its nt realli right but i think i pon-ed today. okay lemme just go thru what i went this morning.

woke up like abt 6 as usual. gotten ready and was like leaving at 6.30. u all probably wondering why i din came to school huh, since i was like prepared and dressed up and everything.

and then i left the house. and suddenly. i was thinking. "maybe i'll take a taxi to sko0l today. it wld be rather nice to reach early." and so i went to wait in front of the still-closed polyclinic opposite my hse to wait for a taxi.

its like all the available taxis dun wann to stop for me. i hailed franctically as the watch ticked. 6.40. fuck sitll no taxi. 6.45. man where had all the cabs go? 7.00. the streets lights went out. 7.10. called the comfort hotline to book BUT STILL no taxi available. LIKE WHAT THE HECK MAN ARENT THEY SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THERE FOR PPLE WHO RUSHING?

by the time it reached about 7.15, there was this taxi that made a u-turn. however the light on top wasnt on. so i was like losing hope. until it stopped in front of me and the side window pulled down. "jurong secondary?" the lady that was sitting beside the driver asked. i nodded and they told me to get in.

it turned out that they had actually wannted to drive me to school even though they had planned to go home. thank GOD. in the taxi, the couple asked alot of questions. eg" why did u hail a taxi this late?" or "will they scold or punish if u reach school late?". all i answered were vague replies. somehow today wasn't my lucky day. and accident happened up front this street and there was heavy traffic.

realising that i wld definitely be late today, i thought that there was no point going to school cos i had been later like 3 times alreadi, and if i was late again i wld definitely be given a yellow form. so i decided not to go to school. i told the couple to drop me at chinese garden. they sounded concerned. "are u sure ure gonna do this?" they asked me. i nodded my head and and paid the driver. however the driver was real nice and he onli took $3 from me although the meter was like $5. "i can't take money from you if i didn't reach ure destination. its okay i'll just take $3 from you."

and then i took the mrt back home. my house was real quiet since the family was like still half asleep. i smsed my sister inside to open the door, and she let me in. my sister was studying in ITE clementi campus, so her lessons starts at 9. eventually i got in and was like wondering how am i supposed to tell my parents.

my dad was the second to spot me in the living room in my uniform. i told him about it and he said i shldn do it nemore. at about 8 i went to the polyclinic to get an MC to excuse myself for today's absense in school. wow. i didn't noe i was sick. i got a huge quantity of antibodies and pills from the pharmacy.

den i returned home and it was time for mum's questions. lol parents are damn funny. dun they have like an information machine so they noe what's going on from each other?

well i spent the day in front of the computer or laying on the sofa watching tv. its real boring lor.

oh i wan to talk about another thing. its about my friend qing quan.

hais he really did pissed me off last saturday. actually we had decided to go catch a movie on friday since its a half day to celebrate the end of our common tests. but qingquan was going out with SC pple so we had to postpone to saturday and stay at home for the holiday. FUCK. STAY AT HOME ON A HALFDAY? THAT IS SO WASTED.

gladly the day went past and it was saturday. me was anticipating to go out BUT DENN AH THE ASS SAID THAT HE CANT GO OUT TODAY. damnit. i made the decision to call off everything since it was so messy.

its all his fault. man he is such a coward. i mean i can totally understand if he do this like once but ITS EVERYDAY IN SCHOOL. he dun make any comments about stuff and all he do is keep quiet. whereas he dun write in our QATS DIARY and only read it. so its like we are giving him our preciousses and he is keeping his own.

another point is he dun stand up for us AT ALL. it had been like the 3rd year but we always hear nothing from him saying that we are his friends. we are more like a "shelter" . he cld be like with the SC once he noes them and abandon us, and wld be like running back to us if he was not needed. as if we are his tools.

im so freaking pissed off right now. aarthi maybe ure right. we are the only two that cares for each other and the group. hais we are so damn pathetic.