TP magazine lies.




They have cyborgs disguised as smart students.


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I watched this just now.

A great thriller with an unexpected yet heartwarming & touching ending is always a good lullaby before bed.
I don't see dead people but I can go sleep now.

Oh & Ms tang's homework left undone long time ago - the twist. Had I known the answer, I won't be sitting here typing this right now, telling you how amazing the movie was.

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Yeah it's always like me to be so fussy and indecisive, especially when I had to make such a big big turning-point decision like this. For the past 4 days now, I've been scrutinizing about every possible choices I can choose to take, & I can't make up my mind 'cos I'm able to picture my future taking either paths.

So it comes down to this.

Either JJC or MASS COMMUNICATION IN NP.


(But yeah I'd put AC as a first choice for the slightest hope of getting in.)

PROS & CONS.

JC

Pros
- Can transfer to Poly but not the other way round.
- 2 years.
- Can go NS earlier.
- A level more secured to get into a U.
- Can still experience sec life.

Cons
- Much tougher than whatever had been through.
- Risk of retaking another year.
- Tied down more by school rules and stuff.
- Uniforms.
- A level cert can't do much except entry to U. Providing must be scored well.
- Competitive; pitting against smarts.


POLY

Pros
- Project coursework instead of homework.
- Get into NS later.
- No uniforms.
- Independent.
- A profession.
- Diploma can secure a job more than an A level cert.

Cons
- Rare cases and minima of cohort able to get to U.
- 3 Years.
- Can't transfer to JC.
- No flexibility; only one profession.


Last 24 hours to make my decision & it's close to killing me. I need to be convinced by someone to take one side desperately, cos I will sure get into whichever I put as my second choice. Rarhhhh.


Thinking of moving to livejournal/xanga/other blogsites soon.

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There's so much I want to learn right now.

I wanna learn
1) to dance
2) to play the piano
3) to play the guitar
4) to skateboard
5) to surf
6) to play the violin
7) to draw properly
8) to speak/write japanese
9) to parachute
10) to breed seahorses
11) to grow a plant
12) to cook dishes
13) to fix things

& that's only 13 things of the hundreds, if not thousands things I yearn to do.

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HOW TO SAVE A LIFE.

Grown a rekindled liking to the melody, which is rare because I often grow tired of old songs whenever the new ones came.

But yeah this song has a powerful medley. Very inspirational and relaxing. Had been in my playlist for 1 year plus & yet no intention of removing it.

To add on, I also wanna learn to play the chords so I can know how to play it completely and sing to it at the same time. Somehow I have no idea how Slade of The Fray managed to do that.


Version 1.



Version 2.




I love this song still.


Step one, you say, "We need to talk."
He walks, you say, "Sit down, it's just a talk."
He smiles politely back at you,
You stare politely right on through.
Some sort of window to your right, as he goes left and you stay right.
Between the lines of fear and blame, you begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known, how to save a life.

Let him know that you know best, 'cause after all, you do know best.
Try to slip past his defense, without granting innocence.
Lay down a list of what is wrong, the things you've told him all along.
And pray to God he hears you, and pray to God he hears you.

& Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known, how to save a life.

As he begins to raise his voice, you lower yours,
And grant him one last choice.
Drive until you lose the road, or break with the ones you've followed.
He will do one of two things; he will admit to everything,
or he'll say he's just not the same, and you'll begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known, how to save a life.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known, how to save a life.

How to save a life.
How to save a life.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known, how to save a life.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known, how to save a life.

How to save a life.

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FELT LIKE ON SEVENTH HEAVEN,
BECAUSE I WENT ON STAGE & SHOOK MS THAM'S HAND.
Can cross that on my wishlist now!

I didn't reach my goal but I crossed my line, which is good.
I JUMPED FROM PRELIMS 29 TO A 12 LEH. DAMN HAPPY.
Somemore 5 DISTINCTIONS, totally unexpected because I didn't have tution or anything.

A LOT OF LPS DID SUPER WELL, WHICH I WANNA CLAP CLAP.
KUDOS TO FEWS I KNEW ESPECIALLY ANGELA, AIN, GARY, SHIH, JASMINE AND A LOT MORE TO MENTION.

Well I hope those who didn't do up to expectations would cheer up though. Hate to see them so upset. Aah 5 days to ponder where to head next after this checkpoint.

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It didn't haunt me that much at first so it's strange with the feeling that it's choking me now.

ALRIGHT.

Damnit whatever may comes tomorrow I hope I won't have nowhere to go. Have setted my line and goal.

I added gareth gates' unchained melody into my playlist. I mean look how sweet the video is!



I'm totally in love with this song.


Well, nothing much these few days. I'm saving up for a lot of stuff now. Mom's birthday is nearing, so is qien's & chinese new year clothings budget. My topman card value had officially expired. Went to ngee ann's open house which was awesome.

Anyway yeah nothing much here. Cleansethehearted.

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Getting a straightjacket feeling alright.

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& I know, how to save a life.


Alright 3 things.

1) New desktop for the house (thought for my room so I actually reshuffled everything here, but turns out it wasn't), finally something decent aside from the laptop & the other house comp.

2) Major sore throat that caused me to lose my voice & not turn up for work.

3) Deep cuts at two toes on my left foot, which bleeds very badly when walking.


I'm actually quite saddened because the desktop has to leave my room now.






& no, the twinkle-like thing isn't on purpose. The flash, the flash. Damn, I have craig david's hot stuff looping in my head the whole day.

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Aha LP chalet was surprisingly a blast. Not really a stayover, more like a PSP getaway. The hell of us stayed up late to play silent hill, which resulted in really really, really (no, really really) loud shrieks. Really few people came though.

Which reminds me. I COMPLETED SILENT HILL ORIGINS ALREADY! Which is quite amazing because I chooooooong through 3 arcs in 2 days! Am damn freaking happy now lah.

On another note, family has just reached home from picking mom at airport. She bought all black stuff for me and I'm kinda like o.o Well, 1) cny is coming & 2) moms usually don't encourage black wears. Hoh well shrugs.

I'm super exhausted because I didn't had the chance to have like a regular 9 (for me + 5 more) hours of sleep. Whoah my shoulders feel like 106893840kg of weights on them. Which is why I'm like skimming through days where I'm supposed to write more crap. Hmm I wonder who read my 2002 post.



5 LAME GAMES

- how many meh meh jump over the wall?
- bang bang bang. who's dead.
- open close open close.
- fuzzy wuzzy likes noodles but not rice.
- if this is 2, what is this?

I just realised that whenever you try to remember stuff, you usually can't recall one.



Oh ya, and rumors says olevels is going to come out in late january.

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This is how wasted I am these few days.


Life had been boring these few days. Each day I'm getting songs going into loop inside my head. Pretending to wallow about different aspects of the day had become a routine. So has the fetish for gunbound and psp which has been absurdly relaxing.

Aiyah, basically. Days are passing by like minutes & I'm doing nothing about it. 2007 had went past so soon & now February is arriving like a guy late for work making a beeline from outside the building.


When I'm at home,

If I'm not eating, I'm lying down watching the tv scrolling through each channel ever 0.5 sec.
If I'm not lying down, I'm playing silent hill on the psp.
If I'm not playing the psp, I'm using the laptop watching family guy or playing gunbound.
If I'm not doing any of those, most likely I'm doing all of them at the same time.

So you can also see how fattening this sorta lifestyle is.


Thankfully, it's not totally wasteful when I have the cash to leave the house. Work has been sorta disdainful even though I had been there for quite a while. Life has been monotonous due to the lack of exposure to friends. The anticipation for the olevel results are making everything worse & driving me nuts.

All come down to one phrase. Stress without stress.


Wahahaha I actually contented with this load of junk I made up of nothingless just to have a proper post. Oh well I gotta go bathe & then sleep. Yay tomorrow!
(sigh shawn is terribly wasted, yes.)

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I'm slowly wasting everyday of my life.

Alright I don't know how to post about the things I want to post but I desperately want to post about all the top things of 2007! I think I shall post it soon.

1) Tania's gonna come over for amaths tution tomorrow & the day after.
2) My flu is getting worse and now it's hard to breathe.
3) I have HMQ's psp with me. MUAHAHAHA.
4) Haha yesterday I called a lot of people to ask a very stupid question. LOL.

Okay I'm done. Mom's flying overseas tomorrow.

It's not that I don't want to update but time is taking the privilege of blogging from me.

If I had time I would very much post a decent entry alright.
Shit I'm sick today. Nose is feeling stuffy like hell & I don't know what to do about it.