hais... i din go for sec 3 camp. actually it was because of yesterday. somehow.

yesterday we went to my cousin's house, so like at about 6.40, our dad was downstairs waiting for us to come down. and yep because a long time back, i had an arguement with my parents because of my phone's earpiece thingie. i took my mothers' den like we argue over it la. i offered mine because it was one side. well actually my mum listens softly to radio and only on the bus which is about 5 bus stops away to her work, which she wld then leave in her bag for her worktime, eg. 10 - 9. well as for me, i listens my lound mp3s and radio, and i listen like whenever. so like its better for me to take a 2-sides earpiece than rather take a one sided one.

but no my mother was somehow i think a little mad that i got such a good phone, and i can see that shes using excuses to not let me use the earpiece. well days before i flunked it back at her and stormed into my room, and lie on the bed with the lights off. and then i kept my phone on loudspeaker so that pple in the living room can even hear the loud music. well since i cant have the earpiece, den i shall make some noise then. and well i locked the door. so like within minutes my dad was like knocking on the door asking me to quiet down. well i refused to. and thus my mum came. and she screamed at me and everything, when i opened the door. she said what its too loud. well i listens to loud music, and its her fault the first place that she dun wanna to lend me the phone. so i had the attitude for 3 days straight.

well yep lemme continue with yesterday. in the afternoon both my parents called and asked us to pack our bags as we might need to shower there. well yes we did and they asked about my camping trip which was today. well i told them i wldn be going then they were like oh ok. yepp. and oh they said we might stayover there. they make it sound that wooh we will definitely stay there. turns out later both the sleepover and camp thing nvr really meant to my parents that much.

my dad eventually came and we went down to the car. and so well my dad wasnt listening to the radio, so i asked him to off, cos i dun have the earpiece and i on my phone on loudspeaker at a full blast. den he's like not happy and go on loud too, when he already said my phone was noisy. well whos noisy now? well during the journey, i nvr did lowered down, whereas he kept figeting with the volume like kinda stupidity trying to cover my volume. and yes other pple in the car such as my sisters were kinda annoyed, and told me to lower down. den i was like wth it was my dad who made the volume thingie worse (it was okay when it was just me listening). so nvm.

so my dad parked the car in the carpark behind the place my mum works. and yep when he left the car and only me and my sisters in the car, i off the volume so that i can listen to my phone in peace. and den he came back after awhile and den he go put up the volume and left again. WTH. U GO NEED TO ON THE RADIO FOR WHAT. so i go turn it down again. and yep

soon my mum came. den my dad go complain to my mum. WELL IM NOT IN THE WRONG. WTH. but yes parents always think they are right. den they were like in carhoots scolding me. i kept my temper though. dun wanna start a fight. whereas i still keep the phone on.

they scolded me like all the way to my cousin's house. den i was like got off the car and slammed the door real hard, and went to the gate. so was like i ran up the stairs so that i can avoid my parents. den yepp i met up with my cousins and everything. we had fun wrestling and joking as usual. den it was time to go home. den my sister was like crying cos she wanna sleep there. den i was like pouting too. den in the end my sis got to stay. den they said i cant stay cos i tml have to camp. WTH I TOLD THEM I WLDN BE GOING TO CAMP LIAO. den yes well its kinda irritating. but i nvr really yearned to stay there. well it was okay for me. so yea ok then i will go home. DEN THEY NAG IN THE CAR SAY WHAT MY ATTITUDE AND EVERYTHING. OH PLEASE LOH LIKE I TOLD THEM EVEN BEFORE GOING THERE THAT I WLD NOT BE GOING TO THE CAMP. den they said what restrictions and everything. den say my school no good. PARENTS ARE NOT ALWAYS RIGHT EITHER. then my mum said what "one day u take allowance from us, one day we own u" LIKE WE HER SLAVE. well what U DUN HAVE TO THREATEN ME WITH MONEY. i kept quiet most of the time. when i was like screaming inside. well WATEVA. I FELT LIKE SCREAMMING AT THEM TAT IF I TAKE THEIR MONEY MEANT I M THEIR SLAVE, DEN I RATHER GO WORK MYSELF. den i was like supposed to be waken up and go for camp.

i really hated talking at that time. so it was like when i reached home, i went into my room, on the aircon, slammed the door, off the lights and jumped into my bed and locked the door. i almost felt like crying, but no i didn't. well it was no use crying. like i knew they dun treat me like their son. so yepp i slept in my bed even when i nvr really changed out of my clothes or brushed my teeth.

i kept the door locked the whole time. and when i was sleeping i had this real strange dream. a dream about me standing alone in empty space. den the whole place was white. i was sinking. and friends were trying to pull me out. and yes den i woke up at about 6. well at that time i changed out of my clothes. cos the house was so damn quiet and asleep. and well den i brought a whole bottle into my room so i wldn get thirsty and go out of the room to take water. i have to act tough. so yepp.

in the morning i din get up and go for camp. den at about 9. i hear scruffying of keys trying to unlock the door. i pretended to sleep. it was cool cos after about 45 minutes the person outside still hadnt managed to open the door. i love my room. by den there were bangings on the door. so i ignored the first 3 counts. so at the 4th count i pretended to be sheepish and ask who was banging the door and everything, u noe like how anyone wld be annoyed woken up. my dad asked me my school's number, and i meant scream-ask. and hais. i said i dunt noe and pretended to sleep again.

the second key trying to open the door was heard again. this time i got out of my bed and opened the door. it was my father. and i asked what. den he said he called my school and they expect a letter for my absense of the camp. i was like wateva. and closed the door again. locking it.

they, both of my parents left the house at 10. i opened the door. and well i on 2 computers. well i did alot of slacked stuff. and yes i on till like 7. well not 9 hours straight though. there were intervals of rest. i uploaded songs in my phone. and well i also edited aarthi's blog template. and i edited mine. and i did a few more stuff. and well then my dad came home. den i din greet him. den like he ignored me and everything. hais i dun care already. well he was like trying to taunt me and became real nice to my sister. i dun really care though. i just continued with my laptop thing.

now its 9. i guess my mum and i gonna start another cold war again once she comes home. hmm..

i dun put high hopes on seeing a shooting star anymore.