Saturday, December 23, 2006

11:31 AM / 1 comments

The world seemed like a better place yesterday.
Cause you made me smile so much.


Look I'm losing my passion of blogging.
Am disappointing alot of people,
Including myself.

X'mas is 2 days away.
Yet everyone seemed like they're not having those amiable spirits.

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Don't you think so too?
That this is happening?

So much stuff is happening,
And yet we choose to think that neither of us have to give way.

Really.
I'm really scared to lose you , invisible.
But it's like you're already on your way to another realm.

I had a dream.
And in it, you were wiping away my tears with your palm when I cried in despair.
You were saying,
"Shhh don't cry.."
And making those jokes and funny faces to cheer me up.

My friend told me that if dreams are remembered after you awake,
Then they probably meant something dear to the person dreaming it.

We will slowly have nothing to say.
And this is what I fear most.
I'm afraid to lose you,
Please don't go.

You're going to tell me that I'm thinking too much again.
And perhaps, will choose to ignore what I've written.





__ I wanna heal like I'm close to something real ;