IM SICK OF YOU ALL. SCRAM. I DUN WANNA HEAR ALL URE CRAP.

NUMBUH ONE. SHE. STINKS. I DUN NEED U. TREAT URE FRIENDS LIKE GOLD. THEY ASK U EAT SHIT U EAT SHIT. THEY LIKE THIS ONE U ALSO LIKE THIS ONE. CRAP U. AND LIKE U ALWAYS LIE. LIE AND LIE. TALK DIFFERENTLY THAN WHAT REALLY HAPPENED. DEN ALL BLAME ME LAH. U SHIT. SCREAM ALL YOU WAN. SIDE WITH THEM. YESTERDAY U EVEN BEGGED ME TO JUST TELL U STH. BECAUSE OF A FRIEND. I HAD ENUFF. I DUN WANNA HEAR URE REASONS NO MORE.

NUMBUH TWO. SHE. U THINK WHAT. MONEY BEARER AH. CONTROL ME WITH MONEY AGAIN LAH. I HAD ENUFF. AND I THOUGHT. U ACTUALLY CARE. AND I THOUGHT. U WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MORE THOUGHTFUL. EVER SINCE THAT TALK. ABOUT HOW U WAS HURT. ABOUT HOW U THNK U WAS WRONG. ABOUT HOW U WANNA DO UP TO IT. ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED. GUESS I WAS WRONG. LOOK AT THE ATTITUDE U SHOWED ME TODAY. NO MORE. I DUN WANNA CARE ANYMORE. AND I THOUGHT STUDYING WILL EASE URE HEARTACHES MORE. I WANNA DO YOU PROUD. BUT WHAT NOW.

NUMBUH THREE. HE. U FREAKINGLY GO AWAY LAH. SHIT YOU. ALWAYS SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD. I TREAT OTHERS WHEN THEY TREAT ME THE SAME WAY FIRST. HAVE U EVER THOUGHT U WAS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING. DEN WHY THE RESTRICTIONS. WHY THE KEEPING OF WIRES AND STUFF. U WANNA CONTROL. BUT HAVE U EVER THOUGHT ABOUT US. LIKE HOW WILL WE SURVIVE. LIKE U. ALWAYS SMOKE OUTSIDE. EVERYTHING WORRY ABOUT URE MONEY THAT IS. IF THATS THE CASE. WHY DO U EVEN PRETEND TO CARE. LIKE HOW U SHOUTED IN MY EAR. I DUN WANNA LISTEN. AND I PULLED THE PHONE AWAY. WHATS WRONG ABOUT ME NOT LISTENING. COS I'VE LISTENED ENUFF. THE CRAP U SAID. THE STUFF U ALL BARKED ABOUT. I DUN WANNA LISTEN ANYMORE.

SOMEDAY. SOMEDAY IM GONNA LEAVE. IM GONNA DESTROY MYSELF. MY HEART IS ALREADY IN PIECES. WHATS THE DIFFERENCE. U POKE MORE THORNS IN THE PIERCED HEART. AND WHEN IM RECOVERING. U BREAK ME DOWN EVEN MORE. IM GONNA LEAVE SOMEDAY.

SHAWN IS DEAD. DEAD ON 1ST OF APRIL. DEAD. SOLELY DEAD. AS HE WALKS TO THE HELL ATTENDANCE LIST. SOBBING AND WEEPING. THE PAST FLASHES IN FRONT OF HIM. AND HE WAVES THE PICTURES AND FLASHBACKS. DESTROYING EVERYTHING. AND NOW HE'S AN ORPHAN. A DEAD ORPHAN. AN ORPHAN WHO SHLDN HAVE BEEN BORN.

ALL THE TALK ABOUT RESPECT. NO ONE RESPECTED ME. AND NOW IM GONE. GOODBYE.