I feel like a total drag. And no I'm not trying to impersonate anyone. Suddenly, i feel that everything that is spinning around me is turning its back against me. They all seemed so.. ironic. Pretending to be the ones who really care. Why?
I can see that everyone is struggling to survive in this hard and cold world. To them, maybe its never a cool realm where they could relax and be themselves. Its so dreadful. Its hell. But why do they pretend?
I guess I may never know.