Friday, November 16, 2007

I'm not okay.

1:01 AM / 0 comments


I didn't inflict them on myself on purpose.

They don't hurt anymore, just stings.
I wonder what I should do with this tomorrow when I get to school or work.


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I expected at least a little support from you. Why can't you just do me a little justice as a friend. I'm so disappointed. It felt like. I was such a fool for consulting the wrong person.


& I hadn't eaten dinner.

& I had been in my room for 24 hours straight now. No water, no food, no nothing.

& I'm not hungry nor thirsty nor the urge to get to the bathroom. Don't feel like moving at all.
Just fugly miserable.


I don't know what to do here & I'm feeling so lost.

& I don't think you're even going to give a damn. Fuck, I don't seemed to have existed today.

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