So, the whole CDAYL ordeal is over and we're back to schooling.

Firstly, I would want to say that the camp was initially very tough, but it got much better in the end. My family's facilitators all have spirit & I love them all. Though our campers only arrived on the fourth day, they were awesome. It's so hurtful to see them tear during our eweb session.

Hahaha, family 3 rocks really even when I don't say so before.

Pearlyn dingding, and
Zhaomian low low low

were my awesome lg mates again. Haha, it's great 'cos I worked with them during LINE camp, and I worked with them again in a new family.

Jessica our family head &
Rachel who always ran from place to place,

They both worked really hard for family 3. Thanks to them, we're always praised by the teachers and stuff. And thanks to them, if not for Jessica's strictness & Rachel's urgency, we wouldn't had managed to pull through the camp

And all the facilitators:

Jiaen my awesome dance partner,
Hooi Kim that same no-voice lamer,
Shawn Sean who can't tolerate how guai lan I am,
Joey who always underwears with me (you'll understand this if there's a time where I see you.),
Mildred the brother (classic ba3 dao1 cha4 jing4 ni3 mian4),
Stella who always mistakes me for potato,
Derrick the short mashed calibee who has a tendancy to always joke,
Wenjie mr scandal,
Fannidly ms scandal,
[SHOU QIAN SHOU, WO MEN YI QI ZHOU~]
Shunjie the guy who always timecheck and ooshers &
Winnie the utterly adorable funny person.

If not for them, I won't be able to attach myself so comfortably and adapt from one family to another.

Oh and my OG10 mates, they rocked the camp as well.

Shenn who always gestures and even reinvented NEH during the camp. SHE'S AMAZING REALLY & will always receive my loves. She helped me attach to LG1 during wednesday. And i'm going over to her house tomorrow to start doing the PW. Ahhh SHE'S REALLY REALLY REALLY A PALLLLLLLLLLLLL sticking with me for so long now ever since school started.

Leon, whom I'm really sorry got into the food comm. He was really depressed & I'm also really depressed because we were bloody in family 2 last time. I feel really sorry for him really 'cos he went for the camp for the activities and he wasn't able to attend any.

=Leon=(F) Stuck in between heaven and hell. says:
this way everyone will know the pain of being in food attach, and boycott it.

[EDIT]
BY THE WAY people I'm not trying to make him sound like an emo person because HE'S NOT. HE'S AWESOME AND GREAT AND EVERYTHING. I lost my phone one time during the camp & he offered to help me search for it when I was busy despite of his duties. And then yesterday the bus stop incident which we both knows about. And now (yes now 2.34AM) he's even offering to accompany me to the airport tomorrow, even if at 6, which is really buddy enough. THANKS DUDE I HOPE YOU'RE REREADING THIS. REALLY REALLY YOU'RE THIS MUCH OF A FRIEND & always loved!
[/EDIT]

Cheanfei who got transferred midway during the camp preparation. She was my mass dancer demostrator-partner! HAHAHA I LOVE YOU/ THAT'S NOT TRUE. Shenn-leon copyrighted, really.

Ruiyi who was also in lg1. I'm really sorry she felt so frustrated at times. RUIYI you're amazing okay. Yeah we pulled through the camp yeah! I'm super happy she was in mass dance-attache and also in the lg I was attached to lah. Serious.

Nicholas who was in family 2! You know he was part of the crew who got transferred from family 1. And he helped alot for the f2 family dance. I swear he's bloody nice to help f3 carry the tables yesterday before dismissal. Even when he was sick. THANKS MAN.

Fiona fiona~fiona~ the adorable person. HAHAHA it's saddening I don't get to dance with her during the mass dance. I missed her damn loads lah.

Jocelyn whom also offered me her SGW drinks at times during the camp. I didn't see a lot of her but now she knows I missed her damn lots and she also says so.

Denise whom also in SGW team and I didn't see a lot with. But on the first night we slept just across the barrier. Haha we're supposed to sleep over at shenn's place yesterday as well. NEXT WEEK!

Yixuan whom came this time and kept laming with me whenever I met her. Hahaha bloody happy 'cos she missed the LINE camp last time and was able to join us this time.

Dejun my ogl and the SLO attached to my family. He bloody nice to offer me green tea. :/ Well we can claim our og board that he entrusted to the teacher now because he gave permission!

Tommy who was part of the planning comm, & my mass dancer planning comm emcee! I swear he's bloody funny at times and his classic NEH. He's really nice you know even helping me to ask when the china people are flying tomorrow. TOMMY YOU'RE THANKED ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT X INFINITY.

Benghong who was part of logistics. I swear he's such a happy kid to transfer out to be a logger. Man, he could have be in the same family as me lah. But then he helped also in the camp. He will die later for so many ugly pictures with shenn's phone.

Junyang which I lost his tie tag. I'm going to return him a new one, and I'm bloody sorry because I played with it on monday and I promised to return it when we come back in the evening and yet I still lost it. I'm bloody sorry man. -put left & right index finger and emos.

OG 10 LOVES BIG TIME.

And also to those mass dancers-attaches. If not wrong, f2's jiaen, jialong, jeanle, cheanfei, nicholas, guiping, ruiyi, sangetta, tommy & gadis! Loves. We rocked during the mass dances.

The saddest part of the camp wasn't the heavy duties we're given; not how we're given so little time to wash up or sleep whenever, but how we're letting our campers go after we've bonded with them. They're all so adorable & so nice. I really wanna see them off at the airport tomorrow, even if it's at 6 in the morning.

AHHH really it's bloody saddening. I'm whining to shenn now.


Okay fun-o-rama was really dead boring. Saw familiar faces there, but to sum it up yes it's really horrendously stupid. I regretted going there really. Even cheryl, fiza & liqian thinks so. But the school is still awesome yes.

After fun-o-rama, we went to have a small tight catching up with some lps people. Yep just sitting there at the vivo sky garden and chatting. Loves.


I have damn lots of homework to finish. Be it chinese, maths, gp or pw. Yes speaking of pw, I MUST finish it by tomorrow 'cos the deadline's tomorrow. It sucks really tomorrow. I need to get my hair cut as well.

Time is keeping me away from everything and it really sucks. But a lot of my peers don't seemed to understand. And I feel damn sad about this.

I'll update this post surely 'cos it's pictureless, it's emotionless, some parts are very redundant. 1.59am, & mom/dad are all complaining. Bye. I'll reply tags tomorrow too.

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I'm back.

The airport air was alright. Haha, leon is such a good pal to accompany there so fucking early till like just now when we were all snoozing away in the train.

Okay anyway, I said goodbye to 3/12 campers, because all of them are going on different planes & I can't find them.

But thanks alot to the yaoan, dejun & tommy as well for helping me find out timings and stuff. It's lucky that I got on the first train & got to meet the 3 campers before they checked in at the gate.

Then leon and I had macs, whereby I had my 'light' breakfast with him staring. Are ten packets of pepper on the sausage, & honey syrup on the hashbrown really that weird. Everyone always gives me this freaked out expressions whenever they eat macs with me.



Ah, whatever. I have so many homework really. Can't afford to waste time. Going to turn in soon, 'cos I haven't slept for close to 24 hours already. I'm such a powerful person. Still gonna wake up 3hours later to go out.




deformed monster.




That day where we went bishan fishing again & had a feast.

That time they wrestled over ugly pictures of me.

At the airport just now.


It's hard not to cry when you hugged your campers that tightly and know that you're never going to see them again once you turned back.

Soon I'm going to wake up and start working on my PW. Man the sands of time are practically slipping away from my wraith.



REPLY TO TAGS (like finally right)

yixuan: This friday right! SGW POOOOT POOOOT EEEEEEE!
Gadis: Yep. Hahaha you powerpacked emcee. You're so loved for being our dance partial emcee too even though you had so much commitments during the camp!
kh: Next saturday was yesterday! HAHA.
ANGELA: Glad you know. Get laptop big huh!
mervin: Eh, you hear angels singing? You updated your blog leh.
fanny(: : I don't know leh. But first I must help you with your comp.
Aarthi: You little somebody who took my pen.
Zhimin: Yes, why you tag ar? LOL HELLOS.
Liangying: I think I know liying. I'm not sure. I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU FOR DAMN LONG.
amelia: You bangsai. I missed you and my windbreaker.
CHERYL: It was. Can you reach your elbow? UNDERWEAR. Yes lah I was late lah, you wanna fight.
gary (: : Hahaha you all know shawn is awesome. HAHA.
ruiyi: Asshole, still can sleep till so late.
tania: Nothing sexy about it can nowadays.
Cheanfei: Yesyes, now is the time to mug. I seen 3/12 of my campers off just now!
tommy: You wasn't lah. Haha you damn funny please.

I can see people tearing now. It's such an eventful event that I've updated. Bwahahaha.

Labels: happenings, pictures

I'll post more tomorrow. My voice is gone again. No it wasn't recovering for 4 weeks & there's nothing in it now that's sexy.

I wish my voice will come back. Sounding weird sounding from me.

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og10 loves.


All: Wow A guitar.
All: Wow shawn can play!

Shawn: I'm so adorable & talented man. Can't believe it.
Christopher: I know right. You can play a guitar man.

Labels: pictures, random

His mommy says she's going to give him this gay hairstyle.











I finally bought my tie today because we're going to need it for the CDAYL camp coming up.

I didn't back out of CDAYL. I'm finding no reasons to back out now. All except crystal from og10 are still in, and as enthusiastic as ever. Everyday I come home like 9 and like feel super sticky, but I don't care because I'm not the only one.

CDAYL is going to commence next week, & we're going to be busy from tomorrow onwards. Friday plan. Saturday plan. Monday start. All the way till friday. Saturday Fun-o-rama. CHERYL IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS YES I CAN MAKE IT FOR FUN-O-RAMA.

Tutorials & lectures-wise, I really don't understand a single shit. Everything self teach. DAMN irritating.

I'm going to pangseh charmaine and she's going to be so sad. Hahaha.

I think I really need to start mugging because soon I'll feel the weight of having no time. And everyone will be ahead & I'll be last in class again.

No I'm not stressed. I just get tired very easily & I need to manage my time more wisely.

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I hate the way reality sets in,
& I wish you could hold me,
In these seven days of lonely.

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[edit]
I changed my blogsong. Haha.

I have this very interesting conversation with fiona little miss cute(bleah, seriously it's ying) dabian now.

SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
you meeting but you dont know where.
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
they still haven decide where is the venue
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
super nice plan
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
you all plan at nowhere.
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
but they say we will met first outside jj sch gate
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
then we plan at somewhere.
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
lol.
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
then f1 plan at anywhere.
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
lol.
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
then who plan at everywhere?
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
the planning comm.
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
trust me they really everywhere.


&

SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
omg i think i wanna transfer to family 1 more
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
i noe i'm small
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
why/??!??!
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
u dun wan f2? u dun wan us? u dun wan me liao?
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
=((((((
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
LOL
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
YOU DAMN CUTE LEH.
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
lol.
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
i'm going to post at blog
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
haha
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
why sudd say me cute?
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
i shy la.
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
lol.
- [f]!oI\|@ says:
okok
SHAWN WITH TEN TEN TEN TEN~ says:
...

CUTE RIGHT. I tell you you see her in real life she much cuter. Laugh suddenly in the middle of nothing. No, more like giggle. Then ah she even smaller than me, and you all should know how small I am already right.

FIONA YOU YING DA BIAN HAHA YOU WIN THE CUTE TITLE LA I'M GOING TO CALL YOU cute-YING DA BIAN from now on.


Okay I'm editing this post really to include reply to tags.

REPLY TO TAGS

cheanfei - Hahaha everyday is sian but with me of course interesting lah.
charmaine - Yes yes haha I'm going to pangseh you.
Joy - Haha alright will link.
Aarthi - You wish. Haha later I too good with poems everyone falls in love with me~
JH - Haha okay.
ruiyi - NICE OG10 CHEER OKAY. I'll teach you justin-clap next time.

Labels: happenings, pictures

I didn't go to school today. Intended to go back after seeing the doctor, but woke up like at 12 plus.

I think I spent the day very unwisely today. more than 70% were on the comp, 20% on the psp & then the remaining slacking & trying to try do some homework.

The day passed on very slowly. I updated my music archive a little, and then go slack somemore. Read a little about steve irwin, and what movies are going to be on screen soon. Really random stuff that even dying people won't think of doing.

I really wanna appeal out of h1 history.


Shit I miss all my friends. I really do. Especially talking to cheryl & fanny online just now. It's just so saddening that a hectic schedule is going stand in between me staying in contact with my friends.

Am I not emphasizing this enough. People who come to this blog often will know that I'm really very sad. Really. Arh I'll go eat dinner, go do homework and then rest in bed. I really don't mean to miss school. Really.


REPLY TO TAGS

JH - He is still BLOODY TALL.
CHERYL - Yes please. I'll want that. & I just updated.
yihui - ELLO GOODFRIEND.
Joy - Okay you say one. Next time Jill invites me over I will test her.
gary (: - Eh you should know I'm not the one to blame right!
fiona the ______ - Sorry I can't tell lies. Anyway. SSS SHOULD STAND FOR STRONG SUPER SHAWN. Yep you ying da bian.
ruiyi - Haha no lah. We all know everyone is sick. Cheer up btw ohkay.

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Am I still in your comfort zone?
Or is time passing too quickly?

Labels: random

Today was more of a you-know-you-have-homework-yet-you're-still-busy-slacking day. I didn't do anything productive and was playing the webcam with people online. Tried to teach chocolate to beg but he's so dumb.

Went to catch Rule #1 with cousins at night.

Mahjong camp is so stupid man because jeremy don't wanna play despite knowing we've all been waiting for him. Damn.

I should just get my homework done like seriously. One day left & I'm going to die.


Some OG10s with Ivan & Yuyong at Shenn's place.

Labels: random

HAHAHAHA I watched STEP UP 2: THE STREETS YESTERDAY. Super fabulistic movie.
Haha I only told fiona and leon at 6.05 so it's really very difficult to make it for the 6.50 movie to accommodate me okay!

Suddenly got reminded of the fact about the step up 1 wanting-to-watch-the-movie incident.


ANYWAY.
I'm at my cousin's place. Lazing around because everyone is still asleep. It's really hard to concentrate on my tutorials when there are sooooooooooo many distractions around. Hahaha. Did I mention it was mahjong camp for me and tania?

Being at my cousin's place means seeing & playing A LOT with this adorable toy poodle of wendy's.



I know, cute right.

Okay it's really stupid if I carry on staring at the screen and wondering what else I'm going to write. 2 days left till holidays are gone, and I haven't even studied for the chem test. Somemore I'm still playing psp like 24/7 these days.

Hahaha I'm such a super slacker.


REPLY TO TAGS
JESSICA - HELLO.
niaoci - It's okay. You missed out on shenn's place though. Fiona was whining a lot about it yesterday.
ruiyi - Yep. And onward hopefully for CDAYL. Cheers.
tommy - Hahaha she should. You were so awesome.
CHERYL - Okay. Next time don't webcam. We face to face settle. You die.

Labels: happenings

LINE camp Family 2 LG11`o8.

I cannot say I am super close with this group over here, but camp breaks & I'm starting to miss them. The camp was tougher than usual, I think, but with these great & awesome people I don't find it hard to pull it through. Thanks alot LG11.

Went to seoul garden, then to shenn's house with like some OG10 people. Great time spent and thanks to shenn for playing such an awesome host in so late notice. Also for those who managed to make it for this outing yesterday.

I think I got sick again. Maybe hadn't been taking care of myself that well. Oh well I need to see the doctor for more medicine again.


So it's really difficult to meet up/chat with some people now. Time had been really hard to manage ever since school started, no kidding. It's like you come home at 8 everyday then had to go out next morning at 6.

More than half of my holiday is gone 'cos of the camp & I'm feeling so depressed.

So I hope whoever is disappointed that I can't spend time with them, understand that I'm trying my best to do so. I'm missing out on a lot & it's very disheartening actually.


OHOH I know it's a bit late to blog this now but check out this new monster crumpler bag of mine!


So cute right! Hahaha cost like 220bucks because it is an limited edition. But so uber cute can. HAHA. I'm going to bring to school & everybody is going to be scared of me now MUAHAHAHA.

Okay I'm so bored. I have still like a lot of undone tutorials before going to winnie's place later. Maybe I'm bringing there.


REPLY TO TAGS

CHERYL - Eh I think everyone would find me delicious and then wants to have second servings can. MUAHAH.
JH - HE. IS. BLOODY. TALL.
ANGELA - I got reply got reply! Or if don't have then PAISEH LAH eh HAPPY BELATED BORNDAY!
Cailing(: - It's pretty good. Not bad. Hahaha.
hui fen - It's called LINE camp. Leadership, Innovation & Enterprise & National Education. We ate our lunch with our hands. Hahaha.
Joy - Rono is gay & we all know it.
Coffee - I missed my caffeine coffee too. Sigh.
gary (: - I KNOW WHAT ARE YOU HINTING YOU ASSHOLE!! HAHAH.
charmaine - You think I don't want meh. I want to watch movie with you again!
Aarthi - Let's hope if there are still fridays to spend.
CHERYL - CHERYLEE MISSES ME! :D:D
ruiyi - Yep. Haha you damn suay with the sleepwalker.
kh - Ya where! I waited so long le can.
jialin - OMG she went innova also ah! Then you must remind her how adorable shawn is okay.
/ngjyyy - Now you have to tag with /sewyourlips alias lah.
hui fen - hui fen hui fen hui fen. (:

I'm quite shocked with how many tags there were. Because I thought nobody would still come here visit can. Good good everyone loves shawn right say yes after you read this.

Labels: happenings, random

Just came back from camp which was bad/good.


I think life sucks really bad. I'll update again later.

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I think I don't want this to change.

I'm not a stranger.
Neither a part of this.
With crippled anger,
And tears that still drip sore.

Labels: random

When she comes home because I totally exceeded the budget she gave me to buy things I need for school. I'm so damn broke now. But I think I really spent alot enough for her to kill me, chop me up, cook me in curry, eat me up & then shit me out like I'm some wasted meat.

Tomorrow's the bloody camp & I'm uber excited about it. I got my nails cut, got my hair cut (which now is bloody pathetically short, damn.) & saved several of my best underwears to bring. I even bought the owens & rono (gay) shirt just for the camp can. See how excited I am.

I have so bloody much tutorials to finish by today.



YAY F2 GONNA PWN THE CAMP LIKE WHUUUUUUT. Like 6 pple from OG10 leh. Madly enough, all the enthu ones. Wooh0oo seriously gonna pwn like whuuuuuut.

Labels: random

I think I'm just going to reply all the tags.

jill: you brala.
yihui: OF COURSE. heh.
tania: I'm so sorry! but I talked to you yesterday!
crystal: Alright linking linking! HAHAHA HOORAH FOR LINE CAMP!
ruiyi: Yeah. YOU MUST GET HIGH ah you say one.
valarie: Which valarie? Hmm.

Have like a long day ahead today, & for the next few to follow. Life's not like a life right now, but it's okay. Especially since I aimed to be flexible.

I don't think it will be all that difficult once I get used to it. Shit losing out to those who went for PAE, have like a lot of things to catch up on.

Man I wished I was left-handed as well so I can cut the nails on my right hand as well as my left. -Sigh life isn't perfect at all.

Labels: random

we are the bomb

Today was great because there was mass dance like woh. SHENN we did danced FIVE COLOURS five times including the afternoon OGLS one! Wahahahaha.

Lectures are bloody boring/un-understandable. Especially the chemistry. The teacher was practically skipping through everything. Sucks like hell.

OG10 times are the best. During CCA display we were like playing games and going everywhere as a group. In fact every single day there will be a bunch of us sitting at the table, in a shift-like fashion. In the sense that if you're not there someone will be there. & we're forever not away from the table.

Other than some like that fiona lah TSK if you're reading this haha HELLO MIA PERSON I GIVE YOU CHANCE.


ANYWAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA.
I swear I totally forgot about her but I know she's in THAILAND happily celebrating her sexy seventeen. Miss that ball.


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trust me when I say that
time is passing
and before we know it
we'll all be frozen

I miss my friends terribly, but they don't seemed to miss me. Hurts like cytocide choking my heart.

Yesterday's like super unlucky for me. Shampoo in my eye, water in my underwear, hair kana caught by teacher. Shithell.

After school went to cheryl's place for surprise. Man we did put up a good show these few weeks, cause she was so totally blur & clueless.

&
CHERYLILY TURNS SEXY SEVENTEEN TODAY!


ANYWAY.

Days had been AWESOME at JJC. But I totally DON'T GET the bloody lectures. The teachers were like skipping through almost everything. Thankfully there are AWESOME people like huiqing to guide me and justin to teach me chem.

Today's dress code was green! Hahaha. I bought my shorts today cause the pants are so bloody long.


Okay I think I'll stop here. I thought I had a lot more to post but I can't remember any. Joy to the world. My ogl interview today went like whoooo. I was bloody second last. Hoorah right. Even had to miss going to celebrate with the sweet girl. I bet they think it's my fault again. :(

Labels: random

It's really discouraging how a sore throat can be so sexy & yet so depriving at the same time. Yesterday was first night of regret man, I was tossing & turning like hell plus the fact that I'm feeling so heavy in the head & so hot everywhere else.

I know I shouldn't have worked yesterday, but still.

Ah, I wanna properly thank all the OGLs who made the camp so amazingly awesome.

HUIQING is the short yet lively kid-like one who always make the effort to interact with us. It's actually quite saddening to see her & crystal tear during the singing session on the first night. She's always making the effort to sacrifice her own time to interact or just overlook our welfare. Even lost her voice to just high the group up. Much gratitude for that.

HAZLIN is our OG's IC, & I remember the monday that I didn't went to school. She was so concerned like she sent me messages asking me whether I'm okay, why I didn't go to school & how I can properly make sure I don't get in trouble for not going to school. Much like how a mother take care of her child. Despite how irritating our OG can be at times, she's always tolerant and patient with us. Miss running with her with the board during the kinetic warfare.

YILING and CRYSTAL are the ones who're constantly blaming themselves, that it's their fault that they didn't have time to bond with us. But that's not entirely true though; they're always interacting with people in the OG, and also very high trying to make the OG cheer along and stuff.

DAOJUN is the one that's always working backstage, and doesn't have time to bond with us. Yet we know he is always constantly hoping to be with the group. I think he's so awesome because we all know he worked really hard, and I really wanna thank him loads loads.

DEJUN is the one that can't speaking english properly! HAHA just kidding. I think he's so great because even though he has an accent & sometimes unable to communicate with us, he always still trying his best. I remember he's always answering my questions which I would know. He's games-attached, yet always make the effort to be with us & to talk to us. Lovesssssss.

MUNEEB the pakistan one! & the hairy one! Actually although sometimes I think he can be a tad bit unreasonable the way he's always using one silent clap, & at times during the first few admin days raising his voice, I know he cared for us alot especially the fact that he's always asking us whether we're full & giving his own food to us. He's a great guy because he's always standing up for us, like the way he told this OGL how we can take as much servings as we wants despite her informing us that there's no more food left. He's a great guy man.


I swear now I'm at the point of vomiting. Everything's so dizzy & I can't even sit straight. My head feels super heavy & everything feels so hot/cold. I hope this sickness would go away soon. Had to take MC for work today just because of this. Crap.

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