So I was constructive & chose of all days, today to go and queue for a good 3&a half hours for donuts.
...


WHOAH like haha the contrast of the neighbouring shops.


But anyway they still taste like heaven & I don't bear to even stare at them for too long.
Aiyah at the end of it all it's still worth it.
After that went home at like 5plus after eating longjohn with herman & cailing, & into operation.
It was a heck of a hassle because everything was kinda rushed and messy.
Yeah so it went er, smoothly?
Then dropped by cheryl house to have a veerrrrrry good laugh about stuff.
I WANT ALL MY PICTURES FROM CAILING!
I realised I had been so stiff about life can.
LPS makes me laugh ohsomuch, especially fiza!
I WANT MORE GATHERINGS LIKE THIS I CAN LAUGH TIL MY FACE TURNS BLUE MY SALIVA SPILLS OUT & MY TEARS ALL SPURT- BUT ITS ALL WORTH IT!
I'm so broke & so behind with my revision. But I think still going out with baby darling tomorrow.
BON VOYAGE CHERYL FOR YOUR TRIP TO GENTING TOMORROW.
Sucks man to know that study camp resumes tomorrow.
ONE WEEK HAS PASSED AND ITS SO OH MY FUCKING GOD.
It feels good to blog everyday. Oh live life to its fullest man!
edit at 1.09am.
It's so late but I'm not yet asleep, because MICHEAL BUBLE IS SO KEEPING ME AWAKE.
I think he's a charming guy but people think he's fat.
Oh & looking through past archives of his blog. Don't know why either.
(dedicated to you.)
It sucks oh so badly to remember, it sucks oh so badly to recall.
It sucks oh so badly to know its no more.
August 2006 was so naive.
But ten months later everything has already looong changed.
I don't like the promise to myself to move on.
Let's rebounce if you agree to.
JOHNNY DEPP ROCKS MY SOCKS.
12:17 AM /
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I think rani is so much cooooler than seeto. Tsk fancy giving us so much assignments when she didn't even cover development as well as rani.
One day I'm going to die of so much worrying.
People around me are either falling down or desolating themselves one by one.
Pained me that nothing I can do to stop it.
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!
JOHNNY DEPP IS SO FUGLY OMG CUTE.
Please don't call me gay.



I think my constant "WHHOO"-ing during the movie irritated everyone especially jingwen, though not herman because he thinks its so fucking cool to "WHHOO" that openly.
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I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest,
Tried to be, everything that you've ever wanted.
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter,
Tried to be, everything but you...
HAWK NELSON - EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER WANTED.
I think it's so going to bloody rain tomorrow since there's going to be so many people burning incense.
OH THAT REMINDS ME, HAHA MS TANG'S
"Burning stick empty out thought".
SHEEEEETYOU hahaha that slangg teacher who butchered the beautiful english language.
No one knows where I'm going tomorrow but yay more surprises definitely popping up.
I feel like a failure, like I'm so useless.
Not like I'm depressed or angry, just all messed up.
This applies to all that knows shawn.
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The bug from the car.
2:36 PM /
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I'm currently deprived of my freedom promptly because of the stupid aftereffect feverish state I'm in now from lack of sleep for ols yesterday.
Oh well I so can imagine the world being decimated in those zombies scenarios, & can't get it out of my head.
& additonaly, since I like marvel mutants so much, the idea of marvel zombies irks & awes me at the same time.
To be honest, I have zombie-phobia; I'm very easily intimidated by them.
On the contrary, I find other supernatural elements such as ghosts & vampires & werewolves super cool though.
They aren't as bad as zombies.
If one day the street is filled with walking dead, I'm going to be so dead, since I live on the third floor and the stairs are just beside my unit, & my room has windows open for the corridor.
Not the point. Jackjack is falling sick too- the way he's heating up like so strongly & the slight smell of charcoal coming from in.
He's so going to bust out sooner or later, now that the USB fan doesn't help.
I have a cut on my left thumbtoe.
But anyway, cheryl's online so I now have the pictures taken during cultural pot.
Erm an awkward couple? screw my height lah, fiza has to bend -,-
Retard + Blurness = Bigger Retard.
I took this when they weren't looking & while I was experimenting with the cam.
I know you all think I looked adorable.
Nice smiles eh.
Ugly.
Uglier.
Ugliest.
Fiza is happily cam-whoring.
Omg cheryl looks so kawaii in this picture can.
This is how big the dance society is. Three performances by three different groups.
With flash & without.
I forgot suddenly that I'm not photogenic, haha.
Eh both opera & internet explorer sucks lah.
Both also don't allow me to blog in peace.
Oh yeah I remember the bug from the car yesterday! SEE I wasn't lying can.
NAIMA THINKS IM UNGLAM FOR PUTTING MY FEET UP.
WCP mac in like 2hours? Amaths to catch up & biology to be done.
edit at 6.56pm.
OMG I THINK MY FRIEND IS SO KANJITEH LMAO.
funny shit.
Labels: controversy, pictures
So I went to school goddamn early like nobody's business today.
Didn't help & I was like finished the whole papers early then slept.
Sidenote, never go toilet during an olevel exam.
After that went to meet charmaine at jurong east, then went all the way down to raffles for an attempt at donuts.
Got none because the line is bloody long & we don't have time.
So we pondered over looking for a place to dine, like we both are so bloody famished.
Subway, burgerking, wanton noodles.
Then finally decided on sakae at west mall.
After that I went home & got dressed.
HAHA I know jackjack is slow but still I'm using it.
Went to herman's house & he's so not bloody dressed.
Hellforce lagged like shit even on his comp.
Soon we went to cheryl's place, & on the way I bought both whatever & anything.
Seriously I think the advertisments they put on busstops are lame & not convincing.
I'm just curious & fond of the idea of having random drinks, like if you don't know what to choose then just pick WHATEVER & ANYTHING.
Cheryl's dog is cute, it wants to drink my ANYTHING.
Went to cultural pot in her dad's awesome merc.
Dance society rocks, then we went to bukit batok at around 10plus to have supper.
Aah sent afizah home then reached home at around 12.40am.
My sister sucks lah I think jackjack's adaptor is going to bust sooner or later again the way she's always dragging it out of my room when I'm not around.
Some pictures to go with the post.

His message appeared & mine didn't.

wasted journey & no donuts.

didn't want the waitresses to clean it up.

haha I have no reason to smile.
Aah fuck. Cheryl has all the awesome camshots of me and fiza during cultural pot.
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I think I'm so foolish & stupid.
Like yes I'm so stupid haha.
It sucks to know everything.
Stop squeezing shit out of me. I don't know everything.
Why do I feel so hurt in the end;
I know you are going to blame yourself again,
But don't.
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Msn sucks shit I don't want to login anymore.
Herman owes me 1.20.
Shit, I have study camp tomorrow.
My 2nd right toe hurts.
So much betrayal, so much confusion.
I rest my case. Doesn't concern me.
Gombak here I come, another moodless day to go.
& I think it's not worth to cry.
She says how much it meant
How much it instilled,
How much it hurts
How deceiving our hearts can be
Throwing the world into a state of dilemma
At first it does pained
Then suddenly they hurt alot lesser
Til it doesnt matter.
Don't worry.
I'll keep you locked in my head until we meet again, this time for sure.
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looking through jingwen's past posts and found this.
http://www.friendster.com/photos/34323990/0/997621240#pic=0380962312
highlights, photo 18, 22 & 26.
Seriously don't click it if you can't take it.
I so pity her, why doesn't anyone tell her that she's ugly & her photoediting sucks shit?
(zomg does she even use photoshop? paint lar hor paint.)
Bullshit narcissist.
Society black sheep.
msn sucks so I don't want to login and get kicked out anymore.
Edit 10.39pm.
Right so being the middleperson totally sucks shit.
It's like you get yourself in trouble because you wanted to help.
The whole plan to study out crashed, & someone owes me a drink because I wasn't somewhere.
Studying at gombak was unproductive today.
My bitches & bastards message didn't appear so I was really disappointed.
The kick-ass 7-pointer bigshot keep making fun of me so I made fun of him back.
HAHA something funny happened. I planned to jog in gombak stadium with jionghong in the evening. I wore three-quarter pants & slippers though, but that's not the point.
S: Eh, why here got so many spectators ah?
J: Don't care lah. Eh where you want to start?
S: There lor, the white line there. (-points at the line in the middle of the track)
J: Okay. We walk there first ah.
*walked like the spectators don't matter*
S: LOL I feel so paiseh like got so many people watching me run with three-quarter.
J: ... Okay reaching already.
S: Okay, on the count of three ah. One.. Two.. Th-
Then suddenly, a guy wearing collar and sunglasses stepped out and attempted to stop us.
B (B for booch. I don't like him.): Eh what you all doing in the middle of the track. Don't you know that we're having a race here??!
Yes ZOMG cheebye fuck.
SERIOUSLY we should have figured that out like as we walked up the path seeing so many people wearing superman-fit pants strolling down.
So we awkwardly left the place never looking back, cursing how embarrasing all these were.
Then we just run around this very big district and I jogged barefooted since the slippers were too noisy.
-,-
OLS TOMORROW I'M FREAKING SCARED.
Screw those that are taking higher mother tongue lah, especially MR L1R5 7-POINTER BIGSHOT.
Which by the way I'm going to still see tomorrow and come up with an excuse why I wouldn't be able to return him his 20bucks.
today was a loooong day, and tomorrow will be longer, not just because it's the ols.
edit again at 11.33pm.
I know I stink & I should just go freaking bathe and sleep.
but donuts are as important as ols!
"Remember, it's your donuts we care, & your emotions we share."
& YES I'M THIS DESPERATE.
MS CHARMAINE don't want to queue tomorrow anymore!
I'm so heartbroken! :'(
Okay. You know about the as important part, I'm just kidding.
You can't get a job with donuts.
Haha i'm so going to die tomorrow.
BUT WHO CARES. AFTER THAT IS HELLFORCE & CULTURAL POT.
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Oh sheesh I stink so badly right now. Palms are all bruised & legs are all dried-mudded.
Went to school in the morning for chinese lesson, then left school, taking the same bus with pengyang & jialin.
It's kinda funny because I stoned home for awhile doing nothing when jingwen is rushing me -.-
2 STACKS OF CHINESE MATERIAL like whoaahh.
Jingwen says gombak unproductive so travelled to yewtee mac after an lastminute decision.
Studied until like 6plus with chinese chinese chinese. I'm kinda ecstatic to finish copying the 9 jianbaos teacher asked us to copy.
All three of us went crazy, then cailing went home for awhile to bathe & get guitar.
Change of mind & went to cailing's void deck to slack.
GUITAR IS SO HARD TO PLAY.
Like for first-timers, you have to put this finger here & that finger there.
So I did... & the sound came out awfully wrong unlike what cailing can play.
NEED PRACTICEEEEEEE GUITAR LESSONS AFTER OLS!
Continued slacking here & there playing here playing there becoming mad people so funnnnnnn.
To mimic & sing they all thought I was crazy. No life. -,-


CAN'T FIND WHATEVER & ANYTHING. Find this 7-eleven find that 7-eleven but to no avail. Even fair price. They liars, put signs saying get your whatever/anything here but all no stock like whatthehell TAKE IT OFF.
So headed home listening to your guardian angel.
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I can't help it but say that I'm numb.
Already independent, since I feel almost nothing.
To judge people of what they are is not good.
Just like you admire the rose without noticing its thorns.
This is why some of us stay ignorant without knowing that we are hated or despised,
& gets hurt in the end to find out the truth.
We are all selfish, aren't we?
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I'm clueless over what's going to happen tomorrow.
Dad's mad because he wants to eat macdonalds but don't know how much six piece nuggets costs.
IN 2 MORE DAYS.
Labels: outings, tanntheheart
I think I'm such an honest person to go straight to say "I did very badly this time round",
Placing the report card on the desk in front of my mom while she was watching the television & leave.
Though she didn't say anything otherwise, I'm currently very guilty to be incapable of presenting the results she wanted.
Yeah she's more grades-minded so actually the big jump in positions didn't help.
I feel so moodless these few days.
Chinese Ols are so nearing and I have 9 specimen papers to do,
not forgetting assesments and additional materials to copy & read.
No sleep later, and chinese remedial tomorrow.
I'm actually glad that there is, gives me more security to hoping to score.
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I'm so going to be a dancer in JC.
Mommy teaches me to dream big and score big.
But the OSCAR job program says otherwise.
3 DISTINCTIONS FOR PRELIMS!
DONUTS TOMORROW!
& CHINESE OLS IN 3 MORE DAYS.
Blogger is so asshole, like minutes after I posted I can see it.
Labels: happenings
resentment
6:55 PM /
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Oh YEAH GREAT IDEA REPORT CARD all your fuck'd up results all in one piece of paper.
I'm so not looking forward to the days to pass.
Labels: happenings
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
CCA phototaking today, didn't like it very much either.
3 free periods today after mothertongue.
Yes I'm so gonna fail for mothertongue I suppose.
Napped for like 3 hours and thought I can miss dinner.
But obviously not.
I HAVE DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL & AUGUSTANA ALL THANKS TO JONAH!
Sadly, I'll never understand you anymore.
Isn't it funny, that we're still playing with this silence.
Labels: random
Don't you all agree that adults should act their own age?
Life's so unfair.
How can they be so lenient on her when they were so strict on me, when I was her age?
Fuck smokers.
Curse them to get cancer man. I'd always find them walking in front of me.
Yew tee's just like a maze (:
Oh how I loved it when I'm walking alone and suddenly the phone goes black.
Then I won't have to worry about waiting for things to get to me.
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Oh god I think I'm falling sick all thanks to somebody.
Haha I think I'm crazy enough to forget.
Like walk all the way back home from school please.
STOP EATING SO MUCH, SHAWN\
chinese sucks chinese sucks chinese sucks 5 more days.
I want more chinese lessons, no this all isn't enough.
Don't pretend you'll ever forget about me.
Edit:
I REJECTED A DONUT JUST NOW. omg.
all for the sake of diet.
Just so you know, this obligation always rounded up to nothing.
I can so forget about it.
Labels: controversy
They say ignorance is a bliss.
To hell with that.
I don't like staying & not knowing what's going on.
It's like, I don't know, I don't matter?
Sometimes I get so flustered with what others have and I don't, & becomes so pissed to even lose myself.
I don't know who's my friend anymore.
It's like now I'm becoming more and more wary of who I get close with,
'cos unless it's somebody who knows what you think, shares your fears, make you smile,
You know they will hurt you sooner or later.
Staying as an individual is better than seemingly becoming a sidekick.
Sorry, I've learnt not to trust.
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A lot of nerves-breakdown and tears shedded these few days huh. The post-exam aftershock, the time to relax and reflect, makes you wanna just dread the rest of the days you'll have to spend in school before your hiatus starts.
I can't believe everyone I know is turning into a hypocrite.
It's whole lot different to what's inside and outside the plastic body.
Photoshooting took place today, 'cos mr lee was absent yesterday.
It's amusing why I don't yearn for it even though it's our last shoot together.
I want CHINESE OLS to end soon!
I want to get more donuts!
I want to get my blue tie!
I want cultural pot!
I want holidays to come!
I want nightouts-movies marathon!
I want to go town!
Hahaha, & what a day to rain.
Labels: tanntheheart
Totally felt a sense of satisfaction queueing 2 whole hours for DONUTS with fanny.



They taste so heaven, that I can still taste that one piece fanny shared with me just now.
Oh my goodness 2 hours is so short compared to what the others queued for!

I'm so kana-dead for the untouched chinese tution homework.
Tution starts at like 7?
& My teacher is already here 'cos my sister's before me.
Oh shit the guiltiness.
The reason why was because I don't want to force it.
Edit:
People often digress to avoid.
Gahh I can't bear to eat the donuts!
CULTURAL POT AFTER OLS; MORE DONUTS NEXT TUES!
in a week's time.
Labels: happenings, pictures
OH HAHA I'm so not going back skating, since it's hurting the arc of my feet badly.
& I didn't go to town, and went study group briefly because cousins are over at my house.
What a bummer, watching D.Gray-Man, John Tucker, Aeon Flux & Ace Ventura.
So I have a load of chinese homework waiting for me right now.
I'm going to be in so deep shit.
Yes I think I'm going to get my tie tomorrow, afizah pangseh-ed me.
& To start scrimping my pocket money, I shall eat one oatbar each recess.
They're sweet, they're energy & oh my god they're also lactose.
BUT WHO CARES I'm so totally not caring.
I want those exceptional GODIVA chocolates now more than anything else.
Gary is getting oldddddd! He thought my msn nick was talking ab
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Please don't tell me that it was true.
Please don't tell me that it was.
Please don't tell me that.
Please don't tell me.
Please, don't.
Please don't tell me that it was.
Please don't tell me that.
Please don't tell me.
Please, don't.
I don't want to believe my ears, but those memories.
To believe what happened then is now making me so confused and disgusted, ironically.
Shit you, and whatever you did that for.
---
I actually planned to continue, but the thoughts had just pulled me away from the crave.
Labels: outings, tanntheheart
Obviously, I didn't score well for midyears.
... so quit discussing it when we're towning!
It's displeasing to hear about how well the others fare when you know you didn't accomplished enough, seriously.
But anyway bought a new top today for the nanhua's cultural pot.
GONNA GET IT STRAIGHT AFTER CHINESE OLS!
Long-awaited skating tomorrow with qien.
Gahh, I swear i'm gonna go broke at this rate, and have mom having her bitch fit all over me.
Tsk, so much for retail therapy.
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I am a stubborn asshole.
I knew that from always caring for you.
Though not supposed to.
I wish the sky would portray a darker blue today.
'Cos this surely won't be the last time i'm getting hurt.
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BACK TO MUGGING TOMORROW.
like 9 more days.
Edit:
I'm so indecisive yeah? So tomorrow I'm still going back to town to get my one blue tie!
Tution teacher just sent me one whole page long of chinese homework, what the fuck.
I can't believe I started crying again reading that one long post.
Oh yeah, still going to study group after skating and towning!
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When I need you, you're almost here.
& I know that's not enough.
And when I'm with you, I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.
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Labels: outings
"YEAHYEAH to request for songs and dedications,
dial 999-I-WNA-HEAR-THT-FREAKING-SONG! "
I have no idea why we decided to be become professional lameshit deejays.
The whole CCA wasn't even listening to us -.-
Midyear score shit was so depriving.
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I know you're still upset with me.
I know precisely why you always acted like a loner everytime.
I don't know why I keep feeling remorseful of this.
Smile, & cheer up.
I guess a part of me still cares.
& it totally sucks because I don't know you anymore.
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I'm a fool yes.
Labels: tanntheheart
I think I'll just upload pictures taken these few days.

Ben & Jerry's special.

Because we wanted to induce amylase.

I told you guys they were all white.

My nose bleeded like whoah yesterday.

I don't know why I took this picture.

THE AWESOME-LOOKING FIRETRUCK.

Jialin's a bad UNO stackler.

sentosa

Women are a puzzler.
They tell you they wanted to sit skyride, but are afraid to look while on them.
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I've removed your comments, cynthia, because I don't think you're fit to scold nick for scolding me, especially when you mentioned about being rude to your senior.
You had to get your problems solidfied, because you've made a big mess for mervin.
I had my reasons for removing your link.
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Cailing's sick so I get to stay at home instead, napping.
&Oh yeah my L1R5 for midyear's 31. Biggggg accomplishment yeah.
Retail therapy on Saturday.
& I'm getting chemistry tution like soon.
TWO HOURS OF MOTHER TONGUE EACH DAY KILLING ME SOFTLY.
12 more days.
Labels: pictures
I know I shouldn't have just gone vivo straight after school,
but the thoughts of going through the same fuck'd up papers is just so arghh.
frankly, they are THIS BAD.
So let's not talk about it rights.
Anyway, if you want to ask what's wrong with my blog and why I've been receiving so much annoying assaults.
If you're all so CURIOUS to find out.
Well here's my story then.
Yes this blog was made off a layout which I didn't come up with.
I'll admit it was rude to use it without his permission.
But the point is it already happened.
So if you guys keep condemning me for this, I'd probably had nothing more to say to you.
So be it I have no shame.
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Today's dress code was UNIFORM-ed.
But everybody's white except for me, until amelia came that is.
The plot was, intriguing to me, since harry shouldn't be dead.
He can't be dead, it spoils everything.
I guess there wouldn't be another sequel.
On the bright side, I'm looking forward especially to the other 3 sequels,
Namely PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN, SHREK & OCEAN'S THIRTEEN please.
If god let me has some time off the hectic days to come.
Boohoo for biology.
Labels: controversy, outings
Took today's day off to celebrate jasmine's birthday.
Hope she had her fun and all her resolutions are completed.
I feel like a fucker these days.
Imagining using one layout reference to do an incomplete blogskin,
leave it untouched the next day hoping to finish it the next,
The load of people there would be to defend that one reference.
Apologies to nick.
If he is still as offended.
I'll still love my blog.
Haah I'm still a kid I shall enjoy the rest of my naivety-filled years.
Watching spiderman 3 tomorrow at vivo again.
Amusing since I'd going there two consecutive days on a school-week.
Edit:
Chinese lessons will be extended to 2 hours per lesson as of thursday in view of the upcoming chinese ols.
Getting back midyear results tomorrow. Yes I'm nervous & excited all the same.
Labels: controversy, happenings
shawn v2
1:21 AM /
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Oh yes.
There you go.
v2 is being left incomplete.
finally.
I'm too tired.
This problem that problem.
This building is screwed.
I think I'm lucky to live on the third floor,
For the fire has affected the whole building and now it's darn pitch-black.
I'll try to wake up early to set the blog in a better condition.
And just playing to the momentum, I think I'm the best to create such a skin in a day.
TOMORROW'S PENGUIN-DAY AT SENTOSA
Labels: happenings
Saturday, May 12, 2007
7:25 PM /
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[ because when the same thing happens all the time, you'll get numb too. ]

I knew I shouldn't have left tanntheheart to rot like this! Haha. I think I'm going to add a wishlist later. Yes yes, since the midyears are unofficially over, (listening compre's on monday) I've cut my nails, resumed styling my hair and have more regular sleeping hours. Yay for shawn!
The whole week was spent on intensive studying and had me to sleep/wake at irregular hours, unfortunately. Even got me stomachache here and there, gastric, almost late for school or even too early. So ridiculous it has become more and more scary. Oh well it has all ended but still can't let guard down though. The horrible chinese Ols will be held in like say 17 more freaking days??!

Okay, I don't recall what happened this week, but MISS PRATA GIRL turned sixteen yesterday eh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIZA!
&she survived 23and1/2 hours of not sleeping.
-claps!
-claps!
Okay so we attempted a major operation for her birthday. Main objective was to touch and make her cry. Yeah so we had everything planned for yesterday and even got an adorable teddy like one week before.
Our plan was to surprise fiza by first telling her that cheryl had a loong fight with kettle and thus made the whole relationship collapse, and asking her whether she can chat with cheryl at fiza's void deck at 8. Meanwhile everyone was supposed to reach at 7, and then we'll surprise her in the midst of their conversation with the gifts and the cake.
Hah i'll elaborate on what exactly happened yesterday alright. Photography is by cheryl because she wanted to take down the whole process. The surprise for fiza was commenced and we all started to busy ourselves.
STEP 1: MATERIALS GATHERING.


Hah those arms were mine because I had the honor of playing with it like back then. It has those I wish I was yours eyes that made the toy so cute.
So yesterday went home straight and got slacky and started playing the computer. Soon herman reached home and everything became rushy. naima went to get the cake alone at je's secret receipe while the both of us waited for her at west mall because we were late. yes lah my fault lah.
yeah so we got our stuff and rushed over to cheryl's place. everything is damn unplanned and rushy, and it was only the three of us.
STEP 2: FOUNDATION OF PRODUCT.




As you can see, all three of us worked very hard & contributed to the foundations of the college that was supposed to make touch the birthday girl. cheryl & herman did the base of that whole thing while I edited the photos that are supposed to be pasted on it.
&soon, all was done, and so we travelled back to west mall again to print the pictures and bought more materials which we were lacking.
STEP 3: DINNER/PRINTING PHOTOS.


Oh did I say that we travelled here in cheryl's dad car. IT'S WAS A TOTALLY AWESOME EXPERIENCE & BOO FOR FIZA FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO RIDE IN IT! HAHAHA the car has like 3 television and the top can be opened, still carrying the new car smell. Hahh.
&so we reached west mall and met up with kettle at around 5plus. We went to print the photos and also ate at the foodcourt. I swear we were all dying from hunger from the exhausting start. So well then we ate up and refueled ourselves. HAH FOOD NEVER TASTED THIS DELICIOUS BEFORE.
Then we went to get chocolates for this milk bottle thing. OH also called azh to buy pratas to use as a decoy for the cake. Plus I owed her prata so more reasons to get her as a disappointment.
After getting what we wanted, we went to the bus stop and waited impatiently for the 176 bus. Sadly none appeared even after waiting for 15minutes plus. So without wasting more time, we cabbed back to cheryl's place. Haha cheryl cabbed a third time already, while me and herman's second times.
STEP 4: RESUMING MANUFACTURING.
By the time we reached back home, jiong hong azh & charmaine were waiting for us outside. Then we wasted no time and after briefing everyone what's the plan, we started to do the collage.




the college almost finished!
Yeah tough time doing up everything. we had to call off the meeting at afizah's place and make it at cheryl's place instead, because the collage took a long time to finish. Plus in the midst of it all we planned an act and thus everything was kinda crammed. Jolin came to join us despite having her cca which dragged till very long. Soon we were able to finish the college.
STEP 5: THE ACT.
Yesyes! haha too bad one picture we took before we proceeded on is with jolin, and she isn't online yet. :( ohwell as I was saying, after we finished the collage, apparently cheryl has to leave because afizah was here. Then the rest of us started planning everything well we listened on the muted phone over how cheryl was talking to afizah.
Hah soon the act went on. We all went out subsequently with different items, placing it on the garden table where cheryl and afizah were still chatting. Well it was kinda funny because we are all supposed to be emotionless and make her surprised that we are all here. Then we brought out the finished collage and cake.
Haha cheryl got her well tricked because she seriously didn't know what was happening! Soon she realised what happened and we all sang her a birthday song. Too bad she didn't cry because she found the prata funny when she was about to. What disappointment :/

THAT LUCKY GIRL LAH.


& US ALL!
We all stayed and spent the remaining hours of her birthday with her till like 12am. Wendy and yihui joined us and we watched step up! HAHAH yeah fiza & jolin were especially crazy and danced to the movie. Then we watched friends BUT THEY ALL THOUGHT IT WAS IT THAT MADE ME SO HORNY. -.- Ohwell we soon left and walked all the way home.
Yeah that's about it. I lent all my dvds I brought to zhihao and herman, while jiong hong got my harddisk full of prison break season 1 and 2. I reached home and actually wanted to blog, but went to bathe and slept instead. Lazy ah lazy :X. So in conclusion, the operation was half a success lah. Fiza is touched and we were all happy for her. SIXTEEN ALREADY LAH BIG LAH. We start our own prata shop soon eh! :D
Okay so this whole week:
Overally, I think I did the worst for amaths paper! &bio despite studying more for these two subjects. The rest was all okay but not up to standard too. HAISH how much confidence spent. I'm going to work doubly hard from here onwards as a preparation for my prelims and olevels. If I procrastinate somemore I'm sure to get bad grades in the end :/
Today was supposed to be slacking and so I woke up at like 12plus. Then went online and started playing supermario advance -.- okay because seriously I had nothing better to do. I finished frozen throne for the third time already, and watched all my friends cd. Plus my harddisk with jionghong so I can't watch the movies I've gotten from herman. boohoo.
I think I'm really broke. I have so much stuff to do this week, so much presents to buy. Jasmine's, motherday's, zhihao's etc. And I need to cut hair, buy new phone. Oh broke ah broke till moth fly out from my wallet.
Bleach is getting more and more interesting! So is d.gray-man! &2more worlds to go for supermario before I finish it! Haish they all went to watch spidey3 yesterday, but I didn't managed to go. HOW SAD. SIAN AH I wanna watch pirates & 28days/weeks later & shrek too! more money to be spent!
yeah I need a wishlist. But i'm too lazy to make it now. plus everytime I wna do it, I keep forgetting what I want. And everytime I remember, despite going straight to the comp to jot it down, I'll forget in the end. Wahlaos right. OHWELL I need to go skating with qien next week too.
I think I'm going to end this thing and finish my supermario. Then I can do my tution homework that's due on monday. Wanna start on chinese like soon. Tomorrow there's study group again. YAYNESS LPS love again!
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once a scar
always a scar
you pushed me down and pulled me up
i've become more wary
i've become more prepared.
it happened again
but what am I supposed to do.
yesyes, hot water if touched you feel hot,
will you be a fool and go touch it again?
an attempt to make it all right.
I don't know whether I should try or give up,
because the resolve inside had died out long time ago.
Lovestoned/I think she knows interlude, Justin Timberlake.
REPLY TO TAGS!
CHERYL :] &haha BUT YOU WATCHED SPIDEY3 TODAY ALR. boohoo. YAY FOR BUNNY!
gin &HEYHEY(:
cynthia ¬ even talking about you& I didn't see you.
gary &FOBFOB! but why change to xanga! everyone also change to xanga! hmmm.
Mingqi &HAHA &KATHARINE MCPHEE TOO!
siying &hey!
hui &yay I FINALLY saw my GOODFRIEND AGAIN! haha sorry I ate abit of your dinner!
YAY FINALLY FINISHED WRITING THIS ULTRA LONG POST! longwinded yes but everybit of it oughted to be kept since they were all so warming and photogenic. CHEERS for LPS!
&HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE/ZHIHAO IN CASE I DON'T BLOG!
Stuck between wanting to choose and having to choose.