Sunday, January 07, 2007
I'm still very pissed at him.
When is he going to understand that everything he's doing now,
Is so different from his intentions from the start.
Oh well today's schedule's unplanned.
Watch match of anderson v.s jurong?
Go bballing with gary and peeps?
Go studying & swimming?
Or just stay home and rot?
I have absolutely no idea.
Much on my mind,
Don't feel like caring anymore.
Slowly letting go.
dEDITIN 11.22PM
End of chapter one .
Just like I've predicted,
Gradually we'll have nothing to say.
Take so much out of me to pretend.
& My inside just swallowed me up.
Not hanging on anymore.
Full of insecurity ,
You don't seemed to care nor help.
Very lost,
Very shitty,
Very gone.
This is the worst feeling ever, making me all weak and helpless.