Thursday, February 15, 2007
common tests finally over!
pengyang is not in singapore anymore.
vballs had their finals today.
amaths today was kinda seemingly easy but I know I've made some stupid mistakes already.
aarthi passed me my valentine's gift already.
yay tomorrow cny celebration!
don't care i'm not staying for cca 'cos I want to be with my beloved LPS.
looking forward to this day all week.
it rained today again.
the chill is making tears up in my eyes.
ohwell think too much very tired already study everyday finally can rest go to sleep.
---There is a list of stuff I don't understand.
&I might never understand anyway.
Pardon me for being straight.
I don't understand why angela gives me the cold shoulder at times,
even without telling me what I did wrong.
I don't understand now why amelia's trying to sever every single stuff we're connected with,
and to the extent of telling me goodbye and telling me she won't bother me anymore,
when I didn't do much even to know what she's so mad at me about.
I don't understand why my sister is forever making my sleeping hours cut short,
despite the number of times I've screamed at her,
and in the end she always has the authorty to slam the door even after she made me wait an hour plus.
for a stupid reply even though it was only '5 minutes' she said i'll have to wait.
I don't understand why mervin isn't trying at all to make things okay.
he's not going to want everything back then it's fine with me.
with all he &everyone who said that want things to be okay.
forget it no need to understand then don't have to understand at all.
not like i'm important or special it was just me all along.
if they wanted to leave things as they are then it's just me, my studies and my goal of wanting to be better than leechers in the world.
better than wasting time thinking about everything that's pointless to be troubled about.
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