The week went on. Not much happened. Labels: pictures, random, tanntheheart
Same old horrible thursday. Watched minority report for our GP lesson, which I swear I can't wait to continue the movie. I think I went home early that day.
Friday was as short as usual. Skipped hockey because didn't really plan to go. Fun with mel during history. Oh and that bus stop girl incident which scared the shits out of me. This girl (which I presumed wasn't foreign) started screaming at her phone (should be license, though it doesn't really make any sense) and then SUDDENLY RAN OUT ONTO THE ROAD. Of course yes we panicked and thankfully while me and damien went to get her back, this stranger, a teacher and the VP arrived to handle the matter. Scary sia, I thought I was going to witness someone attempting a suicide. Went home early as well with shenn. Sorry I can't give you anything but support and encouragement which a little bit disheartening, but please hang on and stay strong because I know you can make this through this ordeal. :(
Just a while ago, went out with LPS at dhoby ghaut's fish & co & celebrated birthdays. As much as I wanna be. Nope wasn't very enthusiastic. Maybe it's due to the fact that we hadn't seen each other for quite a while and there's just this sense of unfamiliarity between each other. Had a fun time though. (:
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So comes a time when we have to choose, to grapple with unanswered questions in our life like "What do I really want?", "What am I going to be?"
Is it really fate that controls our destiny, or do we make our own fate?
I don't want to be a hostage of my own decisions, I don't want to regret.
Every moment, you age a little, you lose some of your innocence, you get wiser, but maybe not happier, you learn to cherish, you learn and understand emotions like sadness love happiness despair hurt relief, you go through more, you learn that you can actually survive ordeals and perhaps come through as a better, stronger person, and it goes on.
I just wonder what will become of us, everyone.
Hmm but I just have one request, just one thing I hope for, that we'll all be happy no matter what, that we will see the good in everything, we won't be jaded and bitter.
I don't want to grow older to know a sad world, I want to know that I'll still be me when I'm old, still be good friends with the people close to me, see the beauty in things and not be resentful towards life for whatever reasons.
Hmm with exams over, there's a lot more time for brooding and thinking. Maybe not a good thing. Must get occupied. Which is why my psp has been my recent best companion.
