
And walked all the way back to bukit batok.

Must say it felt good.
I've let go of alot of stuff on the way.
It's really cool.

Made mom really worried and stuff.
Sorry.
Didn't really meant it to turn out that way.

And jialin was a great listener yesterday.
Thank you okay.
But it's like so late you still haven't sleep.
What the hell my seagull jialinjialin sleep so late !

Having chalet later.
Am able to withstand three days without regulars I guess.
See even I am able to take it yesterday.
How hard could it be.

Maybe for instance.
I'm able to take it like nothing happened.
And forget the times I was standing,
waiting for those calls and replies.

Pictures!
3days of not seeing my picture will kill some readers yeah?
Lol alrights am being very thick-skinned.





The two horny lovebirds.

Iimelda & me.



The two gay friends !


Iimelda is gone !

I catch her taking my picture,
her looking down,
him trying to look down too !

It was fun.
Yeah.

Reply to tags !__
CHERYL [:: YEAH am going to stay for all three days ! Haha see ya later !
shawn no.3: ewwww go away ! LOL.
meiting: alrights. will do so. thanks for helping me rid the flyers yeah?
jw: chalet today ! omgomgomg XD.
jasmine: BOOOOOO bleahs to you too ! haha .
jialin: thats a good way of ridding unhappiness. SMILE[:

I'm gone for three days ~

Just came back home after walking all the way from reservoir.
Did soul searching,
And perhaps.

Indeed today was horrible.
But looking forward to chalet.

Firstly I would have to say that OCBC IS TRYING TO KILL ALL OF US.
I mean give us so much flyers expected us to give it all out BY TOMORROW??
Gosh it's like 16,000 flyers.
Would rather die getting hit by the cars passing by.

And it's like so full of rejects lah.
Even wenxin they all went crazy and started blowing each ears.
Yuhding CHEER UP OKAY.
And Iimelda nice talking to you.
I GUESS WE'RE THE ONLY NORMAL ONES yeah?

Oh yeah I remembered some rejects in particular.
Although the classic look and pretend not to notice people are the most nuisances.
But other than that.
The whole day was a killer.

SAW MEITING, CARMEN, COUSIN AND HER DAUGHTER AND JIEYING.
Okay town is so full of christmas holyholy jesus deco.
And the ICECREAMMAN thank you for the free ice creams yeah?

Brought back the whole stack of icecream vouchers worth 1k plus.
It's a pity that I was the one who brought it home.
And it's like I didn't realise all my relatives were at my house.
Haha what a shock when I stepped in the house looking bewildered as they stared at me carrying the stuff blasting the headset in my ears.

SORRY TIMOTHY for being late.
SORRY PENGYANG for not being able to make it for warehouse sale.
SORRY ANGELA for not being able to pass you your cap.

The new trolley is uber cool.
BUT WORK TILL 10 AGAIN TOMORROW?
I wanna try dying another way.
I don't like the way you told me that my job is better.

BY THE WAY have you all figured out where's the link?
Hmm never mind I never thought you guys would bother anyway.
No not angry but more amused.

I wanna take pictures but shawn no1 said she's not photogenic ;
STUPID NUMBERS YOU GAVE hard time figuring them all out.


It looked like it's going to rain,
But the sky just went black.

HAHA thanks to whoever tagged my blog LOVES.
REPLY TO TAGS-
shawn no3: ahaha I guess you all left early hmm. aha you didn't boo me BUT YOUR KISSES ARE UBER DISGUSTING AHA freaked.
wenxin: because I started one week before you !
iimedla: yeah pity eh? HAHA missed at sitex too but town is too busy to have fun yeah?
jasmine: SMILESMILE(= loves.
HELLO !: I saw your comment HMM don't fret okay take better care of your cash next time(:
NINE: aah. yes. very.
merV: was intentional yeah? WHO ASK YOU BITE & LICK AT SAME TIME. haha didn't know it was more painful when you wore the costume.
gongtuo: touch? where? AHAH okay will tag.

Hmm MS ANGELA BARNEY HUANG lost her pouch full of cash.
Worth 60bucks plus.
Goshh luck finding it.

Today nothing much though.
Met up with usual regular peeps and went clarke quay to get our pay.
Then detoured to jieting's match at payar lebar.
LIKED THE ICECREAM ; angela's pretty disgusted by the way.
And aahha we are so damn stupid walked so long to realise in wrong direction.

Anyway good match today.
Then went to 399 for dinner.
Took bus 30 SO DAMN LONG.
Aargh mervin and his bites with his tongue.
Inuyasha is like so boring.

Hmmm after dinner went and lakepark.
Love the night breezes.
Not much too just sitting there chatting like till 1145 with mervin jieting and angela.
'Cos shih and pengyang went home early.

Wow hmm my bite has its prowness okay.
Don't think you can outdo them.
The scar is going to be there, mer.

Aah then took 30 to angela's house before taking cab home.
Woosh aah cabfare is like so ex!
Tomorrow meeting angela and pengyang for adidas warehouse sale.
There goes my beauty sleep.

Totally what the hell.
Tomorrow work time from 2 to 10.
At town somemore.
ARGHH.
Feel like quitting.
The others so lucky can?
Work 1230 to 630.

But the bright side is that I'm able to see my shawns and wenxin again !
Plus I'm working with Tim.
Hope it'll be a joyful week.

Wasn't feeling like I have to mood to smile.
I need a hug.
For no reasons.
Maybe , too much secrets, invisible.

Aah more pictures to end this post.
And to keep readers here.
OH YAH CHERYL LEE NAI MA IS BACK <3.
Aww aren't able to fetch her.



Barney Huang Mei Qi ! ~ There you go with the picture you're demanding for.
HMM. (=

Is it me finding KING MICKEY or is it just the silhouette of my fan?

What...?


ME AND BARNEY !
Aha blue eh?


ANGELA ME AND PENGYANG !
May the force be with you.
WANNA WATCH THE WHOLE SAGA but too bad no star movies T.T


I SEE TWO WHITIES MERVIN AND ME !

Bunch of match waters.
So distracted in the game.

Hmm?
Don't ask.

Okay damn dark but managed to take all of us eh?

I'M LOVING THE NEW BETA PHOTO UPLOAD NOW.
It's perfectly aligned now.
HAHA that's all have to sleep now.
Or else no have the energy tomorrow.
HMMMM.

PEOPLE YOU CAN EITHER TAG OR COMMENT.
Added that but seemed like only angela noticed eh?

EDIT-IN @ 250am
Hmm everytime you see a * at my finishing sentence,
There's a link hidden somewhere in the post.
ENOUGH SAID.
Have fun people.