i totally dun get it. we had been calling each other sarcarstic remarks. even aarthi was against her. but just today, she had been ice-skating with her and her sister. aarthi told me that she had a soft side. so she made up with her. shld i too?

i dun have any reasons to talk to her now. i mean i scolded her a bitch and everything. but aarthi told me about what her mum told her. she is facing a worst situation right now, and even if there were differences, we shld stay as casual friends since we are her only friends. at that very moment, i was hit by guilit. true she is lonely and the world isnt really perfect for her. but the very thinking of patching up with her brings up the bad memories i had with her. i cant make up my mind.

then jill told me about the hindi school thing today. she said that mythili waved at her and everything. but jill was damn cold to her. right. we are now like treating her the way she was treating us back then. but if we continue like this, the impact will still stay like that. shld we continue with this kind of attitude towards her?

hais anyway i helped with lokie's blog templating today. at his house, he spilled his problems to me. well its really kinda bad for him. since his parents are like that. and erh his life is not real perfect either. i should also stay beside him and helped him along. yes oh ya we bitched about how rachel ann (philipines's idol) was copying mariah and everything and we even quarrelled with youtube-cum-rachel fanns. lol we named her the chicken slaughter queen. and oh lokie showed me all the videos where mariah sang an 7th octave. in fact i've asked him to burn me a cd full of songs sung by mariah carey throughout the years. thanks dude. i might appreciate u and mariah.

after leaving, i rushed all the way to the coffee shop near my house cos my mum told us that we are supposed to be there at 8 for dinner. i reached upon seeing myy family already started on dinner without me. we finished at about 10 and went home.

my mum gave us IQ tests at home. there was this toothpicks thing where we was supposed to get 2 squares when a number of toothpicks were taken out. i scored first for the first test while my sister grasped the champ for the second. coolness games.

hais still pondering on whether i shld still accept her back. was i mean and harsh? was i rreally that bad to her? but she was mean towards me too. its so confusing.

aww my heads hurts. oh btw pple i added the links of my past archives so u guys shld look when u want to noe okay. oh and linked candis too. XD.