Thursday, March 08, 2007

8:16 PM / 0 comments

[ leaving me with nothing but more options. ]

don't actually feel blogging but,
feels weird if I don't.
aiyoh this is so annoying that it suddenly became my daily routine again.

school sucks today as usual.
no had nothing to do with lessons nor teachers.
I don't know why but I was having a terrible mood all day.
But then I can react like I'm fine so nobody noticed.

ohwell I think I'm going to be murdered by mr.nur for not coming up with a valid reason as promised for skipping detention/
aiyah tsk lah don't really care either.

went home earlier than usual,
but studying was cancelled.
haish have nothing much to say lah.



if he didn't exist
smiles will fade
memories will wilther
words will be left unsaid

if he didn't exist
none happens
hearts whole
eyes function like eyes

if he didn't exist
smiles will return
forgotten
by laughter


he didn't exist
i made him to.


Ultimately stressed, &I wish it was easier done than said.