They say ignorance is a bliss.
To hell with that.
I don't like staying & not knowing what's going on.
It's like, I don't know, I don't matter?
Sometimes I get so flustered with what others have and I don't, & becomes so pissed to even lose myself.
I don't know who's my friend anymore.
It's like now I'm becoming more and more wary of who I get close with,
'cos unless it's somebody who knows what you think, shares your fears, make you smile,
You know they will hurt you sooner or later.
Staying as an individual is better than seemingly becoming a sidekick.
Sorry, I've learnt not to trust.
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A lot of nerves-breakdown and tears shedded these few days huh. The post-exam aftershock, the time to relax and reflect, makes you wanna just dread the rest of the days you'll have to spend in school before your hiatus starts.
I can't believe everyone I know is turning into a hypocrite.
It's whole lot different to what's inside and outside the plastic body.
Photoshooting took place today, 'cos mr lee was absent yesterday.
It's amusing why I don't yearn for it even though it's our last shoot together.
I want CHINESE OLS to end soon!
I want to get more donuts!
I want to get my blue tie!
I want cultural pot!
I want holidays to come!
I want nightouts-movies marathon!
I want to go town!
Hahaha, & what a day to rain.
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