Yepp. Sorry no time to update. Common tests and school and 3-3FORUM!

Woohoo. Kay sunday like. My cousins all came. As usual. Did what we normally did.

Today first day brought bag to school. Seemed like I'm not the only one who cut hair. Changed seats with Kh. He claimed he cannot see. Well anyway. Daphne is quite nice. Mingqi only makes it better. You know it's so darn difficult to concentrate. She's always crapping. Makes me laugh so hard everytime.

Usual school stuff lohs. Binomial test quite easy bahh. Emaths so much homework.

After school went directly home. OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M PLAYING MAPLE. No. No.

Well anyway. Reorganised forum today. And guess what. It jumed from 70+ posts to now total 240+ posts. Hah. All thanks to talltallLEE actually. He actually came to the forum! HAHA WOW.

Nvr go debate today. How?


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Today was fun. But before I really touched down on what happened, I would like to thank Jonah for listening to me yesterday on MSN. Pals forever. Sorry if I poured everything on you. It's just that I'm really sick of life. And everything. Thanks for encouraging me to tell him about how I really felt. I feel more carefree now.

Anyway. The study group's cancelled. No doubt. No one is going. And before pengyang, you say anything, don't blame me, 'cos I CAN choose not to go.

Yep. Friday.
Quite a randomly boring day actually. I feel like a leader. And I want a puppy. SPCA! (:

Okay so in the morning. I woke up. Bathed and ate breakfast. Left at around 10.50. Reached earliest you know. Like we were all supposed to meet at 11. And I reached at 11.10. Anyway I went to cut hair . smooth(:

Mervin and gary reached at around 11.40. Then they ate there although I didn't. We went arcade for awhile, then walked around at Harvey and Comics. I loved to sniff stuff. "unrevealing" mysteries of the unknown. Then go to the MRT station to meet tim. On the way met several schoolmates. Christine, Jiayi, Shiqi, Elaine, Shuyu etc. Then bought peach tea and took mrt to somerset. Went to heeren first.

We walked around looking for my goal: my slingbag. Went through several shops. Saw amelia. Omg why she's there? LOL so embarrased. Then after that went to eat at the wanton noodle shop beside neos' place. <3.

Gary bought his shirt and we went to Cineleisure to check our luck. Went to this shop and the shopperson was so darn weird. Frankly, she looked thirty to me, and she said she was twenty. And she was like saying I very noisy and stuff. LOL. She counted us cheaper when we bought bags at that shop. Me and mervin bought 'ink bags. He bought white-black and I bought black-white. Sling. We decided. If we wanna switch bags in school then we switch. LOL. Oh ya we walked walked and went to Apple. Wah lao 3-2 forum is like so "re nao". Our's like so boring.

After Cineleisure, Tim had to leave. Then we were like sitting there wondering where to go next. Bugis, Marina bay, Marina Square, West Mall etc. To eat. Then finally decided on bugis. Reached liao then went arcade. OMG house of the dead is like so darn fun. And spooky at the same time. Ate teriyaki chicken rice at this jap restaurant.

We went home. Gary took the red line; me and merv took the green line. Quite bo liao lahs. Then reached, bought green tea.

Today was really fun.

So busy with homework and tests studying these days that I can't seemed to find a day to blog.

I'm really worried about Aarthi's situation. It's so stressing to know that you wouldn't be able to help a friend who is suffering. All you can do was to listen and console her. Why is her mom so paranoid? Aarthi's is already like so burdenised by work and her mom still complains.

Napha test yesterday. Not that I went. I've got a sudden fever so I didn't turn up.

I'm so pissed off at huat. Can he like stop it anot. It ain't funny okay. I don't have a big head. He's such a loser. Argh. Why do I even care about what he says anyway. But he's like so influencial. I mean right now. Like a few people started calling me big head. Which is so annoying. I went to start fresh and all huat can do is to cause trouble.

The 3-3 forum is like so messy. I don't know but there's only 14 members till date! We don't have any photo archives and everything. Like it's so empty. But I did the banner. Although it was quite big.

On wednesday, I backed out of the idea watching basketball match. The truth is I felt left out so I didn't go.

It's quite warming to know that I'm going out to town with people like mervin and gary on saturday. Finally I have some companions. Not that close yet not that stranger either.

I really hate posers. They are like. Always complaining that their life isn't perfect and everything to get themselves more attention. What's the point if you're just a scumbag in reality? I don't really know. 'Cos everyone is always pretending to be what they are not. I guess the world is like that.

Supposingly. I hope that many people will turn up for the study group this saturday. It's like the common tests next week and there's so many things to do.

StudentsLPS is more active than what it used to be. But not that engaging either. I'm trying to think of ways to improvise and get everyone of them closer. By the way. I did a blended picture of us rawking at sentosa. View here.

I'm short and fat. That's a fact okay. Even if I do accept it. No one should keep critising me. 'Cos they can't possibly blame me for being born that way.

Jack^2's coming back! I miss my laptop. It's being so many days. I wanna upload racial harmony pictures.


Who would recall that everything like that happened.
I do. Long long ago. Long ago.

Sunday

Went movies with Mythili. Watched POTC. We are both so day-dreaming about each others' crushes. Like shamelessly. LOL. Was planning to bowl. But changed the idea since there wasn't any lanes. And there has to be another outlet. Anyway man! She's like given a month's allowance like that. Lucky her. I always have to save.

After that went home. Sunday nights aren't the nicest nights in a week. I mean. damn there's school tomorrow. But never mind. 'cos mr.lee coming back. OMG I forgot. I told him so much. I guess I was feeling a little emotional when I smsed him. Aye forget it.

The msn group is a mess. Same goes to 3-3 forum. At least I think they are. And hello people. Please tell me to relink. 'cos I probably forgotten.

Monday

Woke up damn early today man. Then went to meet Mythili at bus stop. Amazingly, I arrived earlier. So we took bus there. Wolverine is on the top of the 20th most favourable movies characters list thingie. Aahh X-Men so rocks.

Went to confront Aarthi about her problem. Didn't have much chance to 'cos right after that there's flag raising. New english teacher! Oh man I became the lesson's Spiderman. All thanks to kenny. LOL. Jonah never come today again. I think he's going to miss the Napfa test today. Same goes to Jill; I heard she wasn't feeling that well. Get well soon.

Reprimended heavily by physics teacher. Lol. Hais I don't know lah. Now I'm like Jonah. Always ask her eat shit. LOL.

Let's recall. After recess, we had Bio. Man I got 3/6 again. For SPA. Argh. All because of the decolourisation thingie. Damn AnnaKonda! LOL. She pinalised me loh. During amaths then Ian sat with us. Made Zhihao kana punished. So sick. Ian is so irritating. One day the class is going to fall because of him. He's like our class's aravindon. Except more annoying. Then for emaths also. By the way tall tall lee never come for emaths, cos david lim wanna discuss about emaths test. I got 8/15 loh. So du lan. I lost marks because I never find "x" in all the questions. Then 6 marks flyaway. One mark flyaway for labelling. Jonah got 14 loh! *envy*

Went straight home. Then went to school again few hours later. The bus pass seemed to be really handy. Napha test was a flop. So many stations I barely pass. Damn birthday. Should have arrived after the napha test what. Leave me so hard to deal with Napha.

Then went home with thiti loh. She told me about her problem. Her mother is really strict. But I can't leak anything. My best friend's problems stays within me.

Went home and bathe for liek a long time. Felt really dirty. And smelly. Eww.

So long since I last blogged..

Okay anyway. Friday. Had fun impersonating Jonah. Keep asking Veron to "chi da bian". LOL. Then CCA meeting was shifted to AVA room. It's so much cooler and although no computers, better. Anyway yep the CCA we had a workshop. Had fun as usual. Turned out I'm the Sec 2 Coordinators. Hope I won't have trouble with my "babies".

After the CCA, went with Mythili and Jill to Jurong Point to accompany her to buy clothes for her friend's birthday. Then went to KFC. After that they said to bring me somewhere. Frankly I didn't know. But turned out that Mythili bought be $40 worth of my favourites, X-Men 1 and 2 dvds for my belated presents. Aww how sweet. I was smiling all the way home.

Went online to tell lokies. Argh what the heck. He's like so paranoid. I don't care anymore. I wasn't in the wrong anyway. Like do you know he actually wanna give me his used X2 dvd because he got a new one FOR MY BIRTHDAY? That's so practically a disgrace. I mean how can he treat his so-called "bestie" this way? I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. He is so sickening. To think I always am the one listening to what he's gotta say. I have loads more problems than him and he don't hear me talking.

Talk about walking away. Argh sorry Cheryl. I guess the next day's outing is so cancelled.

There was some mild conflicts between me and Qi'en about the school's Msn Group. But it will all work out anyway. Believed that it can be revived.

Saturday like supposingly was the one day I would be so busy and go out. Turned out all three outings will become a flunk. Firstly. Cheryl LEE'S outing. Don't really felt like going out so I declined. My baby darling's one. Lokies' problem. So didn't go. Amelia. Argh turned out Wilber will be in west mall NEXT MONTH. So didn't go.

Been like home watching X-Men all day. So cool. I love my junior. LOVE HER LOVE HER LOVE HER. Hope she and **.. Heh. She went out with hm at SPCA. LOL don't know what will happened.

Hais. Don't know why never update.

MONDAY. Okay nothing much happened. Or just I can't recall.

TUESDAY. O2jam lvl 6 le! LOL. Big accomplishment. Anyway. Me now handling the LPSgroup. Gotta make it ALL BETTER. New layout, new threads, new stuff. ALL NEW NEW NEW. Hahas. LPS Stay alive!


To All LPSives:
Our MSN group, Students-LPS(studentslps@groups.msn.com) will be undergoing some changes to its boards, its skins and hopefully be adverted to something better. Here are some stuff you, as a member HAVE to follow.

1) Membership Updating
Because some of you might have changed your email addresses, we would wish if you could tell us whether you will still be active in this group. Please kindly email your respond to either me(holyangel63@hotmail.com), amelia(forgetful_childhood@hotmail.com), or qien(enn.whaateverr@gmail.com), and we will take note of the members that will still be in touch. Also please spread this group to ex-lps who DON'T KNOW about it's existence. It's always nice to gather ex-lps together.

2) Message Boards
If you noticed, some of the message boards are useless and absolutely should be taken off. In the meantime, additional boards such as events and outings boards calender will be added. This will hopefully make all of us more updated and organised.

3) Group Logo; Skins
As such. The front introduction pages, along with the other boards do seemed a little boring. Hope that we can put up some siggys and layouts that will help spice up this space.

For Non-members yet Ex-Lps, please join this group and spread
Please do read all of these above updatings. If you wish to help, please contact me, shawn (holyangel63@hotmail.com) via MSN messenger. If you are unable to contact me via email or whatsoever, sms or call me at 97601307.

Much love,
Shawn

SS Project Gotta finish soon. Thurs present. Sian something dreadful happened.

WEDNESDAY. Racial Harmony Day. Photos Galore with alot of classmates and friends. Merv, Shih, o9, Jonah, Kenny, Py, Jas; etc. I wore yusof's costume! LOL. Black in colour. So crammed. But very windy. I felt wind in a very uncomfortable place. "". LOL.

Then after that. Stayed back in school to wait for titi. She had leaders' commencement practice later at 4 plus. Then councilor's meeting at 4 plus too. So stayed in Library with her and q2. Then very funny. Don made fun of Aravindon in library. Haha.

Stupid thing happened. When reached home. Got the news com crash. SIAN. Wtf. How am I going to finish my LPS Siggy!!! My jack jack is my life.

OMG. SS Project how? Die die die...

THURSDAY. Met Jonah in school. He heard. This morning. Damn! Siao Liao. SS Project goner. And today going to make I/C. Very unexpected. Cos was planning to go ORCHARD with Shih and Merv to buy bag. Damn.

The whole day quite sian bah. Help Jasmine take geog books. :) Then played stress in class. GEOG Ms Seeto dragged so long. Chatted about X-men. Loads of stupid and lame joking. IlsaShiGeMaiYerHaSinLuGeHuffaBaPaLaMaShaMaLaMaDingDongDINGDONG! Lol. The longest phrase. I like recitied it everytime fast.

Then after geog Dad came fetch. Then went with him home. Rush rush rush. Mom at home waiting. Rushed dinner. Then after that went on the road with her, dad and sis. Crapped about having a puppy. I WANT A PUPPY. Then go mom's beauty learning place. To pay money for her exam. Then went to make I/C with mom. Dad and Sis went to a place called Alexandra Tech Park to fix laptop. Going to get it back in 4 work days = next week. ='( Poor Jack2. Hope everything inside won't be lost. Everything is important to me.

Now totally understand how Lokies felt about his honeyfly. GOD PLEASE BLESS JACK JACK.

Hot in my room.

Frankly I don't blame my brother. I don't blame the group. I don't blame myself either. It's everyone's fauit isn't it.

I talked to my brother a few minutes ago. He just went offline. I feel so stupid. Why did I keep saying stuff bad about him. I wouldn't know till he showed me. I'm sorry but I know sorry means nothing with no action.

I don't wanna lose him. It's just that he had already become something that matters. Everything he does matters. I look up to him.

At that time I quarrelled with him, I said alot of stupid stuff. But at tha time. I really do feel very angry. And I was wrong. I had placed all the pressure that fell on me on him. And I'm sorry again. Everybody says stupid stuff when they're angry. Sorry really.

On my birthday. When he didn't do anything. I could say I wasn't really happy about my birthday on that day. I wished I was born sometime before we quarrelled. So that at least I had a brother who would care about me.

It's really him (and Jasmine) that had changed the way I am since sec2. In both ways I guess. Good or bad. But it's all something that I would want to keep.

About jialin. I don't really care. Not about the project but about her. How can she accuse of me like that. What do she think me for.

If you're looking. I'm really sorry okay. But I really want you to continue to exist in my life. I could talk to, look up to and care for.


World. Can you stop shrinking me already.

YAY its my 100th POST.

And I'm happy to say that I'm able to post what I went through with LPS peeps at Sentosa in this post!

Hold on just to say some stuff. Thanks amelia for sending me the cute and huge froggy lolipop. Love it along with the sour sweets to keep me awake in class. Haha love you.

Ok so it's midnight last last night technically. Yay I've got val and charmaine and liang to go! And tomorrow morning is having a mini-breakfast gathering with charmaine, amelia, qien and jingwen.

The next morning. Charmaine very much woke me up(was supposed to wake HER up) and like was rushing and rushing. Then finally went out of the house wearing shorts and a t-shirt and slippers so much bigger than my feets.

I ran into wenxiang on the way there. Was like rushing cos I was terribly late again. So yep we went to Mcdonalds to meet jingwen and the others. Man they'd already started! So I was like going to order. Then like the person in front was so slowwww... It's 9.10 already and is still eating breakfast. So I chowed down real fast. Then went off together.

Took MRT and met yeeping, kenneth, weiqi, azh and liangying at the platform. Then we took MRT to harbour front. I exchanged my footwear with Jingwen cos mine was like so uncomfortably big. At least although it's the same size, he was wearing sandals. They don't fall out as often as slippers. Damn AZH always suaning me on my height. Not that I mind 'cos he wasn't always meaning it.

We finally reached and we went to harbour front that mall over there to buy chips and drinks. There was this counter that has condoms in it. And there was a sign there that says "try me". Ook I never knew that I would be noticing it but nevermind. Haha Liang was like making fun of me about that too.

We walked overbridge and took the shuttle bus to Sentosa. Then reaching we took a bus to Palawan beach 'cos Qi suggested it. It's not that bad though. Although Siloso beach's sand is more ... smooth. Not so rough like Palawan's.

We played captain's ball before resting. Charmaine and I walked to 7-eleven to buy plain cold water because don't really feel like drinking soda. Then after that we played 'monkey' and built sandcastles and stuff. Basically it's just fun whatever we do. Haha Amelia banged her head on Wenxiang.

Then it was a rather surprise when Cheryl arrived. FRANKLY. I didn't know there was a birthday cake. HONESTLY. I know that something will happen regarding my and jw's upcoming birthdays but never really a cake. Yeah I bashed Liang ying once and Jingwen twice on the face with the cake. And jingwen bashed me back two times. All of which except Liangying's was ambushed.

There was like cake all over my face and my shirt and shorts. Did I mentioned I am going back in the same clothes. Like cos I forgot to bring them. Ook. So well tried hard to get it off. Good think I wore black. Cos you can't really feel or see the stains. But eww I can smell them. Like on my face. So.. cheezy. Wenxiang, Jw, azh and I went to have lunch.

After that we went back and talked about school and stuff. Going to go back to lps on teachers' day again. Man year 2003 was really the most tightest batch for lps pri6s. Till now we still love each other and keep it touch. Shame those who don't that are NOT FROM OUR PRI SCHOOL.

Finally it was time to leave. We raced to the depature bus station at Sentosa ON FOOT all the way from Palawan. Haha Jingwen and I were leading, following by Amelia and Charmaine. Haha like we made a bet that the last person reaching will have to treat us drinks. Although it never really was taken into.

We reached and took an MRT to Jurong East to have dinner. They had gone around looking for places to eat. Cos everywhere was crowded. And everyone especially Charmaine and Wenxiang was starving.

We ate at Long John's finally. There we had quite fun. Azh was "asking the counter girl her number". And Cheryl was my NAI-MA and Azh was my papa. LOL. We ate and then left. Amelia and Qi stayed at JE while we took the MRT home.

I had to go to my aunt's house so Cheryl and the rest left first. Then I reached Choa Chu Kang and walked all the way to my aunt's house. Not far yet to close either.

Well that's all. Nothing much happened from that.


LPS`03 I LOVE YOU GUYS.

I'm no longer keep tracking of the number of days. Haha.

Everything seemed so rushed. Mr Lee is coming back soon from his reservice (yes?), my birthday just passed and I'm still stuck with english and ss subject. Damn.

Weird you know. I've been sleeping like 2 in the morning so many days and like the next day I wake, I wasn't so tired. But when like I sleep early at about 11, I will be exhausted the next day. What's wrong with me.

Anyway I introduced stress to zhi hao. He didn't find it boring. In fact he was awed at my incredible speed. "Thank you thank you" BTW, Gambling dens getting more and more each day. You can see like 6 groups of people playing cards in the morning and recess. Haha.

Jonah felt so sick and sad today. Was it me? But I didn't blame him for the project thingie. I blamed myself already didn't I? Jonah get better.Sorry jialin. Aye felt so stuck-up to the eng group. All my fault la.

Did Jasmine went for chinese oral today? Fanny was looking for her. And she didn't answer my messages I sent her. Damn.

And bleah. I need to go town!! SLINGBAG. PENCIL CASE. *MOUTH WATERS* And officially, Sally is once again superficial. Superficial Superficial Superficial SALLY~! LOL.

LPS PEEPS. OUTING PLEASE.. I miss LPS peeps. They are always there. I guess our year was the most tightest year. And I came up with a slogan:

`lps03,differentSOULS; differerentPATHS
yet ourHEARTSbeatasONE.



Hallucinating.

I sneezed. Man it's cold today.

Wanna go town to buy something for myself. Perhaps a new bag, and a new pencil case. Most likely, there wouldn't be anyone knowing or even wanting to tag along. Argh...

3-3 Gambling den like so open now. There are 3 sets of games being held like each time. Even today during CME. People are listening to mp3 and playing cards openly, and teacher don't even care. Aah. This is the life.

I can't believe I passed my math test. I mean I really didn't noe I will.

It's freezing.

Frankly speaking, although it wasn't as impressive as I thought it would be, today wasn't that bad afterall.

Its a sudden thing at school. When I reached and walked in the classroom, Karthick and Shih Ciang was like, "ooh! Birthday boy is here!" and like Jasmine was like "aah! Shawn~".

In the morning I received smses from qutie a few people wishing me birthdays. Jeremy, Lokies, Wanlin.. It surprised me already. After that it was quite boring; I remained silent about my birthday and see how many people actually noticed.

It wasn't till recess when the news spreaded. I got bashed by Zhimei, Jieting, Shih Ciang etc. Damn pain. Nearly tio rape. Well I said I don't want and they didn't. LOL. Didn't know it was that easy. I mean. Haha its nice escaping doom.

Got quite few greetings from people in the school. Was least disappointed at peng yang though. Like argh. Shouldn't at least wish me birthday? >.< Although I know that it's rather hard starting to accept yet. Even I have that kind of problems.

Went straight home after school. Boring boring. Nothing happened. People wished me and such online and via sms. Hmm thanks to all. Appreciates you all and love you all too.

And now, I think I'm gonna blow the cake.



It wasn't impressive, yet still much enjoyed. Thanks.

9thJuly. This is a day I never knew.

It was supposed to be a celebration at Marina. A celebration for turning a year older. However it was hardly what it was planned to be.

Was awaiting to this big fest-out. Sadly, my cousins never really did made the dinner into their schedules. Instead, we're invited to their house. I thought we will be celebrating there instead.

Parents reached home from work. And mom definitely don't sound the way she spoke to me on the phone:

"Sorry that your cousins can't make it for today's dinner."
"It's okay. We can go to their house instead if that's what you want."
"Yeah. Let's just buy a cake and celebrate tomorrow."

She never knew how disappointed I was.

And when she's back:

"I thought you ought to be dressed by now? You know we should be hurrying. The others are there already."

That didn't helped.

I was scolded a few times in the taxi. Mom was telling me about the whole keeping it soft- listening to mp3 stuff. Was quite pissed. In fact during the trip, she reprimanded me quite a few times. And when we reached, as usual the adults played mahjiong and the kids do their own stuff.

No one noticed.

As we left, no one ever said anything about my birthday. My aunt did stared at me once or twice.
We walked down the long road to the main one to catch a taxi. During the journey, my dad wished me happy birthday:

"Shawn happy birthday ah?"
"45 minutes to go."
He scowned, and muttered "Like it matters."

Why do they have to claim that they care? I don't get it.

We caught a taxi at the opposite side. We crossed the road, and I went in from the side of the taxi that was facing the road instead of the pavewalk.

"Why did you do that. You know that was dangerous." Stern was the only word to describe my mom. About a few minutes to my birthday and she wouldn't care if it was passed peacefully or not. I remained silent and blasted my mp3.

After a traffic light stop, the driver suddenly went driving fast. The song playing was Because of You. Then, thoughts filled my mind. My head is telling me to open the door and get run by the cars. The papers next day will read: "YOUNG TEEN KILLED A FEW MINUTES BEFORE BIRTHDAY". And I was thinking. Wouldn't it get all the attention that I wanted? But then, my fingers went pushing the lock. I knew that it was all so stupid.

Why is this year so terrible. The whole taxi journey was silent. But my head was all full of music and sorrows. Wondering the purpose of living. And resisting all the thoughts about killing myself before my birthday. Stared at my phone a few times. "38 minutes to go.. 37.... 36."

Reached and went into my room. On the aircon and then went to the living room. Decided to rest and watch some tv. Mom scolded again.

"Why are you watching TV so late??! Go sleep now!"
"..............."
"Go sleep now. I don't want you to get late tomorrow morning."

She didn't even bother to ask how I felt.

I went into my room, got dressed and off the lights. I jumped into my pillow and cry. Yeah it wasn't a loud one, and every moment I will try to wipe those tears that wouldn't stop flowing from my eyes. I cried and cried.

12am. Finally. There wasn't even any magic. You know like suddenly you'll feel you're one year older. No there wasn't. But I should be happy. Although I was waiting for it, but came out wrong.

Happy 15th birthday to me Shawn.


Last year was better.

I'm typing now which is around 22hrs51minutes left to being 15.

What is the purpose of life? The world doesn't revolve around you. And everyday somebody have to get in your way making your life darker. But yet everyone tries so hard to brighten up their day, only to left it deeply scarred and uncompleted.

It's quite annoying how friends would want to breakup their relationships over a small matter. Whereever had those happy moments gone to? Are they all just junks which are meant to be forgotten? If you answer a yes to that, stop looking now because you need to look back and see the long way you've gone. And ask yourself, whoever showed you the way in the first place? And will you live up to yourself leaving the ones you loved?

My world had been on-and-off too many times. And the long way I've been through. I feel nothing yet everything from the past. They nurtured me to be a person to love and hate everything I see. Deep down, I'm sick of everything. I'm sick of everyone. I'm sick of everything that made me cry or laugh.

Enough. Stop it.

Yet everyone had put up with these. Everyone is still pretending to live in a life they call their own. So why shouldn't I?

I thank everyone who is picking me up all these times. I really appreciates it.

It's going to be a sad occasion.

Yeah hais. 3 days to being 15. Which is going to be a tough undertaking. Haha who am I kidding. Everyone gets their turns. I'm just getting mine a little lonelier this year.

I desperately need a life. What am I doing these days? Things ain't going all that perfect. Well I'm trying to get along with peng yang. Trying to fit in with Aarthi's clique. Trying to get bball on the go. And betting on France to win the World Cup. Although past matches briefly shown their luck over the whole competition.

I've changed my song to Breaking Free. Cos I really need to break free, and show the world something different than who I am.

Soaring. Flying~




3Days2hours47minutes.

I'm actually posting now, but having no idea what I wanna post. I can't believe I've lost the love of blogging.

Firstly, I would like to apologize. Deeply to someone whom isn't quite active in my world now. To those who viewed my blog and left disappointed each time. To Mr Lee and my parents, whom I've either made matters worse for or disappointed again.

Secondly. Wow. What am I doing these days? I must say I hadn't be contributing to projects assignment, and I'm not in top condition in class. I had become part of 3-3's debate team by mistake too. My homeworks are in a huge mess.

Thirdly. Argentina is out. Man stupid jen. Argh. I was rooting for argentina.

The suite life of zack and cody had been my life these days. I don't know why, but looking at them just perks me up.

I'm sorry, world.



I'm the guy who is crashed.